HONEY OF MY WIFE'S CHOICE (RUBBY)
Surviving though difficult

I carried Dee, entering every hallway of the hospital, to his Private Doctor's room.

"Assalamualaikum, Doc," said Mr. Dee, entering the room.

"Oh, Dee. Hows it? Ready for chemo today?" ask Doctor.

"Ready," replied Brother Dee, enthusiastically.

"You seem to be in the mood today, Dee?"

"Yes... How not, now someone is always watching me, and taking care of me wholeheartedly, Doc," Dee said, clasping my hand.

"Gee... Positive energy is like that. All right, let's check the blood lab first, yeah. Could you please just take the blood, and take it to the lab?" ask the doctor.

"Can, Doc. Just sec,"

I prepared a blood drawer, and started stabbing Kak Dee's arm, and took his blood.

"Sick, Brother?" ask Me.

"That's no longer felt, By. Maybe it's too immune." The answer.

I just nodded, and finished my task. After that, I immediately closed the injection marks, with gauze and hypafix.

"By, take the sample to the Lab, sister." said I.

I took her to the Lab, with a do'a so that Leukaemia's sister Dee wouldn't get worse.

"Excuse me, Mba. Want to do this," said Ku by giving a doctor's referral.

"Wait an hour yes, Mba," replied the Nurse by accepting her.

I patiently tunngu, while playing my phone. I scrolled my FB homepage, and saw some status of Bang Halim, who was busy with his new venture.

"Alhamdulillah, Abang travel business smoothly. May the blessings be, Bang," said I, happily.

Some of the photos I have emoted Love, and I give an encouraging comment for her.

"Thank you, By. May you be there well, healthy, and happy." Bang halim replied.

"Mba, it's over." call me Nurse.

"Oh, yes, Mba." I replied. I'll take the lab results, and give them to the doctor.

"So, here's the result,"

"okay... Thanks, By."

After reading the Lab results, the face of the Doctor turned serious.

"Doc... Why?" ask Brother Dee.

"Dee... Sorry, your dose of chemo, has to be increased. Your cancer, the more malignant it spreads. Do you, feel there are body parts that are getting harder, moved right?"

"No, Doc. It's just, the more often it bleeds when toothbrushes and nosebleeds."

"Alright, let's start the chemo. I'm not pregnant, right?"

"Well... No, Doc. Why?"

"The chemical reaction that's going to be compounded, it's going to be able to affect the pregnancy, you know, right?"

I just nodded in understanding, with the instructions of the Doctor.

"By, just wait outside. Let Brother be with the Doctor and the nurse who is there." said Kak Dee, with his Chemo clothes.

"Taa... But, Brother."

"Fall, By!" answer Him, with a snarling tone.

I saw clearly, how Brother Dee was in pain as the medicine started to land all over his body.

He looked shivering, and curled up withstanding pain and nausea. Until a while later, I heard him vomit badly.

"Sister... How can By stay here, while Brother is suffering there? But By can only obey, when Brother yells at By, Brother," said Ku, with tears that had run down the river, when he saw the agony of Kak Dee, in the room.

I was so worried, that I tightened my chest while crying. Until my phone rings, because Mas Edra called me.

" Hello, Mas, "

" Hello, By. Wh why? You crying?"

"Mas... Brother Dee, ngijini By entered the Kemo room. He's afraid that the chemical reaction from Kemo could affect By's health. By could not bear to see Kak Dee," said Kh, with increasingly crying.

"By... Hey, relax. I know, Dee's a strong man. The proof is, he can fend off Mama Mirna's hand when he wants to slap you, right."

"Yes, Mas. But, Brother Dee looks so pained, By no heart."

"OK, honey. Now you calm down, yeah. As soon as he leaves the room, Dee will be back in your care. Relax, yes."

"Yes, Mas. Yes, yes, Mas. Brother Dee is done, want By done first," said Ku by hanging up the phone.

"Huh, Doc?" ask the Doctor.

"Udah, By. Help Dee, clean up, yeah."

I wiped my tears, and immediately ran over to her.

"By, why are you crying?" ask her, to me.

"By... Worry, Brother. Look at my brother in pain from the outside. Brother was vomiting earlier,"

Brother Dee held my arm, and gave me understanding.

"Sorry, it's worried you. It's all for your sake, By. Brother doesn't want, the chemical reaction from the concoction drug, to affect you."

"Yes, Brother."

I helped her get out of bed. And guide her to change clothes.

"Sister, still dizzy, By. Can you push your sister in a wheelchair?" his Pinta to Me.

"Can, Brother. By grab his seat first," said Ku, then left.

After everything is done. I pushed Dee to the car, and went home.

I lay down his weak body, and I gave him some more medicine, as the doctor suggested.

"It's been this painful, but it hasn't also made Brother heal, By. My brother was bored" he said, with tears beginning to fall.

"Sister, you can't do that. Brother has to be strong, doesn't his sister want to see By have kids?"

"But when By? Is Big Brother still able to survive, at least another year? Honestly, Big Brother's body has started to limp, even just so hard to sleep, By."

"Sister, Brother can do it. Brother don't want to, see By later in the bullly Mama Mirna? Brother must be strong for By yes, brother."

Brother Dee, just nod and continue his sleep.

I stroked her hair, and cleared her body of the sweat that came out, as a result of enduring her excruciating pain.

"Sister... Patience yes. By promise, will try as hard as possible, so as soon as possible to get pregnant," I whispered to her and immediately came out, after being sure if she slept well.

I headed to the kitchen, to pick up my lunch, and met Bi Nunik there.

"Gee... That's a nice young lady, yeah. His life is rich suddenly, his parents are just like his brother in a car, in a capital seat. Kayak sell yourself," he said spicy.

"meaning?" ask me with a sharp look at her.