
But baby, our togetherness didn't last long. That night, Suci got a call from someone he called mbok. He reported that the Holy parents would come home tomorrow afternoon. My happiness felt instantly fading, and the sky for a second seemed suddenly cloudy.
"Holy will be home tomorrow morning" he said. "Mbok take it easy, Suci will get home before Papa and Mama go home. Okay well? Don't worry."
He also hung up the phone. And, the atmosphere became awkward. I didn't want him to leave, nor did he - I guess, he was just as hard to part with me. We haven't been together for a week, but I can feel: he's my soul mate.
"I can go home, right?" tanyakanya. "If you don't believe me, you can get people to watch me. If I get to the police station or to the hospital for a divisum, you can have that person finish me off on the spot. Please, I have to go home before my parents get home. You can understand, right?"
He thought excessively, but it was natural, because technically - we did not know each other any further.
"I believe you."
"So you're gonna let me go home?"
"Yes. You can come home tomorrow."
"Thank you, Mum."
"Don't be so sad" Aunt Merry interrupted. "Just distance apart, not heart apart."
I shook my head - rejecting the reality set forth by Aunt Merry, when it was true. Yep, without being published everyone can guess that between me and Saints has been bound by a more serious relationship.
"Mas," said the Saint, he raised his hand-seeking for my hand, until our hands clasped each other. "We can call each other at any time. I promise, I'll tell my parents about us soon. Don't you be sad, please?"
My heart's full. "I'm just afraid of going through my day again without you."
"Just for a moment, Mom."
"OKAY. You continue eating, then rest."
"Em, you too. Eat the full."
"Yes, honey."
I glanced over at Aunt Merry, making sure she kept her mouth shut about vitamins and health supplements that Holy thought were pregnancy-preventing drugs. Aunt Merry just said the Holy Word without saying much.
"I don't think you need the medicine" I said. "And I'll marry you, won't I?"
Sacred shakes. "I don't want to get pregnant out of wedlock, Mom. We also don't know what will happen in the future. Yes, if you really are my soul mate and our relationship until marriage. Lf it doesn't? I'm female. I'll endure the shame of his disgrace."
"Yes, okay, I get it."
"It's also to keep our good name."
"Yes, Honey. Already, yeah. Come on, eat again."
"But you don't sound like it."
"Non-"
"After we get married, I'm ready to get pregnant. I want to join the pregnancy program. But later, after we get married. Okay?"
I'm nodding. "Yes" I said.
I try to keep everything looking good, but my mind is a little distracted. I'm still pinning my hopes on getting Holy pregnant with my son. To be honest, I was afraid of the separation between us after he came home, being the real separation between the two of us. My paranoid suddenly relapsed.
"My head hurts. You'll go to the room between Auntie or Anne, yeah. I'm going to the room first. Take your medicine and get some rest."
Everyone was silent, more precisely dumbfounded.
"Want me a massage?" ask Sacred.
I'm shaking. "No need," I refused. I kissed her forehead once, and it passed right away.