I Also Want to Be Happy (Double-line Warrior)
Difficult Decisions.

After talking to his mother, Arham entered the room and saw his wife lying on the bed.

There was a sense of pity to see his wife had slept so quietly. Arham approached her gently rubbing the child's hair that was blocking his wife's pretty face.

Arham said nothing, just looked at Zahra's face, long time he did and then went to the bathroom to clean his body.

Zahra could feel that if her husband stayed away from her, she opened her eyes and saw Arham walking into the bathroom and missing behind the door. His heart was very sick he held his cheek that had been touched by Arham. Her love was still so great for her husband and it all made her feel so sick.

"I'm sorry to disappoint you so late, I beg you not to duakan me, I love you so much mas, it must be very painful I will try so that we can get back the fruit of our love," zahra said slowly holding her stomach. Gently rub there and pray that she will be given another chance, given a gift in her womb.

Zahra again closed her eyes when she saw the bathroom door handle rotate indicating that Arham would come out. Since then he has continued to look at the door with a mind that is not good..

Arham, who had finished bathing, joined in his wife's blanket, hugging Zahra very tightly. Zahra could feel the cold temperature of her husband's body who had just finished bathing as well as the smell of soap that was so noticeable. Those were the moments where all this time she felt very comfortable being in her arms and smelling the scent of her husband. He who would usually feel comfortable and calm now is different, this time the pain in his heart is more piercing to cause an unbearable pain. Zahra clenched her hands holding back with all her might so that she would not sob.

Zahra smothered her mouth, she turned her back on Arham. She wanted to know if her husband would have the heart to ask her permission to do what her in-laws wanted.

After a long time in that position, Zahra could feel that her husband had entered into her dreamland. She turned and looked at her husband's face, which looked so calm, she reached out her hand to rub the face that had made her fall in love. However, he again undoes his intention then he again holds his stomach.

"I'll try to make you a father, I'm sorry mas." she said in her heart, letting tears keep dripping. He stared at the calm face until he fell asleep.

In the morning at breakfast Wani stared at his son who was having breakfast. He asked with his gaze if he had told Zahra of her desire to marry again.

Arham, who knew his mother's gaze, shook slowly. However, all of that could be felt by Zahra.

'I want to know mas, did you Setega that to me say that when I was still in a bad state.' Zahra tried to stay focused on her food, trying to stay calm once in a while she gave a smile to her in-laws and husband, offering them the food that was in front of them. Zahra behaved as usual even though she knew everything had changed.

"Zahras. Arham wants to talk important to you," said the mother firmly staring sharp when

his son.

Zahra froze, she wasn't ready to hear that. I saw her husband wanted to know if he would go back to what his mother said.

"Mom, I'm too late I'll talk when I get home" said Arham, taking a drink and then taking his briefcase up and leaving the dinner table.

Wani only blocked his breath, he knew his son was simply shifting their topic.

Zahra breathed a sigh of relief. Even though he knew what he wanted to do, he wasn't ready for it. Zahra was afraid of what Arham would say.

She quickly followed her husband. Zahra kissed the back of Arham's hand before Arham got into his car and he got a kiss on his forehead.

Arham opened the window.

"If you say something that hurts you, ignore it. Stay in your room and rest" said Arham rubbed the back of his wife's hand then he too forward his car to the office, actually there is no important meeting, but he just wanted to avoid his mother, he was too, avoid discussing the issue of permission to marry again.

Zahra stood in front of the luxury house, looking at her husband's car which was getting away then she saw the door of the house that was wide open. There is a desire in the heart to stay in place, the house that has always felt comfortable now looks so terrible for him.

Mom soon came out of the house while Zahra was still standing glued to her place. Getting a sharp look made Zahra hesitant to ask where her in-laws wanted to go. He hesitated to smile.

"I want to get out, stay home" Wani said, passing through Zahra to the car parked there. This time Zahra also only saw her in-laws coming out the gate there was a sense of relief in her heart. He rushed in to see Aunt who was cleaning up the rest of their breakfast. Zahra took some fruit and put it in her room and locked the door.

"What am I doing? Why did I become like this." Zahra saw some fruit in his hand, he was like a thief in his own house, avoiding something he should not have avoided.

Zahra simply blocked her breath and sat on the floor, confused by what was to come. Imagining it alone has made his heart feel lost especially if you have to live it.

***

Arham, who had just arrived at his office, was shocked to see his mother's car stopping just behind his car.

"Mother? What are you doing here?" tanyakanya.

Wani walked in regardless of the question of his son.

"Sit down! I want to talk to you, "he said after they got to Arham's room.

Arham obediently obeyed what his mother said.

"When are you going to be like this? Will you keep quiet and look at your useless wife? Anyway, I don't want to know that tonight I've got a decision and I don't want rejection. I made a promise to my friend that I'd introduce you to her daughter."

"Mother all this is too soon. Zahra just got out of the hospital."

"Faster is better, even if you can marry her today. I just want to have a grandchild. Is mom wrong?" snarl. Wani is still very disappointed by not getting his granddaughter, unable to weigh the granddaughter he had dreamed of.

"Mom, please understand" said Arham Melas.

"No! Talk to your wife when you come home later, at dinner I've made up my mind. I don't want to know," said Wani then he passed away leaving his son's room. Arham just massaged his forehead he had no choice but to obey what his mother said.

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