
But the Saints still shook their heads.
It's so tight. I sobbed. Kneel in front of him. "I realized I was wrong, My. If only I could fix everything. But. everything is already done. Stella's too hurt and too vengeful."
"Anyone will be hurt if they experience something like that" he singit slowly.
I nodded - - still trying to control myself. I cannot respond to the Holy with self-righteousness. I must give up and admit wrong. "Please, I regret everything, My. Don't hate me for my past mistakes. Would help?"
He had calmed down a little, but was still as excited. "I don't know," he said. "Your world is scary. Your world is like a fruit for me."
"What do you mean? Is anyone threatening you?"
Suci stared intently at me with her swollen, red eyes. "Yes," he said. "Someone you hurt, he doesn't want you to be happy. He will make you feel what he feels. The father of that child, the baby you killed, he's so vengeful of you. He knows I am the source of your happiness. Therefore, he doesn't want us to be together."
My eyes closed. Who is that guy?
"Please, I don't want my family wretched because of my selfishness to stay with you. I love you, but I love my family too. However, I love my mom, I love my sister too. They're the only family I have. You understand that, right? So, please, you should go back to Jakarta without me. Forget all about us. There are no children among us. There is no reason to live together anymore. I want you to leave. Please, please leave me."
My mouth is half open and dry. I can't talk. In front of me, Suci again cried as he pleased. He hid his face between his two bent knees.
I closed my eyes and took a deep breath, trying to get rid of my anger at the enemy who dared to tease my girl - - only to terrorize and avenge me.
I slowly approached her, grabbed her and hugged her tightly. Long enough for her to calm down and return my embrace. "I love you, My," I said raucously. "I'm sorry for everything that happened, and all my negligence. I promise, from now on I will always protect you. I won't let you out of my sight, even for a second. Never will."
My finger stuck. "Sst... You love me, right? Hmm?"
He's nodding. "Yes." Yeah."
"You want to live with me?"
"Very," he replied weakly.
"Go back with me to Jakarta, okay?"
"My ak-ku," stopped, he shook his head.
All right, I cupped his face and I looked him in the eye. "Listen to me," I said, "whether you are with me or not, they will still harass you in order to repay me. Wh why? Because I love you, seeing you suffer, it will also make me suffer. So, they won't stop bothering you to get back at me. Even if we're not together, they'll still bother you. So, please, everything has happened, let me protect you, your mom and your sister as well. That's what we're gonna do now."
"I. I don't know. I don't want to go back to Jakarta. Sorry."
Patience, Rangga. Slowly. "I still have plenty of time to accompany you here" I said. "One month, two months, three months, no problem. Just don't take too long because I can't possibly move my company's parent office to a remote place like this. Okay?"
He just smiled a little. But it's okay. I can still be patient.