I Also Want to Be Happy (Double-line Warrior)
Zahra's Request

Zahra kept begging Wani to improve her household, she loved her husband so much. She also wanted a safe, mawadah, warohmah household with her husband

"No! don't pretend to be stupid, you hear what the doctor says if you're less likely to get pregnant again, even doctors advise you not to get pregnant in the next few years, you think you can wait that long?"

"No Ma'am. I promise you, I'll get pregnant again soon, I won't put it off" Zahra said, pleading for a chance. "Mom, I beg you, at least for the next few months" he asked, beginning to glaze over.

"Zahra you realize that you are a failed wife, you have failed to give children to your husband's family.You know that Arham is the only son of this family, if he has no children what about our family's good name, you want our good name as just a memory without a successor."

"Mom, Zahra sure. Give me a few more months, if in a year I don't get pregnant I won't forbid Arham to marry again." His words are now beginning to sob.

"A year? I can't wait for anything uncertain, Zahra."

"Bu .. I beg you."

"No, mom's decision is unanimous. I'm sorry to bless your relationship, instead of bringing happiness to our family, you bring bad luck. You don't deserve to be a part of our family." the words that Wani put out hurt Zahra so much, no mercy considering she just lost her baby.

Zahra just shook her head and looked at Arham who was sitting looking at everyone.

"Look, I could have asked Arham to divorce you, but I wouldn't have. So don't stop your husband from being a father, let him marry another woman, a woman who is more fertile and can give birth to a baby for him, let him marry a useful woman, unlike you. Basic useless woman, giving birth to a child for your husband only you can't" he said in an upset tone.

Arham only saw his wife insulted by her mother, he could not do anything. There is no intention to stop his mother who had previously continued to insult his wife.

Saying a word, he could not stop what his mother was doing. Arham just stared at the tears of his wife who fell down her cheeks. The groaning of his wife's pleas for their happiness was ignored. Until his heart was silent a thousand languages watched his wife in contempt in front of him.

"Mas, please give me a chance.You believe me, right?" she looked at her husband who was still sitting in his place as if only as a display. Arham even looked down as Zahra looked at him.

"Just agree or disagree you have to allow your husband to remarry, I'll introduce him to someone, you don't look for it because you humiliate me in front of your guests tonight, make your presence in this house useful, prepare dinner I will invite them tonight," said Wani firmly and he passed to go out, he had made an appointment with his old friend. "Bi, prepare dinner, have Zahra help Auntie" she cried before actually getting out of her mansion.

"Mas, why are you just quiet? Can't you defend me a little, can't you trust me if I can get pregnant again?" zahra asked with tears still on her face.

"Sorry Zahra, it's not that I can't defend you. You know for yourself that mother cannot be denied, mother's wishes are absolute. Even if I stand up for you in front of this, I won't change my mind" said Arham, who upset Zahra and left Arham, entering his room and slamming the door.

Zahra was very disappointed to see her husband's figure was much different than expected, a husband she could not hope for. Zahra could only sit crying bending her knees, she sat on the floor and occasionally rubbed her stomach." She can still feel her baby still moving actively in her womb. If she hadn't lost the baby, maybe none of this would have happened to her.

Arham went into the room and rubbed Zahra's hair.

"I have a meeting, I go to the office first, right?" pampered. However, Zahra did not budge, she did not heed it.

Arham did not get an answer and went to the office. Zahra, who heard the door close, looked at the door, and he took a pillow and threw it at the door, all his annoyance.