HIS SOUL IS DEAD
24 Arins Shown in the Past

Staring at Arin along the way was the cure of all the current chaos, his calm face was able to make me also calm down. I always wished that I could accompany Arin's days longer.

"Are you sure you don't want to go shopping for Rin ?" ask me again to make sure.

"With Ziz, we just go home" she asked as she turned to me and held my hand gently.

"Judah yes . yes"

After arriving in front of Arin's house, Arin was silent for a moment.

"Until Rin" I said.

"Ziz" called out to me limply while slightly bowed.

"Rin Lu why ?" manyworry.

"Rin!" holding his face with both hands.

"Ziz, may I ask you a question ?" Arin looks at.

"Can, can. What do you want to ask ?" answer me swiftly.

"You suddenly came into my life for what purpose Ziz ?" the question makes me a little surprised.

"I just don't want to feel the pain and disappointment for the second time in life that I'm going to start again" he said.

"The pain that yesterday was still very pronounced in my life today, I tried to heal him myself half to death"

"Rin, why ask rich ?"

"Lu feel like I'm gonna hurt Lu again ?"

"Engga Rin's! I really love Lu" I replied a little.

"Ehh.. I mean yes I will keep Lu as much as I can" I added.

Arin just looked at me with teary eyes.

"I am Ziz first" she told me.

"Wait Rin!" facing Arin who was willing to open the car door.

I immediately ran out of the car and opened the door for Arin, driving him until he really entered the house.

After Arin I made sure to go in and close the gate to the door of his house, I immediately went to get back in the car.

"Why ask rich ?" my many.

"Arin's fear of men is so great that she doesn't hesitate to explain that she's afraid to be disappointed again"

"Ren, wait for the play date! I'm sure Lu's life will be ruined more than Arin's that you've ruined" my anger at the time.

I was silent for a moment in the car and was still thinking about Arin's question.

"But not a slick ?"

Confused at the thought of that, I immediately informed Dara to pick me up right now. So I can get an opinion from Dara about this.

After informing Dara and He agreed, I immediately rushed to pick up Dara right then and there without a second thought.

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"Hopefully I hope Aziz's goal is to approach me completely without any intention and purpose" I said in the room sitting on the bed.

Walking to my desk was clearly attached to a polaroid photo of me with Adit, a photo that at that time I felt the luckiest woman in the world because it was owned by a man who was very close to my family.

I remembered the thing where I accompanied Adit from hardship and always gave support about whatever Adit did at that time, even I dared to sacrifice my time to help Adit's efforts.

It's not on my side, but I'm always sure there'll be something beautiful behind everything. I am also sure that the karma that comes will not be at the wrong door.

I used to know Rena because She was my Brother's girlfriend, you name it Bagas. He brought and introduced Rena at a time when the extended family was gathering at my house.

Indeed, after Bagas introduced Rena to a family of many families who did not like Rena because of her background who already had children and worked as a karaoke guide.

But over time Bagas asked me to convince everyone that Rena was not what we think, until all my extended family finally received Rena well.

Not infrequently if all my family is holding a pickle Renapun always Bagas present in our midst with the reason to get closer to the family. The family was finally able to really accept very well Rena and her son.

Even Mother Bagaspun often babysit their children Rena if they will play out, I also come close to her son because often brought to my house.

Until one day Rena was kicked out of her house for some vague reason and she stayed in my room for months, I've considered her my own sister. He wears my skin free, my shirt even sleeps on my bed.

I didn't have any suspicions about Rena as long as we knew her because I thought Rena and Bagas were a good match that would go to a more serious level.

But my mind was wrong then! Rena became the first person to break my relationship with Adit. He teases Adit if he happens to meet at a family ceremony, even the most furious is that they were in a relationship in the last 2 years of my relationship.

It's ruined! Because I found a lot of video pieces of them being alone, often Adit Ketauan keep Rena's number with a man's name, if Adit is alone with me He also blocks Rena's contact.

To the extent that God gave me a clue that night, I caught Adit and Rena at a bar and they both got drunk and lost consciousness. When I followed them home they finally visited one of the hotels not far from the place of the Bar.

Trailing them was something I did not want to repeat for anything in my life, following them into the hotel and breaking down the room they ordered was the highest point of destruction.

Which is where I watched my own boyfriend being completely naked with the woman. I can't even let out a drop of my tears, can't scream even emotions. I just kept silent and it felt like I was shaking all over.

I just leaned against my limp in the lock of the room, trying to leave them limply was something I could not forget about the pain.

Not until then, Aditpun tried to chase me by using only a kimono. I got into the car I was carrying and locked it so Adit couldn't touch my body.

Still very imagined when I managed to break down the door of the hotel, Rena looked at me with her evil smile as if She had managed to snatch Adit from my life. Rena knows that half of my world is with Adit because Bagas often tells it to Rena if she stops at home.

Adit kept trying to open my car door, I just daydreamed with a blank stare without being able to evaporate anything. Turning on the car I was carrying and plugging the gas swiftly left Adit at that moment.

Along the way I told Bagas who was working outside the city, calling him up to a dozen times but never lifted by him. Deciding to go home at that time was impossible for me, I tried to find a hotel and cool down my condition at that time.

My phone kept ringing because Adit kept telling me and finding out where I was, unplugging the sim card I was wearing and I was parting that day. Closing all my sosmed and momentarily disappearing from anything.