I, Ikhlas Mas
Is it me?

It was a sunny morning with cool air and birdsong that added to the warm weather this morning, but not with the heart of a woman sitting on a bench in one of the boarding gardens. Yes, who else if not Hilda mauldya the wife of Gus Afnan, in the midst of daydreaming, already four days ago since the husband told her that he would marry again, Hilda's heart tried iklhas.

While sitting on the bench, he turned his head to look up at how beautiful the boundless sky is, one of the powers of the creator.

He closed his eyes, trying to calm all the turbulent feelings in his heart.

"What Sabbath Lord do You remember when I sat here, I told You that I love Your servant, and You granted him by You gave him to me" Hilda said with her eyes closed.

He took a short breath before continuing his words, as if his tongue was too faint.

"And now that I am back in this place, Rabb the husband I love will now share his love, his love will not be the only one of mine anymore, Rabb I just want to be sincere, free my heart"hilda said unconsciously her tears came down from her beautiful eyes.

He does not know who to tell about his complaints other than the creator. Now he must be sincere with all that the creator has destined.

He lowered his head and lowered his head he cried without tears, fortunately in this quiet park because the santri were studying.

"Nduk, is he here alone?"ummi said to disperse the daydreams of Hilda.

Hilda quickly wiped her tears.

"Ehh ummi, this is Hilda looking for the wind" Hilda said with a smile.

Umii Khadijah was sitting next to the son-in-law, ummi Khadijah knew that the wife of this child, just finished crying, gently he rubbed Hilda's cheek.

"Ummi understands your feelings Nduk, all women must be sick if they have to share a husband, especially those of you who have just been married for a few days" said the Ummi softly.

"What's wrong, God willing, if Hilda has to share a husband with another woman, maybe this is one form of God's love for Hilda" Hilda said with a smile.

"You are indeed sholehah ummi's daughter-in-law dear" said the Ummi while hugging Hilda and Hilda also returned the embrace.

After the conversation, Hilda went to her room to take a bath. After finishing the bath, she came out of the bathroom and found her husband sitting on the side of the bed.

"Mas is home?"hilda said as she approached her husband.

Gus Afnan has lately been busy preparing some needs for his marriage later, as today he just finished taking care of the letters in need.

"It's a pity, really cape mas" said Gus Afnan while hugging Hilda.

"Then will you take a bath, rest, eat or drink?"hilda said in a row to make Gus Afnan chuckle because of the endless questions from his wife.

"Bawel very sih mas wife" said Gus Afnan while pulling the nose pointed at his wife.

"Iiiihhhh mas pain should not be pulled later added mancung" said Hilda with a little chuckle but also upset.

"Forgive me dear" said Gus Afnan while kissing his wife's nose.

"Dec, would you like to have a chance?"gus Afnan said with a serious look.

"What is it?"hilda said, staring at the manic of her husband.

"Aren't you heartbroken to see your husband getting married again?"said Gus Afnan, he was also confused inexplicably why the question just came out of his mouth. He asked and wanted to hear his wife's answer.

With a smile and trying to calm her suddenly turbulent heart, she took a special look and looked into the eyes of her husband, the eyes she always admired, the eyes she always liked,but soon he will share those beautiful eyes with another woman.

"Lying if I'm not hurt, I'm just an ordinary woman only an end-time woman who will be hurt if, her husband remarries, but I try sincerely mas, I'm just a woman,I'm trying to ridho to share a husband with another woman" Hilda said with teary eyes.

Gus Afnan hugged his wife tightly, stupid questions, he cursed in his heart, he already knew the answer but still he asked.

"Not what mas, now mas bath, eat and then rest" said Hilda while releasing her husband's embrace slowly.

"Dear, I'm sorry, again?"gus Afnan said, holding the gentle wife's hand, which Hilda responded with a genuine smile.

After preparing clothes for her husband, Hilda went out to help cook in the kitchen.

When he reached the kitchen he accidentally heard the conversation of the students who were cooking in the kitchen ndalem.

"I heard Gus Afnan is getting married again?"santri with brown hijab.

"Yes, the situation is well Ning Hilda when just a month married already have to be in polygamy" said santri with an ash hijab.

"Heh, your histigfar, not good gibahin let alone gibahin guru himself disobey you later" said santri with a red hijab commemorating.

They also immediately beristigfar and continue with their cooking activities.

Hilda who was listening to their conversation just smiled.

"Honestly, I am Rabb" Hilda said in her heart.

"Assalamualaikum, what are you cooking again?"hilda said as she approached them with a genuine smile.

"Ehhh,waalaikumsalam Ning, this is again cooking fried fish just as you know" said santri with an ash hijab.

"Yaudah, I helped ya" said Hilda taking a knife and peeling an onion.

"Ehhh no need to Ning let us" said santri hijab abu again.

"No papa let the spit go" replied Hilda smiling.

They also began to do their respective duties, after a while their cooking was cooked. Hilda was helped with the santri and arranged the food on the table.

After saying thank you, Hilda went to her room to call her husband. But as soon as she entered the room, she saw her husband sound asleep. She approached her husband and sat on the bedside, looking at his handsome face, a face she always admired.

His hand was stretched out to touch the husband's face and rubbed it slowly.

"Mas, wake us up to eat first, it's late in the afternoon" Hilda said gently.

Gus Afnan opened his eyes and smiled when he found the beautiful face of the wife who woke him, he was sitting on the edge of the mattress.

"Daddy mas want to wash your face first, later mas nyulai" said Gus Afnan kissed the wife's forehead before passing into the bathroom.

Hilda just smiled and passed out, not long after Gus Afnan followed and his wife to fill her stomach that had been rumbling.

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