I, Ikhlas Mas
The painful news
I sat in front of Gus Afnan's house, after I had rested I still remembered the explanation about Ning Latifah daughter of the husband's father's best friend.
Ning Latifah's father is now very ill, and he heard from ummi that Kiyai Ansor asked Gus Afnan. He thought clearly but his heart and mind were opposite.
"Rabb, forgive me for the thoughts and feelings that I now feel, servant is only afraid" he said in his heart.
He also does not know why his feelings become this chalk, he also beristigfar repeatedly to eliminate the restlessness in his heart. Until the arrival of a person rips her from daydreams.
"What's this deck?"gus Afnan said as he rubbed his head.
"Eehhh mas ngagetin aja,engga again nothing, human again looking for fresh air aja" said Hilda smiled.
They continued to talk with him in the midst of a light laugh. Until the voice of Ummi Khadijah who called Gus Afnan diverted their conversation.
"Son Abi was on the phone, he said you were told to go to Ansor's kiyai house there was something important to talk about" said the Ummi while occasionally looking at Hilda who saw him.
"Is there a sudden Mi Ko?"gus Afnan said in a confused tone.
"You go there first, son, you wait" said Ummi.
"Alright ummi" said Gus Afnan.
He glanced at his wife, and took her hand to enter the house.
He then invited his wife into the room.
"Darling to go first well, are you the same ummi first well?said Gus Afnan while peeping Hilda's forehead long and very soft.
"Good mas, be careful" said Hilda with everything she felt, fear, anxiety all her into one, but she tried to think positively.
Hilda delivered Gus Afnan to her yard, when she reached the front of the car.Hilda kissed Gus Afnan's hand.
"Be careful with the car" Hilda said.
"Yes dear, I'm sorry I left you first. Mas insyaAllah not long kok" said Gus Afnan as it passed while entering the car.
Hilda waved her hand as Gus Afnan's car drove, after the car had passed from Hilda's view she was still faithfully standing in the yard of the house.
"Rabb, calm the heart and mind of the servant.
I'm sure whatever you do is what's best for me"what Hilda's thinking now. Until adzan ashar disperse his daydream.
He went into the room and took ablution, he began to pray ashar with khuysu. After finishing the prayer ashar Hilda out of the room to help mbak-mbak santri and ummi cooking.
While at the residence of Kiyai Ansor Gus Afnan has arrived, he parked his car in the yard of the house of Kiyai Ansor. When he came down, the Abi was waiting for his arrival. He also approached Abi.
"Assalamualaikum Abi" Gus Afnan said, kissing Abi's hand.
"Waalaikumsalam nak,ayo enter first anyone wants Abi to talk about" said the Abi in a sad tone.
Gus Afnan went in and just straight away, he brought his perverted Abi into a room, where in the room, a middle-aged man who was lying down and drooping, drowning,and a woman with her brown hijab. Yes, he is Kiyai Ansor and Ning Latifah's son.
"Assalamualaikum kiyai, Ning" said Gus Afnan.
"Waalaikumsalam Gus" Ning Latifah replied.
"Sit down here son" said the Abi patting the edge of the sofa that the Abi was sitting on in the room.
"Tell me something, but maybe it's quite sudden for you and your wife" Abi said in a sad tone.
"What's this bi, don't make Afnan afraid?"gus Afnan said in a confused tone
"Kiyai Ansor is very sick he can't do anything anymore, he wants to leave Ning Latifah to us to take care of him, but he wants you to marry Ning Latifah" Abi said.
Gus Afnan who had been listening to the chatter of the Abi, was surprised by the word "MARRY"why he should marry Ning Latifah while he had just married a few days ago.
"Yes Allah bi, Afnan just got married a few days ago, Afnan yes period must marry another woman, how Hilda bi feels" said Gus Afnan held back the turmoil in his heart.
"Abi understands Abi wants to understand but Kiyai Ansor only trusts us" Abi said.
"Let's understand son, Abi's eating called you here. Kiyai Ansor just quietly left Ning Latifah with you son, she just trusts you son.
Please think about it son" his Abi said convincingly.
Amidst their conversation, Ansor's kiyai voice diverted their conversation.
"Son Afnan" said Kiyai Ansor with raucous.
"Yes, kiyai sir?"gus Afnan said as he approached Kiyai Ansor.
"I beg you to marry my son, I am sure you are able to guide him" Ansor said.
"But I just got married a few days ago mr. kiyai" said Gus Afnan.
"Why don't you let my son be the second I just believe in you, his mother has abandoned him, and now maybe I" Ansor said in tears.
Seeing so that Afnan was agitated, how his wife felt when she heard this news, whatever her reaction, would be angry and berating him. I don't know Gus Afnan is tired enough to think about it all.
"Let Afnan negotiate first with Afnan's wife kiyai" said Gus Afnan.
"Thank you before, may your Sholehah's wife understand" said Ansor.
Gus Afnan went to see Ning Latifah and her Abi who had gone out of the room. It looked as if Ning Latifah was sitting in the living room with a blank look. While Abi is on the outside terrace.
"I went home first Ning" said Gus Afnan as he passed.
"Gus"call Ning Latifah, stop Gus Afnan's move.
"What's wrong Ning?"gus Afnan said without looking.
"If Gus is heavy to marry me, what no Gus. I'll talk nicely to Abah" Ning Latifah said with a lowered head.
"It's okay Ning, I'll try to talk to my wife first" Gus Afnan said as he looked at Ning Latifah and smiled.
"I'll excuse you then. Assalamualaikum" said Gus Afnan passed away.
"Ning Latifah's lyrics"Waalaikumsalam.
Gus Afnan walked over to Abi who was sitting on a chair on the porch of Ansor's kiyai house.
"Bi Afnan go home first, Hilda's love must be waiting for Afnan" said Gus Afnan while kissing his father's hand.
"Go home and tell your wife, I'm sorry Abi nak didn't mean Abi wanted to interfere in your household or your marriage" the Abi said as she hugged her only son, who may have been feeling overwhelmed.
"What's wrong, maybe this is His will, Afnan will talk first with Hilda, Afnan is afraid to hurt her because she was only a few days to be Afnan's wife" said Gus Afnan while looking at the Abi.
"Go home son, I know he will let Abi help explain" said Abi patting the child on the shoulder.
Gus Afnan got into his car and left Ansor's house to go home.
Along the way he was privileged, he thought about how to explain everything to the woman he loved whom he had just married. Either reason how to give Hilda Gus Afnan can only resign with everything, and surrender to the Creator.
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