
Bang Bagas' body was cleaned, and now, it was covered in white cloth. Just waiting for his other friends to pick him up.
I went in to sit next to his corpse. My crying was so bitter, so painful it felt that my chest tightened.
The friends did not dare to break me there, they could only look at me and occasionally encourage me.
I feel tired, I put my head at the foot of the gurney. Suddenly the stiff hand of Bang Bagas fell, right in my head. I see clearly our engagement ring is still coiled around her ring finger. It's so fitting, and so beautiful in my eyes.
I clasped his cold hands tightly, I kissed affectionately. Slowly, I removed the ring from his ring finger.
"Bao... By's ring off yeah. Sorry, By must be sincere Abang, so that Abang goes his quieter Bang. " I said at the time.
After taking it off, I got back up and folded his hands back. I opened the little cover of his head, and kissed his forehead which still had a little bloodstain there.
"By... The group has come, we want to pick up Bagas using an office car. After that, we stayed in the office. Tomorrow morning we are buried. " Say Bang typhoon.
"Dirumah By aja Bang. " Answer.
"It's good, By, it's up in the tent for the party. "
"Toh the party didn't become a bang... Not papa as Bang Bagas death tent. Later the flowers, change the same yellow flag yes Bang. By going to call Mom the same Dad first. " Answer me to him.
"Hallo sir, "Who am I on the phone.
"Yes, kid, how? I heard everything. " Answer Father.
"Bodies are in there, sir. May? "
"Judek... Get the Ambulance here, Mr. ready for the place. Many people also want to worship. You are patient, my son. "
"Yes Sir... " I answered and hung up.
"How's By?" Ask Bang Typhoon again.
"Bring to the house By bang. The father and the mourners are ready. Take care of the ambulance immediately, By accompanying."
"Engga... By here only, Brother who takes care of. You accompany Bagas' corpse. " the answer.
Soon enough, Bang Bang's body began to be raised to Ambulance, I sat next to him trying to toughen up, and did not cry anymore. However, it turned out to be difficult, so heavy for me especially when looking at her already pale face.
Fifteen minutes later, we arrived home, greeted by the Father and his other mourners. They helped to lift the body, and laid it in the prepared place.
"Tonight, I was here first. Tomorrow new By anter to the new house Brother. " Saying.
Everyone is sobbing at my sincerity. They regret everything that has happened. Some are sincere in condolences for my fate. And there are also those that make it a talking point.
"Son... Now you take a bath, look at your clothes, full of blood. Not good to see people. " Say Mother.
"Yes Ma... Take a shower first. This is Bang Bagas' ring. I keep yes, "My love.
"Yes, I'll keep it well. " Answer Mother.
I'll take a shower in the back. I vaguely heard them talking about me.
"Pity is actually Ruby, the wedding tent is even a death tent that is."
"Yes... But I was horrified to see it too. Why are people not sad about him, let go of his fiancee pegi? "
"Ngga know... But after this, we take care of our bachelor son yes, do not be with Him. I'm afraid, Ruby's got shit. "
They were silent when I came out of the bathroom. And shut each other's mouths.
"Udah shower By? " Tell one of them.
I went straight into the room, trying not to bother with everything they said. Don't know them, if I'm the hardest hit right now.
But unfortunately, my hands that were only Two, were only able to cover my ears, without being able to close their mouths.
"Hufwtzz... Patience, patience. Even the body of Bang Bagas has not been buried, but there are already rumors. " My mumble.
That night, all those who had come home. I was alone pensively beside that frozen body. I read Yasin's letter to him many times, because that's all I can give.
I fell asleep next to his body. And I dreamt, as if I was back when we first got to know. So beautiful in the dream, that without feeling my tears flow back.
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Adhan dawn reverberate, I immediately perform dawn prayer.
After that, all the mourners came back, even some of them were guests who intended to attend my party sooner.
"Loh sir... It's not a party. Shouldn't it start today? " Tell someone.
"Sorry Sir... The party wasn't so, the groom died last night." Said mr. Rt.
"Inalillahi wainailaihi... Where's ruby sir? " Ask the wife.
"In Mom, just go in. "
The wife named Mrs Ratna went straight in, and met me who was pensive in the room.
"Rubby... Oh Allah By, why not tell me about Mom Son. " Crying Ms. ratna. Hugged me.
Ms. Ratna is the one who is said to be our matchmaker. He brought us together while still together as an intern in his office.
"Mom... Sorry, you don't know what to do? I can only be confused by all these circumstances." My reply, and my cry broke again in his embrace.
"Yes Allah By... Patient is dear. This is a trial for you. If only we could take a minute, baby. " Said Mrs Ratna.
"By... We want to encode the body. But sorry, By can't come yet because By isn't his muhrim. " Said Mr. ustadz.
"Yes sir, no papa. By wait here. " Answer.
I will have my tears back, and I come out waiting for the body of Bang Bagas who will soon be forgiven.
"Udah finished By, Rubby want to say the last words? " Task Mr. ustadz.
"Engga Sir... Rubby said it was malem. As soon as his brother was immediately impeached, it was better. " Answer.
Prose pacify finished. Corpse shined. And immediately taken to the tomb.
I wanted to come along, but I fell unconscious when I walked out the door. Good thing there was Miss Ratna behind me and directly propped me up.
"Astaghfirullah's... Rubby, By Aja's house, don't come. " Said Mrs Ratna.
Bang Halim my cousin, took me to the room, and put me to bed.
"By just stay here. Let me take care of everything. " Say Bang Halim.
I just kept quiet and didn't answer, just nodded my head, and tilted my body at that moment.
"Sorry Bang... By can't anter Brother, By's afraid not strong." I said while staring at my prewed photo which should be a display at my party later.