How You Give Pain And Happiness Together!
chapter 94.

"mom, you put the suitcase on the Deket study table that's just the mbak. don't be in the middle of it so, make the view spoil the eyes only" the word Sintia made me stare because Sintia said the suitcase was mine when there was still a dance bud in this room.

"oalaahh it's got you to in, kok instead say gatau" said bude dance makes me smile awkwardly.

"hehehe sorry bude Diah lied to me" I said, bowing my head.

"what is it, but if bude can know why you brought such a big suitcase to this house? did you have any problems before her with your husband?" ask bude dance who really loved me from childhood.

I looked at Sintia who was nodding her head, convincing me to tell a story with a dance bude.

"emm yaa bude, actually I just got out of my contract this morning because of the problem with my husband, and I also just decided to part with him" I replied to make the dance bude widen his eyes.

"loh why?" ask him in a surprised tone.

"there are many things that might make me feel that our household is not healthy, until I decide to withdraw from this marriage" I replied with my head lowered.

"meaning? can you tell me more clearly the same bude?" I asked him, who answered the nod of his head.

"iyaa bude, actually all this time I was treated unfairly. my husband seemed to not appreciate me as his wife, several years married with him I was only given fifty thousand one day money bude. even that kind of money sometimes I have to share it if my son's gas or pressers run out, or even other needs such as sugar or seasoning materials in the kitchen run out, for my son's snacks as well. mas Lukman's salary in addition to paying for the rent of our house, he also gave to his mother and brother. Initially I did not mind, but the longer it seemed they were more comfortable. evident from the brother of Lukman who always borrowed money that I deliberately set aside from the money given by Lukman mas, under the pretext of being replaced but in fact never once replaced. the peak until when Abang and brother mas Lukman made a fatal mistake by using money that was deliberately entrusted to both of them to pay the installment of the motorbike, instead of being paid but the money they actually use. until finally Lukman was visited by the depollector and had to pay installments along with fines and also unblocking money guarantees" I said pausing my story.

"then?" ask her with a curious tone.

"there I have asked Lukman to ask for a replacement for his brother's husband, but with delicious brother-in-law and also my mother-in-law said that it was natural that the money was used by them because they were Lukman mas family.I who was just finished at that time was born, just finished, obviously bude emotions even to pay off the operating costs I aja mas Lukman lack of money because it runs out to open a coffee shop for his brother, until we have to minjam money with Rey. but easily they say like that, eventually mas Lukman was confused himself even forcing me to borrow Rey money with a very large amount even though the cost of labor at that time had not been replaced" answer me with annoyance.

"but with Rey? did you borrow how long it was the same Rey?" ask bude.

"iyaa was given by Bude, but with the guarantee of his motor matic along with the letters bude. and again, again, at this time the ATM is also a savings book mas Lukman I hold under the pretext for collateral because after Lukman mas payday must pay the same debt Rey with installments" I replied directly embraced by dance bude.

"good, smart also you face a toxic family like that. if bude maybe bude has left such a man, let alone Lukman who has absolutely no principles according to bude" bude's answer was also justified by Sintia.

"iyaa in fact it was bude, at first it was her wealth she was very good but it turned out that behind her kindness kept a reality that actually made her astonished. Sintia aja confused, why he did not marry his mother or brother so that he could keep dutiful to them.kasian if the marriage of children people even hurt to the depth of rich gini" replied Sintia who I immediately patted her shoulder.

"what the heck, I'll say really. man said mas Lukman is not suitable for the children of people, or should he not try to marry all. rather than the son of the person who was hurt with him and his family, is it bude?" sintia asked the dance buds who only laughed at the words of Sintia.

"i will read Bude novels, so know how to bulldoze a rich toxic family that.only all this time I have been silent because I appreciate those who are much older than me, if I was the same age I had exhausted myself" replied Sintia making me chuckle a little.

"you are here, you are not sure you are brave with your family Lukman" I replied trying to break the spirit of Sintia.

"yes anyways, yes if one person against one family.not maybe it is mbak, mbak strange aja. mbak mbak want a beautiful sister mbak be a pedel, mbak, if they are one family yes we also have to be one family, but if they dare to go forward one by one I also dare to go forward by myself." replied Sintia makes me and also bude dance laugh.

"yes, it's up to you to sin, but by the way how is your school? do not let because of sadness there is no father you so ignore the school and also in the study yes sin" said bude dance reminded.

"iyaa bude calm down, I will not forget kok. where maybe I also forget bude, I also still have a mama. even though the father does not exist, he said, but he still needs prayers from us his children, even though reading my Quran is not good, but to pray for my father I certainly can" replied Sintia while bowing my head to make me touched.

"iyaaa, for sure you have to keep the spirit lest everything break up just because it loses one direction.You have to stay until your goal, remember yes sin" answer the dance buds directly in Sintia.

"well if you do bude again, yes, afraid to disturb these beautiful children. Ayuk di" take bude dance to me.

"just in case they are sin, step forward first" I said, which was immediately embraced by Sintia.

"bude go home yes in, stay calm facing every problem. believe me everything must have a way out, does not mean separation.bude not forbid you to divorce from Lukman, but you should think again. especially your answer when your child asks where is his father? indeed, Bude knows the pain so you, but this is not just about yourself, but there are two of your angels who will make you become, um, what yes, you could say people who will continue to lie because they hide the truth about their parents. Sorry if bude presumptuous, but back again all the decisions are in your hands" said bude dance with a gentle smile.

"iyaa bude thanks for her input, Diah also still had to be alone to think and introspect himself when Diah did have a lot of mistakes during being a wife. Diah is still learning bude" I answered making the dance bude smile and nod her head.

"iyaaa, this oiyaa is for your children" said bude dari handing some red money to Nayla and Syifa.

"do not bude, in shaa Allah if for their needs Diah there is kok bude" I replied, bude dance did not want me to refuse him he continued to force me to accept his gift until finally I took what was given by the dance bude.

"thank you a lot bude, but there is no need to bother like this" said I who only answered a smile by bude dance.

"nga bothered at all in. gapapa, besides budeh right when you abis lahiran not perpet jenguk. consider it jengukan bude" replied bude dance with a chuckle.

I also delivered a dance bude to the front door of the house, until in the guest room I saw mama and also Rey was staring intently at the person who walked towards the house.

seriate.....