I Also Want to Be Happy (Double-line Warrior)
A Mother's Heart

Zahra understood a little what Arga meant, but he did not want to guess and wanted Arga to explain directly what their purpose was.

"Actually me and mother are planning to adopt a child after our marriage, I beg you not to be offended. I don't mean anything I just don't want to burden you with child problems, mom already knows about …." Arga did not continue his words, he did not want to offend the woman who was beside him was the woman who would soon become his wife.

Zahra understood what Arga meant.

"Continue?" zahra asked, frowning and waiting for Arga's next speech.

"Look, ma'am," said the pregnant woman taking over their conversation, she could see that Arga could not explain what exactly she meant and what her purpose was in coming to her house.

"Mom see for yourself the situation of our house like this, we live in a shortage. Not to mention I have four children and his age is fairly close. You can see for yourself, right," said the pregnant mother named Dewi pointed to her four children sitting nearby, "Now I am pregnant, my gestational age has stepped on 7 months. I can be sure that during pregnancy, I always take good care of her. Even though I am short of. However, I always prioritize the growth and development of babies in my womb, always prioritizing the health of my children. Three months ago my husband passed away and it made our economy even harder, I had to work my bones while taking care of them and I wasn't sure I could continue to support my children if I had a baby. That's why I called the orphanage I was planning to leave this baby when he was born. Not that I don't love him. However, I was completely unable to take care of all my children. I gave my baby to an orphanage in the hope that someone would adopt her and her life would be much happier than ours" she said in tears.

Hearing that Zahra's heart was filled, when she had trouble getting a baby there was another mother who was blessed with so many children. However, because of the trials he faced he could not take care of all his children and had to let him be cared for by others. All of that makes Zahra realize that everyone must have their own trials.

"Look, my mom and I discussed this and now we're asking for your approval. If you agree when this baby is born we'll adopt it right away, don't you mind?" tanya Arga clasped Zahra's hand. Hearing that Zahra shed tears and she nodded.

"She, I will adopt her and take care of her wholeheartedly. I'll take it easy as my own son. Thank you for giving my mother's child to me, for entrusting it to me."

"I'm the one who's grateful, Mom. Because I want to take care of my baby. I don't mind if I don't want to tell you that I'm his mother while seeing my son happy with you is enough for me. He is yours for ever," answered the Goddess.

Zahra and Arga also agreed to adopt a child that would be born Mother Goddess later.

Arga was relieved to see Zahra's response, fearing that Zahra would be offended by his decision. However, after seeing everything he was so relieved to see Zahra happy.

"Mom. What's the job, Mommy?" ask Zahra.

"I'm just a washing worker, Mom. I have no experience, nor do we have the capital to open a business at home. Looking for a job outside of a very young child. My husband used to work in people's fields."

"Mothers. What if Mom comes with us! until this baby is born." Zahra was worried about the condition of the mother and her baby hearing what work she was doing. Too dangerous for pregnant women.

"But is it okay, ma'am.I brought my kids?"

"Oh my goodness, Mom. Of course, I might ask you to leave them here. Instead of you being a laundry worker in this village, you can work in my boutique or at Arga's house. That way you can also see the growth and development of the mother's child later."

"Not what, is it?" ask Zahra.

looking towards her future husband and Arga nodded in agreement.

They began to get ready, Dewi packed some items that he considered important and brought them.

The goddess looked back at the house that had been inhabited with her husband, so many memories there. However, he had to leave all that for the sake of his four children and another child in his womb. No matter how strong he works he is not sure if he can make his four children happy if he has to work in his village, he must dare to step out and look for happiness for his children.

While on the way Arga sent a message to his mother, telling them if they bring home Mother Goddess mother who will give birth to children for them. The mother also agreed and immediately prepared the room and needs of the mother Goddess and her child, especially the baby in the womb.

The goddess was greeted by the other workers in the house, they immediately helped towards the room that had been prepared for her. Even though she works as a maid in the house. However, all the servants there were given a decent and comfortable place, as well as the place prepared for the Goddess, they did not distinguish them.

"From now on you can stay here, if you need something you can say to others or you can go to me directly" said Desi.

"Thank you, Mom. Thank you so much for giving us a place. Getting somewhere decent and being able to feed those kids already makes me very grateful. I don't need anything else. We will not trouble this family" said Dewi to Desi with teary eyes. The age of Dewi is not much different from Zahra.

Dewi feels grateful that her child will be raised by a kind and well-established family.

"But may I ask one thing from you" said Desi.

"Of course, Mom. Tell me what you want?" said Dewi saw the face of indecision from Desi as well as Zahra and Arga, they waited for what his mother wanted to say.

"When you give birth to your baby, you will give it to Arga and Zahra. Can you consider him their son then? I mean …."

"Of course, after I give birth to her, this baby will be your granddaughter, being the baby of Mr. Arga and also of Ms. Zahra. This baby will be my master. I can be around him it's a fortune to me, he'll be your son. I'm sincerely for God's sake, because I'm sure of the future of this child in your hands," said Dewi said very happily to make Zahra immediately embrace the Goddess with tears dripping.

Zahra rubbed the belly of the Goddess and felt the greeting of her prospective child. Congratulations on this she was always worried that Arga would be disappointed in her with her flaws, but the presence of the Goddess and her baby made things better.

A mother loves her child very much. Mother Goddess gave her baby to Zahra does not mean she does not love him, instead she loves him so much that she is willing to endure the pain of losing her baby. She must let others raise her baby for the happiness of the baby she will be born later and Dewi feels grateful to meet Zahra and Arga a couple who will become her new family of children later.