How You Give Pain And Happiness Together!
chapter 32

a month later after the signing of the agreement, I saw Lukman getting confused after a few days ago persuading me to talk to Rey to increase the payment time of his debts.

"please Diah please mas this time, please just eliminate it to Rey so that it can be extended payment time" said Lukman mas at that time which of course I still remember very much.

"you can mas, instead of the mas itself who has signed the letters.better now look for its shortcomings, because if I'm not sure Rey will not mess with his words.remember mas, remember mas, our household is the one you pawn. The choice is in your hands, sorry mas I have to clean all my things before forced mama and also Rey" I stepped into the living room and began to put my clothes and Nayla and Syifa into the suitcase that I had prepared. Not many clothes belong to me, because all this time I have very rarely bought new clothes. at least when my clothes are not worth wearing and torn here and there Lukman gave me money to buy new clothes, and old clothes were required to be discarded by Lukman mas.

"forgive Diah, you are all the way.anyways you want our household to be destroyed just because of trivial problems like this, you should teach your sister to be polite to me. no matter how I am his older brother even if only in-law, when he could let his sister become a widow" Lukman replied grinning.

"did I hear wrong? it is not that all this time I have looked like a widow who lives as it is, even though her husband's salary is more than enough for a life of a month, if you give me a decent living and your family also treats me as a human being I would gladly defend our household, but in fact, even when they are wrong you continue to defend it. I'm tired mas, I'm tired of having to keep giving up mas. if you've you complain to me and end up troublesome my family, but it's your turn to be happy and have the advantages in whatever your family must be your priority. do not be for my family, even for me and the children you set aside the rest of the mas" I replied at length without staring at Lukman mas and continued to put all Nayla and Syifa clothes.

"you why so this calculation is the same as my family, after all it is natural that I make them happy because I am the only one who works better than my brother even my brother who is also just a housewife Diah. you shouldn't have to go like this until you have to involve a big family" Lukman replied, making me laugh at him, who still seemed innocent by what he had done.

"yes I know, no wrong mas but you also have to know if your child and wife do not only need to eat but also other needs, while you have been, all this time, if my clothes are not too broad you will not take the initiative to buy clothes for you" I replied cynically.

"the important thing is that I always buy what you need, you can't blame me yourself. You also know that our expenses are a lot of Diah, not to mention having to give mama" he replied casually.

"do I forbid you to give to your mother? not the mas! I just do not accept if all your family meddles in our finances, even I myself you limit it to it. You know nothing if I am disappointed with your attitude like that, you know, what do you think I am? your wife or just for the display inside the house and the child printing machine!!" I replied snapping at Lukman whose face was hard to look redder.

"already dare to be insolent, you are Diah, everything you put out. nice, even though I am powerless under Rey's power you so casually insult me like what your mama did, huh!!" yelled Lukman right in front of my face.

"even when you're in trouble they're not the ones who help us but my family, but what? you still don't realize it all, and right now you're asking and begging for me to beg Rey just to help you? sorry mas, I could not. If at that time mas follow my advice, I'm sure everything will not be so complicated" continued I who have shed tears, I'm sure, tired of arguing with Lukman mas who I'm sure would never want to lose from what is in his mind.

"it's your family who made it all complicated, if Rey just wanted to give the loan on a family basis and not make a ridiculous agreement it would not all be more complicated like this" lukman answered, looking away from me, not looking at me who was looking at him sharply.

"just like your mother always wanted to protect her children even though she knew her children were wrong, so did my parents. because mama can't talk because of our problems so Rey who advanced as a substitute for the father who is currently sick, fair right? you and Brother Yuni are protected by my mother and I am also protected by my parents and guardians" I replied by suppressing every word.

"keep talking to you Diah, don't be rude.I'm still your husband, after all I want to see if you can live without me and also without the money given. moreover, Nayla has a big need for many even her milk a month can spend three hundred thousand, not for Syifa as well. while you do not work at all, do not be arrogant until Diah wants to leave me and this house" Lukman replied to me chuckling little to hear the words that came out of his mouth.

"mas-mas, even this house just contracted right? relax, I even told Rey to bring a pick up to take all the things that are here for me to bring to the house of mama.you remind me, if all this will be mine as stated in your covenant letter and Rey and also our prenuptial letter" I answered making him turn a blind eye.

"i will let you bring things from here, it's good. This is all me who works hard to buy it, you want to bring all this.not fair" answer very poetic.

"please leave it, I'm sure you will lose. because you have signed a valid letter and have also entered into the matter on a notary, so people do not be so stupid pinter. meet someone who is really cool so it looks stupid" I answered with a sharp mock mas Lukman who does look like a fool when faced with Rey and acting smart when in front of me.

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