HONEY OF MY WIFE'S CHOICE (RUBBY)
My heart hurts, Dee!

Mas Edra led me to sleep in the room, followed by Kak Dee who came to bring food and feed me.

"By... Work space first, yes. There's a lot of work to do,"

"Yes, thank you" I replied.

Little by little food entered my mouth, spiked with a little scolding from Kak Dee.

"Not his feet?"

"Sakiiit, By stomach it's sour" I replied.

"So, I told you, Mama doesn't have to obey. This is how it happened,"

"Yes Sorry... By kira with nurut gini. Kan, Mama Mirna's treatment will change well continue to love the same By,"

"Mama mirna dear... Dear granddaughter, not you. He thought you were a tether.... Yeah, like he used to say."

"Yes Brother... By aja almost jatoh earlier, fortunately there is a butt from behind."

"Good thing not to be... Tomorrow, if invited to refuse. Let's talk, brother,"

"He'em.... Uh, Sis... Brother told people to make ngawasin by 'is it?" ask Me.

"Engga... Why?"

"So this morning you said you'd know what's going on?"

"Ooh that... Incidentally, salon. Same boutique Mama's subscription has a friend Brother. So a lot of places are looking for info if there's something odd."

"Keep... Who was it that was following?"

"How's it going?"

"So early this morning, there were people starting from the front gate to the mall. Tall guy, all black clothes. By kira, it's Brother's man."

"Where is... Who yes, people Mama Mirna also will not be possible. Make what?"

"Don't know." answered me with a shoulder raise.

"Jude... Coincidentally, time. Is this eating her? What else?" ask Dee, showing the plate is empty.

"Udah... The bread of kayak is commonly made,"

"That's... Make it yourself,"

"Engga... The brother who made. Feet By cramps, belly By cramps. Please," my whine spoiled.

Brother Dee touched my head, but walked according to my wishes.

Diana Pov.

Looks like Rubby really likes my homemade bread. Though the way to make it is very simple, and he himself can easily do it himself. Hopefully, my age can still make his favorite food until later.

"What did she do?" tegur Bik Inah's.

"Eh, Aunt... This is making bread for By,"

"When did you just eat?"

"Yes... But like, if I don't make bread a day, he won't be full and can't sleep," my lead, continued our laughter together.

"Indeed the strange child. But, I noticed now that Madam seemed to be better and healthier than usual. Don't you get sick anymore?"

I paused for a moment, and sighed. "The pain is no longer, Bik. It feels, my days are now excited if By thought that was pregnant and wanted to be born. I can't wait to hear Baby."

"Oooh, Yes... Indeed, Rubby seems to have a positive influence in this house. Hopefully, if By was born, at that time the Madam was healed Yes," said Bik Inah.

I hope I don't get sick anymore, so it won't be a burden on them. And again, it seemed like it was already so quiet to leave By and Mas Edra together.

"Udah Bik's... I'll take this to By first, yeah." I said.

Indeed, lately I've been healthy without any disease despite the fact that everything is getting weaker. So good I was at hiding all this pain. This heart, short breathing, my blood flowing more and more. Not to mention, some bruises all over my body because of the blood vessels that began to rupture.

"Hopefully... At least, until By's son was born."

When I arrived at Rubby's room, I gave him the bread and he devoured it.

"By... Really like?" ask me.

"Yes... Though By does not like bread anyway, maybe his baby who likes ya 'sister?"

"Yes maybe... I don't know, I've never been pregnant. But, chances are. By no cravings?"

"What is the craving?"

"To know something, which I really want to do." I explained.

"There's no such thing... Maybe the baby understands, if you can't take care of Dad with his Mother."

"Hmmm is good... Oh yea... Tomorrow Brother wants chemo, you're at home all right. If there's a Mom you're going to go again, just refuse."

"Yes... Ah, by being full."

"Judek.... Brother slept too." reply me, then leave his room.

I'm the one who moved downstairs, and then went down to my room. But, at first glance I saw Mas edra's workspace that was still open a little, until I approached her.

"Mas... Not rested?" reprimand me, by massaging his shoulders.

"Not Dee, why?" asked Edra to stroke my hand.

"Dee kangen. Long time no two'an gini,"

"Hmmm... Tumben, what's wrong?" ask Edra again.

"Papa.." I replied casually.

Mas edra flipped his chair, and turned his body towards me.

"Dee... Something made you upset? Say the same Mas. Mas know, if Mas has been very rarely pay attention to you."

"Your attention is quite. Moreover, coupled with the affection of Mas the same Rubby, it was more than enough. Dee just wants to be like this."

"Get us to the room, yeah. Tonight it's the same. By sleeping?"

"Udah... Just got out of there."

"Judek... Come to the room, Mas also misses you," said Mas edra by holding my hand.

We both miss, we both want to vent that longing. But, my limitations are now no longer able to serve my husband as his wife in general. Fortunately, Mas edra understands everything so much that there is not much demand from me.

Mas edra only survived sleep by tightly hugging my body all night. It's warm, but it's also tight, but I hold it.

"Just like this, I can make you happy. The rest, I leave it to Rubby." I muttered as I looked at his tired face and closed my eyes again.

*

"Dee... Wake up, baby, it's morning. Chemo's schedule, right,"

I slowly opened my eyes, I stretched my muscles for a while. Immediately I step foot into the bathroom and get ready.

While I was wearing a towel, suddenly Mas edra came and hugged me from behind. Her cries broke, as she saw more and more bruises and rashes on my body.

"Dee... Why is it like this, Dee. Why is there no change? My heart hurts so much to see you like this." He said sobbing. "Whatever I'll do for you. But, why does it seem as if your body is rejecting it. What's wrong?"

I clasped his arm, I breathed my elbows. And start talking. "Mas... There's nothing more to do. We've all worked out. Like you said, if humans can only set a plan. But God is the one who decides everything. Stop your crying, Diana you just want to see you smile now."

I flipped my body, and wiped her tears.