I, Ikhlas Mas
The guess that came true

At night Gus Afnan just got home, he immediately got out of the car and entered the house. He wants to hurry his wife.

"Assalamualaikum" said Gus Afnan as he opened the door. But the house is deserted maybe the occupants are already restless.

Though it was still at 9 pm, he rushed into his room, and it was seen that his wife had fallen asleep. He came up to her and squatted down in front of Hilda's face, she rubbed her cheek gently.

"How should I tell you dear, how do I tell you that your husband is going to marry another woman. I can't hurt you" Gus Afnan said in his heart

One drop of her tears fell on both of her cheeks, she was unable to tell everything. He was too afraid to hurt the wife he had only been married for a few days.

Hilda who felt a soft rub on her cheek slowly opened her eyes, and the face of the husband she had been waiting for her return from earlier. But there was something strange about her husband crying.

He also asked,

"Why are you crying?is there a problem?"hilda said, rising from her sleep.

Gus Afnan who realized his wife woke up immediately wiped away her tears. And he also sat next to the wife while continuing to stare at the bead shade of his beloved wife.

Yes, Gus Afnan is only a few days married to Hilda, but the feeling is very big for Hilda. I don't know if he doesn't know himself.

"Mas why?if there is a problem can share with Hilda mas" said Hilda worried to see the husband like this.

Gus Afnan without speaking anything immediately hugged his wife, hugged her tightly as if he did not want to lose her.

"Mas why?the story on Hilda, do not make Hilda worried mas" said Hilda by stroking Gus Afnan's back gently.

"How can I tell my wife that I should marry another woman" Gus Afnan involuntarily and her tears welled up.

Deggs....

Hilda's hand on Gus Afnan's back suddenly stopped, the world and her organs stopped for a moment to digest Gus Afnan's speech. "Married another woman" only three words but able to break the heart of a Moulidya Hilda.

He also tried to calm down, inhale deep breath and release the embrace of the husband and see the netra of the husband.

"Who's married?"hilda said calmly.

Gus Afnan who is still heavy tells everything just to stay down.

"Explain mas, we're looking for a way out" Hilda said, gently touching her husband's cheek.

Gus Afnan took a deep breath, began to tell everything from kiyai Ansor's hard pain to arriving where he told her he had to marry Ning Latifah.

Hilda who listened to all the stories of her husband unconsciously her tears dripped. He inhales as much oxygen as possible trying to calm down and be privileged.

Gus Afnan was unable to continue his story when he saw his wife shed tears. He hugged his wife and continued to apologize.

"Pardon my dear pardon mas" Gus Afnan said in a regretful tone.

"May I be selfish?"said Hilda while releasing a hug Gus Afnan while wiping her tears.

Hilda smiled at her husband's expression, she stroked the husband's sturdy jaw gently.

"Marry Ning Latifah, God willing I sincerely mas" Hilda said with a smile.

A very sincere smile, he tried to be sincere, maybe this was the destiny of the almighty.

Gus Afnan who heard the words of the wife was only able to hug the wife tightly, and then apologized.

"I'm sorry baby, forgive me" said Gus Afnan, trembling in tears.

"Don't apologize mas, God willing I'm sincere" Hilda said with still trying hard.

"When are you going to marry Ning Latifah?hilda continued.

Gus Afnan let go of his embrace and stared inside the wife's bead.

"God willing, dear one, do you not mind?"gus Afnan said in doubt.

"God willing by Allah's permission I am sincere, perhaps this is one of my ways to fight for God's paradise, I sincerely mas" Hilda smiled.

"MasyaAllah, you are the wife of Sholehahku I sayangg" said Gus Afnan and only replied with a smile by Hilda.

"Now the mas bath first well, then rest" Hilda said to Gus Afnan.

"Yes dear" said Gus Afnan while entering the bathroom.

After Gus Afnan entered the bathroom, Hilda's tears fell.

"Give me Rabb, strengthen my heart not to feel pain when the Ijab qobul my husband takes place, strengthen my heart when later I have to share love, my sumaiku attention"hilda said she wiped her tears and prepared a dress for Gus Afnan before she went on to sleep.

After finishing cleaning himself Gus Afnan came out of the bathroom and saw his wife had fallen asleep again. He immediately wore the clothes that had been prepared by Hilda. Then he got into bed and laid himself beside his wife.

Before that he saw the face of the wife who was so beautiful while asleep, he slowly stroked the cheek of the wife gently.

"I'm sorry, I don't mean to want to hurt your heart, but you need to know only you are in your heart"said Gus Afnan while peeping his wife's forehead and pulling the blanket and sleeping while hugging the wife.

Hilda, who had not slept, heard what Gus Afnan said, but she chose not to open her eyes. His heart was quite wounded, even though his mouth and tongue said he was sincere but he had to try to make peace with his heart.

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