I Also Want to Be Happy (Double-line Warrior)
The Regrets Too Late

In the morning Nasya woke up and looked around her husband who should be beside her now has not returned home. He throws a pillow bolster his frustration.

"Arham where the hell are you. I'm carrying your baby, you should be watching me far from before. Why do I feel like the news of my pregnancy isn't special to you" she said. Nasya continued to grumble towards the bathroom, cleaning her body.

Nasya felt a little calm after taking a shower. "I'm sorry, son. You must be hungry too" he said stroking his stomach.

Last night because he was too carried away by his emotions until Nasya missed his dinner. After he finished he went out of the room, hunger had attacked him. His stomach was asking to be filled.

Because of her feelings of regret for her husband who is very deep she can not even control her emotions. Luckily nothing bad happened to the baby because of what he did last night.

"I have to look after this baby, this baby is the key to all my happiness in this house. I can't do anything stupid and hurt my baby just because I'm angry with Arham."

Nasya went out and approached her mother-in-law who was sitting at the dinner table.

"Come, son. Here we have breakfast first, you must be hungry right. You can't lack food, remember there is a fetus in your womb that also needs food from you," he said with tenderness put food in front of his daughter-in-law.

Beloved daughter-in-law, maybe that's what Nasya is carrying right now.

"Mom, is Arham not home yet?" her tanyanya looked at the food that had just been placed before her.

"Evening Arham has come home, I want to wake you up, but seeing you've been asleep so I can't bear to wake you up. Lagian Arham came home drunk" explained Wani.

"Drunken? Since when does Arham like to get drunk?" nasha asked her two eyebrows together, so Arham never drank alcohol.

"It's all because Zahra couldn't take care of her fetus, even though Arham was silent, but I know she lost her baby too. He vented it on drinks."

The two turned around when they saw Arham walking towards them and joining them at the dinner table.

"Mas, where were you last night?"

"I have a job" he answered, taking food.

"I'm not the Zahra you can fool for that reason, honestly, where were you last night?"

Arham who had wanted to put food in his mouth stopped his hand and put back his spoon violently, resulting in the clinking of a fairly loud dish.

Arham let out a long sigh, "I want to take a bath first."

"You haven't answered my question!" Nasya.

Arham stopped his steps, turned around to walk up to Nasya, pounding the table right in front of his wife.

"What kind of answer do you want?"

"Mas leaving our bridal night just to get to the bar? Drinking, what for? Does our marriage and our baby's presence not make you happy?" Nasya said everything without looking towards Arham who was standing right beside him.

"Yes you were right last night I went to the bar. I want to forget all the problems I've had, my regret for bringing you into my household and Zahra's so that I have to divorce the woman I love so much," said Arham looking down parallel to his face Nasya looked at him with a flash of anger.

"Love? What love? Is that how much you love Zahra so that your fetus can grow in my womb?" nasha looked hard at her husband.

Arham clenched his teeth, clenched his hands. He wanted to slap the woman who had just been his wife for a day.

Arham returned to the table and walked away from Nasha.

Nasya screamed in annoyance,

"Mom, did you hear what she just said?" he said pointing at Arham and looking at his father-in-law.

"Calm down, now he's still disappointed with his divorce from Zahra. Now we have to figure out how Arham can stop thinking about Zahra and accept you and your baby. Not that you keep challenging him like this, your attitude will only increase the distance between you. Try to be a little patient," said Wani who did not like to see their quarrel.

"What do you expect of me, be patient? Relented? To be an obedient wife who accepts whatever Arham will do? No, Mom! I'm not Zahra, I'm Nasya. I don't want to be treated like this, I have a right to be a wife in this house."

"Nasya try to understand about Arham, if you two continue to behave like this how can you be a happy family."

"I don't have to understand Arham, Mom, but Arham has to understand me. When I am pregnant in my womb there is a fetus, I am also like other women Mom, I want to be noticed when pregnant is not like this. I also want to be spoiled," he said.

"Yes, I know what you mean, but it's not like you want it to be. Just try to be patient for a minute and I'll figure out a way for Arham to forget about Zahra and focus on you, but please don't argue with it like that. Give Arham room to forget Zahra.

Hearing his father-in-law's promise Nasya only let out a faint sigh.

He had no choice but to obey what his mother-in-law said.

"Well Mom, I'll try to listen to what Mom says, but I'm not Zahra who will always be patient to accept everything" Nasya said, looking at the food in front of her. Wanting to leave all the food behind, he had no appetite. However, he rubbed his stomach again he had to eat for the sake of the baby if something happened to the baby maybe he would have fared like Zahra, maybe even much more suffering than Arham's first wife. Although Arham had not accepted her as a wife, she had a mother-in-law who defended her.

While Arham, who finished the bath, put on his suit, wearing the expensive watch Zahra had bought for him, he looked at the watch and recalled Zahra's shadow figure in the room.

"You are mine and must return to be mine." Arham batik still has not received their status.

" Are you busy in the office today?" asked Nasya who had just entered the room and approached her husband.

"Of course, you already know what office activities are like in the morning."

"Can't you just take a minute for me, for our baby. Today I want to check my womb, see the state of our baby, don't you want to see the progress?"

Arham stopped wearing a tie, left his waist and turned to look at Nasya.

Seeing Nasya's stomach that had been slightly bulged made Arham who had wanted to refuse finally collapsed. Inevitably, accept or not accept the baby is his and he has a responsibility to it.

As hateful and angry as Arham was to Nasya the baby was still her baby, her child, her flesh and blood.

"What time are you going to the gynecologist?" tanyakanya.

"Hearing that Nasya smiled satisfied, he walked up to Arham and tidied up his tie "Hour 10, I've made an appointment with the doctor" he replied.

Arham saw the clock, only around 07:00 in the morning.

"All right! I'll pick you up 20 minutes before 10:00" said Arham then took his briefcase walking out leaving Nasya with a happy smile as he looked at Arham, rubbing his stomach with pride.

"It seems like this baby does have powers. I'm gonna make this baby to set up Arham."

"Hurry to birth, son. So you can make your papa love me and I can make you a reason to stay with your papa" Nasya smiled with satisfaction as Arham agreed to take her to the gynecologist.