How To Divorce My Husband
00156. Une vagin de chagrin qui les a noyes (Drowning waves of grief
00156. Une vagin de chagrin qui les a noyes (Waves of grief that drown them)
The wave of grief is still so thick. Robelia's endless palace was hit by problems since the king of Robelia, his concubines, and nobles perverted Noblesse oblige to commemorate the birth of someone whose origins are unclear.
Perhaps do’a a mother and former queen Robelia answered by God, so that people who do as they please, now began to get punishment. Especially the king Robelia and her concubine who are now almost drowned in a storm surge to so many that hit them.
“Your Majesty, let me escort you back to the palace. You also still need a lot of time to rest.”
The persuasion came from the right hand of the fiercely loyal king Robelia. He came to bring some kind of menu for the king's dinner. Robelia's leader hasn't filled her stomach since noon. His job was just sitting and pensive in the same place.
“At least you have to fill the stomach, because your body needs energy intake.”
Instead of replying, the Robelia king suddenly fumbled with a still fixed look at the stomach of his former concubine covered by a blanket. “Did you hear that, Kael? By the time Katarina was pregnant, the baby should have heard her mother's voice, even my voice. Was it during the survival inside there, she listened to all the mockery that came out of my mouth?”
Kaelus let out a small sigh hearing Kaizen's words. Since the cremation procession in the palace's crematorium, Kaizen has been unable to cover up her grief. In the past, when his first child with Kayena died, Kaizen was still able to put on a flat face. In fact, deep down, she was as broken as Kayena.
Now, after seeing her little baby with Katarina who was already stretched stiff, Kaizen only felt so great regret that there was no end to it. The doctor who takes care of the baby who is estimated to be only 4 or 5 months old said, the baby and Katarina can already listen to his mother, listen to heartbeats, stomach sounds, even the voices of others. The information makes Kaizen feel guilty, because lately his attitude towards Katarina is very bad.
In terms of physical, the retina, cornea, iris (rainbow membrane), and lens of the eye are already functioning. Although his eyes are still closed, but their baby can already catch the light. Layers of skin have been formed, muscles and limbs have been formed and are in position; like the shape of his ears are perfect, his head already has hair, as well as eyelashes and eyebrows. Millions of motor nerves are already formed in the brain, so it can make conscious movements such as thumb sucking. Its length has reached about 23-25 centimeters.
At the age of Catherine's womb, the sex of the baby is also known. That was one of the reasons that heartwashed Kaizen, when she learned that Katarina had just conceived her baby girl. However, the baby was unknown to them, then returned to God's side.
“My daughter would not want to be born into the world because she has a father like me. He prefers to go back to God's side, gathering with my late Father, Mother, and son with Kayena.”
Kaelus did not know what to respond to. However, he knew what it was like to lose a loved one. Moreover, this is a child whose whereabouts are unknown, and can be called dead due to the negligence and selfishness of both parents. The baby girl is already born with a lifeless condition. Many internal factors are also external that make his life drift; especially because of the health condition of the mother when pregnant.
In addition, the doctor who handled the case said that the miracle became the main key. This unknown pregnancy could have ended a long time ago, but the baby in Catherine's womb survived quite strongly. Doctors also found the content of fertilizing drugs as well as strengthening the content. Kaizen does not know about the fertility drug as well as the booster of the content. He never told anyone to give fertility drugs as well as boosters.
“Think of the departure of the Princess, Your Majesty. Perhaps this is the best path that has been chosen by God.”
Kaelus knew Kaizen did not want Katarina's daughter as his concubine. A child born to a concubine is still considered an illegitimate child, because it is born from an unofficial relationship. Moreover, the status of Katarina who was never married by Kaizen. However, Kaelus also knew that Kaizen loved children very much, let alone their descendants. Some people might not believe it. However, the king of Robelia often complained about the condition of the palace is quiet, since there are no children living in it.
When Kayena gave birth, Kaizen was very happy. In the end, the dream of having a son as a successor was realized. However, the fun only lasted a few moments. Kaizen never intended to have a child with Katarina, but who would have thought if there was a life that struggled to develop, when her presence was hindered from the beginning. When news of his departure reached the air, the one who lost the most was of course his parents. Two selfish adults.
“My poor little daughter ..” Kaizen looks down with reddened eyes. He really did not expect to have killed his own daughter.
Although not really intending to kill an unknown descendant of his presence, Kaizen realizes that his actions on Katarina have been one of the reasons behind this fateful event. Her guilt grew as she thought about how devastated Katarina felt. The woman will surely feel very sad when she learns that there is life in her stomach. Now that life is gone.
“Kaelus,” call him in a cold voice. “Go. Tonight I will stay here.”
“But, your condition ..”
“I'll call you right away if anything happens,” cut Kaizen. “I just don't want Katarina to be destroyed alone when she wakes up and finds out the truth about her daughter.”
Inevitably, Kaelus nodded in doubt. “Alright, Your Majesty. I'll be at the main door. If anything happens, you just call me.”
“Hm.”
“Then, I say retreat,” Kaelus said before paying tribute to his king who is still in the same position. Before he actually left, his king again made a sound.
“One more time, go to Carcel Cathedral and bring fresh chrysanthemum flowers to put there. Be my representative to convey to the late Crown Prince Carcel, that he will be the arrival of his younger sister.”
“Good, Your Highness.”
Chrysanthemum flowers are flowers that symbolize sorrow, death, and sadness. In many European countries, this flower is very popular to symbolize death. Each color of chrysanthemum flowers has a different philosophy. Perhaps, later Kaelus will bring three types of chrysanthemum flowers, namely white, pink, and purple. These three represent the philosophy of grief and death.
Although information about the miscarriage experienced by Catherine was very closely guarded, so as not to make it through the palace walls, but the wave of grief was so felt in the palace. However, the death of the second successor of the king Robelia is still shocking news is also very unfortunate.
“It's time you woke up, Katarina. Even if you don't want to, you still have to wake up to face this reality.” Half whispering, Kaizen returned to voice. “I won't leave you. So, wakeup. I'll accompany you if you feel sad about losing the baby you've been waiting for so much.”
Kaizen is still a human who has a heart, beyond his behavior which is classified as very brengs*k and bajing*n. He realized that he had used Katarina without thinking about his feelings. Katarina was not wrong, Kaizen used Katarina. Although Catherine was the daughter of Klautviz de Mere, Catherine did not know her identity. Catherine also found out, before Klautviz de Mere went to the border.
“Who?” kaizen asked suddenly. The look on his face instantly changed; cold was also on standby. “How dare you enter without my permission?”
Kaizen realizes someone's coming. In that room there was no one but her and Katarina who were unconscious. Several beds were available in the room—one of the rooms in the health center of Robelia—'s palace was emptied at Kaizen's request.
“Show your face, critic*t!” kaizen exclaimed with high vigilance. With his current condition, he would be easily defeated when engaged in a fight. On the other hand, he also did not want Katarina to why.
“Do not overdo it, Your Majesty. I'm not here to harm you.”
Kaizen's guess proved to be true when a human silhouette was seen from one corner of the room. Close to the waving window curtains, the silhouette that had been protected by the darkness began to surface. Kaizen was indeed unable to recognize him immediately, but the existence of the two sword blades behind the body of the mysterious figure made him even more vigilant.
“Ali sword ambidextrous.” Kaizen is in the heart. He was very sure if the mysterious figure was a double swordsman who was rarely found in Robelia, even the world.
“I am the person you have been looking for.”
“Who are you?” asked Kaizen coldly. “How dare you barge into my palace!”
“If I said I have rights to this place, would you believe?”
“Jaga. This palace is mine!” kaizen exclaimed with a hardened face.
The figure dressed in all black finally showed a face. Stand up handsome with a mysterious smile that always adorns the lips. Kaizen immediately squinted his eyes when he recognized the figure.
“If the wife you are referring to is Miss Kayena, then the answer is yes. But, do I need to remind you again, that you and Miss Kayena have officially divorced?”
Kaizen growled furiously. Trouble he tried to stand up so as not to seem intimidated by the mysterious figure who was apparently a personal former tailor from his ex-wife. He did not stop thinking with the courage of his interlocutors who had broken into the palace.
“Jaga talks, shit*n. You don't realize who you're talking to?”
“Your Majesty King Robelia,” replied his interlocutor. “Include in advance, I am Charteris Killian de Mere. The person you've been looking for.”
Hearing his interlocutor's last name, the shocked Kaizen immediately widened his eyes. Who would have thought that Kayena's former tailor was an ambidextrous swordsman and had the same last name as Klautviz de Mere. That means the person he has been looking for—?the son of Klautviz de Mere, as well as the twin of Katarina is himself?
“I am the twin sister of Chatarina Kannelite de Mere. Your lover or rather the impingement of your passion.”
“Jaga talks, brengs*k. Show your respect to me, before I call the guards to kill you.”
“I'm not afraid of your threats,” reply Killian. “I'm already full of all kinds of tragic deaths. After all, today I did not come to deliver life. Rather make a negotiation with you.”
Kaizen increasingly does not understand the intentions of the interlocutor. Even so, it can't be careless at all. However, he is dealing with the son of Klautviz, a man who is obsessed with becoming the king of Robelia.
“What do you want?”
“That is definitely not your life,” replied Killian with a casual step taken towards Kaizen. “You take it easy, I do not want life let alone your position as the king of Robelia.”
“Then what do you want by coming here?” kaizen.
“I want to pick up my sister,” reply Killian with a view that is now completely switched. Staring at the woman lying helplessly on the bed. “You are content to monopolize the body, damage its heart and uterus, and then kill the baby. What more do you want?”
Kaizen could not answer, as her lips suddenly felt faint. Killian's words were already like an invisible slap.
“His life has suffered enough. I'll make sure that now he no longer has the desire to be by your side. So, it's free to keep it.”
Once again, Killian managed to slap Kaizen through his words.
“On guarantee will he be fine if with a stranger like you?”
Killian laughed at hearing that. “If you forgot, we were born as twins. We share a lot of things since we were in the womb. In this world, you think you are the one who knows and understands it the most?”
“…”
“Don't be too confident. Not everything in this world you can have and control at will,” Killian said with both hands folded in front of the chest. “What he's been feeling all this time, I feel it too. Although we are separated by distance, space, and time, the intuition between us is never interrupted.”
“Then, why are you showing up now and taking her away? Why not since long ago?” cecar Kaizen later. “Do you know what this unlucky lady*n has done to my life?”
“Stop blaming others for mistakes you made yourself.” Killian looked at Kaizen coldly. Lost is already the image humble that he often shows to many people. “You don't love him, do you? Then let me take her away.”
“No one can take him away without my permission.”
“I don't need your permission. After all, she is no longer your concubine.”
“I won't let the woman who has given birth to my daughter go away just like that!” kaizen exclaimed in a high tone.
Killian who was already on the other side of the bed, smirked faintly. “For what do you do like this? is it because you feel sorry?” he asked as he grabbed a sword blade stored behind the body. In one pull, the sword was instantly drawn towards Kaizen who was on the other side of the bed.
“The birth of a baby you never wanted from my twin should not change anything. You're acting this impulsively because of guilt, aren't you? Stop it right now. If you continue together, you will only hurt each other because of each other's egos.”
“But he loves me. Katarina can't possibly live without me.”
“You are too confident,” reply Killian. “From what I know, my twin no longer loves you. All that remained in his heart was hatred. After she woke up and found out about her daughter's death, you thought she'd still want to be by your side?”
Kaizen growled furiously. He was eager to avenge Killian, but realized that what his interlocutor was doing was the truth.
“During this time Katarina may be stubborn and has caused a lot of problems. However, you are the source of everything negative in Katarina. You use her with the lure of love and the throne. In fact, in fact you made him an outlet of desire as well as a tool to balance power.” Killian pulled out his sword again after saying so. “Will I give you two things, if you let me take her away.”
Kaizen is still not flinching. After learning that Katarina was pregnant with her baby, the resentment that was fostered began to decrease by a few percent. In addition, the guilt also made him want to defend Katarina. At least, he wanted to make up for little by little his mistake that had ruined Katarina's life.
“The soul and body will die if it continues to be imprisoned at your side.”
Kaizen. He looked at Killian who had just spoken. “Can you guarantee he's happy if he's not with me?”
“Ya.” Without hesitation, Killian replied. “I'll make sure he's happy and lives better, than when with you.”
“…”
Not waiting for a response from the king of Robelia, Killian hurried to give an offer. “Let him go with me. Instead, I will bring the head of Klautviz de Mere and a pening.” information
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Response 08-10-23