How You Give Pain And Happiness Together!
chapter 90.

"e-di, I-I ti-tip all over. se-le-save ur-us-an an-ak su-lu-ngku. be-ri-kan right re-rek-a yes-ng I t-typed pa-damu" said the father with a stinged breath.

"well, I will keep your trust.I will give what is rightfully theirs, relax mas.I will replace your duty to them, let me lead" replied lek Edi immediately made mama scream.

"don't you mess with Edi, you don't want to die yet.why are you talking like that!!" yelled mama hysterically staring at Edi lek sir.

"mbak, realized mbak. mas Jono is done with his task, we must be sincere. I also feel what mbak feel, I have lost all my family members mbak. sister, symbok, I've lost my family, mr. now my mas will follow. mbak ikhlaskan, let mas Jono calm down mbak" replied lek Edi who directly guided the father to recite the shahada regardless of the cry of the mother who increasingly cut my heart.

I asked to hold my mother with Sintia and also Nayla, we both saw how you breathed his last right after reciting the shahadah led by Mr. Edi.

"bapaaaaakkkkkk" shouted mama made Nayla also cry because she lost the akung figure who was very pampering her, as well as me and Sintia who felt the loss of a father figure for us.

I see, Rey also shed tears slumped body walled while holding Syifa. We are all in a state of grief, the sorrow of losing a father who is very valuable in our lives. at the end of a, a, he gave up his illness.

soon we saw Leha and also the bulek came to us who were still gathered in the mama's room. He looked surprised to see the crying mama roaring in front of the father who had been stiffened, Rey who shed tears while holding Syifa, and also I Sintia and also Nayla who embraced each other.

bulek also took Syifa from Rey's sling, he calmed me who still looked shocked by this situation.

"do not dissolve in sadness, strengthen your mother.if not you who strengthen her as the first child, who else.kul mama, let your husband take care of your father's funeral" he said it made me nod my head and wipe away the tears.

"patience, you are not sick anymore" said Leha hugged me, she also shed tears just like me.

I nodded my head to hear Leha's words, I released a hug and then approached the mother who still did not accept the departure of the father.

"ma, sincere father.let the father start his new world ma" I said to the mother who still hugged the body of the father.

"father left us in, father ninggalin mama" he replied with a sobbing, a second later the mother was unconscious. Rey also approached mama and helped lek sir carry mama moved to Sintia's room.

"let your mama calm down in this room, let lek sir take care of your father's body.all lek sir want to meet ustadz for help broadcast in the mosque, Diah leha accompany your mama here. your son was also told to be here, right? relieved, where's Nabil?" ask lek to leha.

"at home sir, was in bed but I rushed here so I stay. there is a father kok" replied Leha who was immediately taken by mr. lek.

"take here all your husband told you to help you to take care of Mr. Ono's body, in this situation there is no way Rey can focus on taking care of everything herself" said Mr. Lek to leha who was immediately embraced.

"yeah leha go home first if that's it ma'am, then I go home first yes later I come again want to take Nabil first" said Leha say goodbye to me.

I also only responded with a nod of the head, although I was unable to cry roaring like my mother but my heart felt a great pain due to losing my father, he is one of the people who can make me fight and stand on my own feet because of his firmness.

"di, have you heard that your grandmother is the brother of your mother?" bulek asked me to look at him with my eyes.

"yet a bulek" I answered briefly.

"kabarin soon in, let me gather at home. father has not been there, let them pray for the last time" replied bulek who I immediately nodded.

I also stepped foot into the living room, there was a mattress that I used to wear was replaced by a lemongrass to be used to lay the body of the father. I only took my bag and my suitcase which I would bring into Sintia's room.

"i started from who ya bulek" I asked with a raucous voice.

"from your grandmother used to be in" replied the bulek who I immediately nodded.

"assalamualaikum Mbah, father" I said disconnected because I could not give this painful news.

"what is your father like?" ask Simbah in panic.

"father has no mother, father died" I replied with a sob.

"just recently Mbah, is being taken care of his funeral is the same Mr. Edi" I replied with still sobbing.

"wait Sewah, Sewah will soon be at your house now also your bude-bude" he replied that I immediately nodded although not visible. I also disconnected the phone, then sobbed in front of the bulek and Nayla.

"had not continued to cry, please let the road be easy" said bulek, I nodded my head but somehow it feels very difficult not to cry.

"mama already dong do not cry, Nayla so sad. akung already bobo ya ma, equally rich uyut ya ma" asked innocently made me nod my head in response.

"nay, don't have any akung anymore.nay want to be equally akung ma" he replied starting to cry hysterically.

how not hysterical because Nayla is a favorite for her akunya, during her life she was always spoiled even whatever Nayla wanted to always be obeyed by her father.

"Nayla, nay patient darling. Nayla still has Edi's akung too, it's also Nayla's akung" said bulek who was immediately answered by Nayla's headband.

"no! it's akung Nabil not akung Nayla, uti aja uti Nabil not uti me. uti I bobo it's just as rich akung uti" answered Nayla still crying loudly. I held Nayla and showed her while I still shed tears.

"honey, don't cry anymore.we doain akung let go to heaven, yes, Nayla will, right?" my question was immediately answered by a nod of the head by him.

"that's how Nayla now change her clothes first yes, we'll pay later for akung" I said lowering Nayla and replacing her clothes with her white robe.

"assalamualaikum" heard greetings and knocking on the door, I opened the door and saw Sewah and my bude-bude entered the room with a slightly swollen face.

"budeeee" I said, hugging my mother's two sisters.

"peaceful, pray for your father to be calm there" he said, which I immediately nodded.

"your mother from earlier the stings?" asked Sumpah, I nodded my head in response.

"love oil wind his equal hands mbak" said budeku on bulek.

"already mbak, but there is no response. gapapa let rest first, may still be hit because of the loss of her husband" replied bulek make both my buds nod their heads.

"Where's synthetia?" ask Sewah.

"sintia is still in my mom's room with my dad, Rey is also there" I replied with a whim.

"kalo gitu bude meet Sintia first, he must also be very hit. all this time he helped your mother to take care of your father, right, his heart must be broken" said Bude who I immediately nodded.

not long after the mother woke up, she immediately stared at the entire room.

"father?" he said softly and widened his eyes.

"naakk" said Sewah looking at the mama who immediately looked at him with tears.

"mama, jono ma. mas Jono left" replied the mother in a soft voice.

"everybody who lives will definitely return to their children, we just have to wait for their turn" said Sewah stroking the head of the mother.

"i'm not ready to lose Jono ma, not ready yet" replied the mother with a shake of the head.

"ready not ready indeed humans will take turns to be called, maybe God loves your husband more so he first picked him up" replied Sumpah made me back shed tears. Mama also no longer answered the words of Sewah, he said, he just cried lamenting the departure of the right father in front of him.

seriate.....