HONEY OF MY WIFE'S CHOICE (RUBBY)
Me, Rubby

I let out a long sigh, then opened my eyes. "astaghfirullah,"

I glanced at the clock, and it was already at 17:00 WIB.

"Ah... It's late afternoon, time to take a shower, baby. Mother even overslept." I said.

While cleaning up Maliq, I remember the dream just now. Ask in your heart what the dream means.

"Why cry? No, By already made all the messages from Brother. Why is my sister sad? Is there something that bothers you?" muttered.

Finished cleaning Maliq, I relaxed for a while, nursing him, while inviting him to play. However, shocked by the sound of a horn so loud, into the yard of the house.

I'll get out, and see everything. And how surprised, when he saw a big black car, put in the garage.

"Mother, I'm here, carrying the order of the Father, which was deliberately given to Mother," said Winda, who approached me with a sweet smile.

I was more agitated, with what the Winda said to me.

"Huh? This buy'in? When?"

"So, Mom. After Mom came home, you asked me to take care of everything." replied Winda.

"Why suddenly buy me a car?"

"That reason... Only you know, and I'm only on duty. But, you only want if Mother is more comfortable on the trip. Especially, when invited to go home he said," replied Winda.

I'm overwhelmed, happy, and I don't know, let alone how it feels. I am obviously very grateful. Although still in my mind.

"This car, which Brother wants to give you first, but I'm grateful. Oh... Come on By, don't suudzon. Edra gave it away with great difficulty. And this, this is not cheap stuff. It's special, and the color, the color of my joy." inwardly, looking at my new car.

Author POV.

A few weeks passed after By got the gift of the new car.

The work is getting smoother, although there is a lot more to be repaired. The foundation is growing, in accordance with the expectations they want.

Edra also no less poured his affection on Rubby and his baby. Bringing flowers every day, giving her her favorite meal, all the special little things, she kept doing, for Rubby's sake, and dismissed Rubby's notion of her.

"Dra... I want to talk to you about Rubby" Thomas said.

"Why Thom? Her performance is not perfect? Naturally, he is still learning."

"No Dra, the performance is good, it is easy to understand what is given. But... We've been a little bit distracted with his attitude and performance lately. Wearing Diana's clothes, dressing up like Diana's,"

"Hey... He's just using Diana's legacy, that's all. Don't take it seriously."

"And... Speaking like Diana, what. That natural? I'm just afraid, he's under psychic pressure, which makes it still hard to catch Diana. Or, he's not really ready to bear all this burden, Dra."

"Thomas... Are you the only one who feels all that?"

"Obviously no. Everyone says it, they. Worrying about psychic Rubby. Just afraid, that in fact He was depressed, or thinking of something, that He should throw away."

"Thomas... I go home first, leave the office, if there is anything, call Winda." said edra, then rushed home.

I immediately entered when I got home, and stared in Rubby, who was playing with Maliq.

I see nothing wrong, it's just, it's like Diana. Unlike Rubby, who was always cheerful and asked for a hug, when welcoming me.

Pov Rubby's.

I was surprised, with the arrival of Mas edra, he looked at me sharply. It is implied from his eyes that he has so many questions.

"Mas... How come home?" my broom. But he didn't budge. Go to my closet and open it.

"What'sthis? Why did all of my clothes move here?" ask her, in a flat tone.

"Mas... Kan By already said, would take advantage of Brother's clothes, make By wear. It's a shame that it's thrown away."

"Memanfa'at isn't this how By, take how much By can wear, and match By. Not all by moving. Mas know how By, this isn't By's self. Why is this so?"

"How so? By wants to follow M Brother. Do not like it? Who is ngadu? Bik Inah?" ask me.

"Many, By not just one. Even Rara and Thomas said it."

"Just like this, Mas can give his full love to By, and By can atone for By's sin with Big Brother, before dying!" I said with a loud tone.

Mas edra did not reply, just returned to the closet, and took all of Kak Dee's clothes from there, and brought her to the lower room for a while, then back again.

"Bad brass! I have forgotten Brother. I don't want to be the same brother. It's as easy as it is to forget people who have been together for dozens of years." I cried.

"By's still scared, if Mas can't love By yet, right? By salah. I love you so much, but this is not the way. Mas has given his heart to Rubby, but Rubby who Mas knows, not Rubby who wants to be Diana."

Mas edra sighed and gave me a letter, then took Maliq from me.

"Read for a moment, Brother advised, give it at the right time. And I guess, now is the time" he said, then walked away from me.

*This is Rubby's anyway, right?

Kak Dee's favorite Rubby and mas edra.

Rubby's always tough, and trying to be strong. Sa'at is in a difficult choice.

This is Rubby, Rubby who is the source of Kak Dee's power. Which is, when By starts to get stepped on, Big Brother will get stronger and stand up and defend By, no matter what. Even though his own body is sick.

Rubby can't change, for nothing. Rubby is Rubby, Rubby will never be Diana. Mas Edra will love By, as By herself, not as Diana.

Rubby just has to get stronger, by himself, because By wants it, not because of Diana. *

I fell down beside the bed, hugged my legs, and cried all over there.

Is this what makes you cry? My sister doesn't want me to be like her. Brother wants, no matter how I am, I must remain myself.

"Ma'afin By, Brother... By don't know, if you don't like By like this. Suppose Mas gave this letter quickly, By will not try to be like Big Brother, to reach the heart of Mas edra. By is too afraid, if Mas edra, just carry the burden of his responsibility on By and Maliq."