Hot Duda: Love For Rangga
Frustration

I was still buzzing with Raymond's answer this afternoon, when Roby suddenly walked into his room - - carrying the eye doctor's recommendation information to help the unfortunate girl.

"Alright, Rob. Yes, if he can see again in a short time, if not? Hows it? Should I wait a long time? Especially if I'm asked to marry him before he can see, ogah! That's never gonna happen!"

It's true what I said. He's really selfish. It was only natural that his two parents did not give him the confidence to lead the company.

I think Raymond's gonna taste good on his own. Not a single bit of trying to be a responsible man. What if they're married? It could be that he played divorce just like that under the pretext of not wanting to have a wife who could not serve him well.

Actually, I shouldn't have thought about this. But, for some reason, I did not accept Raymond's careless attitude toward the poor girl, even though she was not Raymond's wife yet.

And as for Regina, I understood, though she was actually a bit dislikeful because Regina seemed to have no strength of her own to resist Raymond, who was as if she really liked serving Raymond. And if he had asked me to get away from Raymond, I could have moved him to another part, and replaced him as Raymond's secretary with a virgin so Raymond wouldn't bother his secretary again. But never mind, if I offer help without him asking, I'm impressed to want to interfere with their personal affairs.

Well, alone staring at the cell phone in my bedroom that night, I felt sad. The cause is the same, my lonely life. I know I have everything in terms of materials, I know I have a lot of employees and people who work for me, be it at home, in the property company, even in the Mama Sania legacy hotel. But, still I felt lonely, there was one emptiness - a huge gaping hole in my heart. The hole that banged my feelings from inside.

It is easy if you have to live with a craze to get rid of loneliness. I could have spent time with stacked papers, even I could have spent my money going to nightclubs for the sake of the crowd, and worse - I could spend a long night with Rhea, Stella, or the women I could date and take to bed. But unfortunately my heart refused, that's not what I needed, that's not what I wanted.

And actually my little heart knows, I want family, warmth, the love of a wife, and children who inherit my blood. But the question is: who, where, and when will I find him?

Then, how can I encourage myself in my waiting period? Moreover - life around me, always dragging me into a world full of chaos. At least for me, those momentary pleasures do deserve chaos.

In order not to suffer from persistent severe insomnia - caused by uncontrollable thoughts, I chose to sleep with the help of drugs. At least I can sleep, I thought. But who would have thought, in that calmness, there was a strange dream - one that I believed was born from my expectations.