HONEY OF MY WIFE'S CHOICE (RUBBY)
Missing Mas edra

Eight months into my pregnancy. The annoyance slowly faded, though sometimes still so reluctant to get too close.

But, I am so grateful, He is a husband who is so understanding of my circumstances. I'm used to it, he told me, when I asked for ma'af over all this shitty behavior.

"What I feel is not comparable to what I feel. I know, By's more tormented by this, right? Instead, our love will be deeper, because this is the first time we are far apart, even though it is actually close." she told me, as I cried alone in the room.

After the incident, Mas Edra asked the children to take turns accompanying me to sleep in the room. Because of fear, because of the pressure in my opposite heart, and being alone for too long, I will become stressed, and not good for my womb.

That afternoon, we just celebrated Brama Kumbara's birthday party simply, to make my little puta happy added to the age of Seven years. He got so many gifts, which he did not forget to share with Mas and his twin sister.

"Pick for yourself, which one. Bram is this robot, don't be disturbed" he told others.

"Mas wants a mobilan, Bram. The remote car is cool, can later race with you." reply Maliq.

"Wood wants a robot too, like Mas Bram," he whined.

"There's still one robot, take it, it's Mas's." pointed Bram.

"That was Adi wanted, Bayu can not snatch." replied Bayu, pointing to Adi who overslept on the sofa.

Bram let out a long sigh, then lent his robot to Bayu.

"Now, don't worry. Not pinch later if damaged," he threatened, on his sister.

I just silently looked at them, with a feeling of hilarity and pride.

"Bram... Here, baby." call me softly.

He approached, then sat down next to me, and stroked my stomach for a moment.

"So, just get out?" ask her.

"Yes, Bram why, give the robot to Bayu?"

"Payu has been wrong with Adi, Bram time does not want to cower with Bayu. Kan's... Poor,"

"Keep... Bram play what?"

"Bram take a remote car, want to race with Mas Maliq," he said excitedly, then left me.

"Later, don't go far!"

"Yes, Mom,"

I put my foot forward, and sat staring at the flowers. Just staring, not wanting to do anything.

"Sister... By miss, inexplicably miss when you see your favorite plants. Don't know why, miss the longer it becomes, even though I divert it to the others. With dhikr, playing with the kids, and all to give me a rush.

Sis... Now By understands why Big Brother gave Mas edra for By, and does not want to give it to others. That's because Mas is so valuable, so patient when we treat less pleasant, because it is a pushy state. In fact, By is now tormented by this state of affairs.

Like Maliq who ever dreamed about Big Brother, may I, By meet for a moment.

Ah... Already, how sinful By saying this now. If there was a mother, By would have been hired by now. "

I didn't feel like I was crying at the time, and I just wiped it out, because I didn't want the kids to know.

"By... Eat first, daritadi has not eaten. Shoot it, face it." Call Bik this.

"Well... Puget? Looks really good, Bik?"

"By why? It hurt?"

"I think there's less blood, huh. Check it tomorrow. Wait for me to come home."

"Why tomorrow, auntie will be there."

"Well, don't you spit anymore?" ask Bik thisah who mocked me.

"Let's not know, miss it." I said, then ate my food.

Not long after, my phone rang because Mas Edra called me.

"Hallo, Mom..."

"Darling... Said sick?"

"Isa... Bibik must have said it, huh? Make people panic." my scolding.

"By... Good aunt knows, Mas. Let the spit be handled. Why wait until I make a check? Just like Bibik, huh?"

"Don't want to, it wants the same Mas." said I, who somehow shed tears.

"Bright... Why cry? Kids aren't naughty, are they?"

"Engga... Is it still a long time to go home? Spieles, yeah. Don't be long, even though in the room expelled, but dihati remains a special place,"

"Yes... I'm gonna try to sneak home, and tomorrow we check, yeah."

"Yes... Yaudah, By eat first, while trying to scrape the kids." I told him.

"Momuuu! Look, this Bram robot. Her legs were broken by Bayu." cried Bram, who approached me half-crying.

"Hey... Do not cry, later if Bram cry, Bayu also cry."

"Same wood adi, already cry first, same Bik ratih tuh." he pointed out.

I sighed, held her shoulder and gave a smile.

"here... Mother help allow. Tomorrow, don't cry anymore, adek don't need to be scolded, yes."

"Bram was, just now, not angry. But, you know, the twins are crying. Bram tanya, even the cry is getting faster" he replied, sobbing.

"Judek... Yes, it is true. Play again, yeah. I want to remember him first.

I left Bram playing in the back, and I calmed the crying twins.

"Wood, Adi... Don't cry," my light.

"Acquired toys Mas Bram, his legs are broken, Bayu is afraid to be scolded by Mas, even Adi cry" he reported to me.

Adi did not answer anything, instead crying louder, embraced by Mba ratih. Then Mba took him away for a while.

"That's okay, yeah. No papa, I'm not angry. Play again there, keep asking ma'af equally Masnya." refer me to Bayu.

He nodded, and ran back to Bram, and played together. I, just sat down, breathing hard, then laid my body on the floor of the playroom.

"By... Awake, Son. Pamali sleeps maghrib like this, where is the big pregnant." bik bik inah reprimand.

"Well... Yes, Bik. Mas, haven't come home yet?"

"Not yet, he said in a moment. Nanyain, what message do you want?"

"There is nothing, just want to go home. Kangen," I replied.

"Yes, I'll be home. By shower first, pray magrib, yes. We'll have dinner together."

I obeyed Bik's orders, and limply, I went up and took a bath, recited and pranced myself to tears. Then, after feeling satisfied, I went downstairs, approaching all who had been waiting for me at the table to eat.