How You Give Pain And Happiness Together!
chapter 7.

everyone also enjoyed eating chicken noodles except Leha and Nabil who had already eaten them according to what they said, the two were busy talking to Syifa as if Bayu was understanding what they were talking about.

"oiyaa ma, was that enough money?" ask my mom who weeds the vegetables she just gave.

"just enough, you have calmed down already.more than enough if only to make anointing mah, anyway we will share a neighbor" answered mama makes me smile and nod my head.

"yes, I'm just afraid that I'm lacking, I'm afraid that I have to call" I said to the smiling mother and paused to compete with her.

"quietly, there was your sister. besides, she also went to make fried chicken galangal, she again wanted to he said. so mama bought four tails to share the same neighbor for ourselves to eat" answered mama makes me feel bad for Rey, because it should add is mas Lukman, until now, he did not display his nose at all.

"you haven't contacted Lukman yet?" ask mama.

"already ma, later he said here is still home now" I answered a little lie, because actually I have not received any reply from mas Lukman.

"well, if that's what I told you to come here, this is a salvation event for his son too" said the mother made me nod my head in doubt.

"yes I told you later he said come here anyway" I replied again so that mama did not keep asking for the whereabouts of Lukman mas, that's how my mom would ask when she wasn't in sight when there was an event at our house.

in the past, when Simbah died he did not display his nose after the night where we visited the deceased together at the funeral home.I it was because the time had shown at 12 pm, we also gave permission to my mother to return home.However, Lukman firmly did not want to take a one-day holiday permit for the disaster. even for days until the prayer with him was never he wanted to attend, until finally the father said that made me very hurt against Lukman.

"he could not appreciate our family Diah, if at any time anything happened to one of his family the father would never show the face of the father in front of him, even when he needed the father though, he said, you will not be willing to help him" said the father at that time, when the father still looks fit and healthy.

indeed, ever since I decided to quit my job after giving birth to Nayla at that time, the father has completely lost the same respect mas Lukman.The reason is because he was too pampering his family, especially the mother.

according to him, a man does have a responsibility towards his mother but that does not mean treating his wife at will. Since the first marriage with mas Lukman, you already know if mas Lukman treats me like a free maid. mas Lukman did not give me a living, for the reason that I also worked while his salary he used to meet the needs of the mother, after I got pregnant she told me to stop working with the promise that she would try to provide for all my needs as well as my son, in fact, he only gave me money for one meal while I was still working.

that is why you always say, "hurry to work, so that your pride is not lowered by your husband's family" he said at the time, I who was comfortable with being a housewife did not have the heart to leave Nayla who was then two years old.until I finally became pregnant with my second child, and things have never changed at all until now.

to be honest, I have my own reasons for not wanting to go back to work.you want to know why? for one thing, seeing how the attitude and character of Lukman mas.I am very sure if I work he will ignore me and also to our children, he said, with me at work she will definitely feel I am able to meet the needs of our household, and you will know, if her salary will be fully moved to the needs of her mother. so I prefer to survive as a housewife, even though it must continue to eat the liver.at least it will not be worse as if I work, even though having a husband is not like not having.

I heard my father's voice echoing from inside his room after I finished the chicken noodles Rey bought.

"ma, my rich man woke up" I said to the mother who was still wasting half the remaining vegetables.

not long after the mother returned with the father who was in his wheelchair.the father smiled looking at all his children gathered in this guest room.

"this sir ate his chicken noodles first" said the mother who prepared a packet of chicken noodles owned by the father who had been separated, the father also ate a mouthful for the sake of mouthfuls of chicken noodles greedily.

from the first habit of the father never changed, the father really likes to eat and sleep.that's what sometimes makes his blood go crazy, according to the doctor.

finished already I spent almost half of the chicken noodles left, it looks like the father was full because he did not spend his chicken noodles.

"ha, please replace the dong metikin this vegetable. let's mop it up, later the afternoon because" said mama made leha immediately nodded her head.

leha is also an agile child, she is always responsive if given any input especially if told to trivial things like this by mama surely she will always obey.

if you want to know, Leha was one of the children brokenhome.he had a wrong path, I could regret why good fortune did not side with him. first, I feel I am a child who is always exiled by my father and mother but it turns out that when I get older and can go through everything I actually feel a little compassion with my cousin.

how not. his parents divorced, he lived with his father who is my father's younger brother.His mother went where with his affair, then he changed from a sweet child to a wayward child. starting from busking, begging, until not infrequently he never went home for days.I who was still continuing high school at that time, felt it was none of my business. I was too bodo time with the lives of others, I focused on education as well as my profession as extracurricular teaching staff.

until finally she was declared pregnant when I was happy because I was going to do my high school graduation at that time, she was married to a person who she said was a lover of Leha. right that year, too, in November Leha gave birth to a baby.Yes Nabil was the child.

after that I no longer know much about the household life, because I focus on the work that I got a month before high school graduation.

nabil was one and a half years old, at last, he also came back to his father and lived next to the contract of the father, so we often exchanged news even not infrequently I bought the goods needed by his son at that time.

"mom, daydream" said Sintia surprised me.

"eehhh who's daydreaming" I replied nervously.

"yee looked at times from earlier diem aja bengong, especially if not dreamy. alesan aja" he replied with a small chuckle.

"eehh!!" said Sintia calling leha only by name, making the one with the name glaring at the eyes. I patted slowly next to the thigh Sintia, and he also laughed a little.

"iyaa yaa mbak leha, sorry sorry" he said chuckling.