I Am Not Cruel Girl
Calm Yourself's!

“Yara, this is the umpteenth time I warned you, but you are still like this.” Susi breathed her breath. “You have received the third warning letter, and you should be expelled from this school.”

Yara just kept quiet, not interested in responding to Delta ma'am who nagged her. The girl's eyes looked empty with her face flat.

“If you like this, I call Papa you—“

“Necessary!” lugas Yara stared fretfully at the Delta bu. He really didn't want to make trouble with his papa anymore just because he entered BK, that was enough yesterday. “Mommy doesn't know anything! Do you know who is wrong?! You can only blame me without the real thing that happened!”

Not yet had the conversation continued, suddenly a middle-aged woman with her social appearance came into the room with wrath. “Which is Yara?!” He approached Yara and Delta who were massaging his head more dizzy. “This is yes whose name is Yara?!” point it at Yara who was still sitting on the spot putting on a fed up expression.

“Mother please calm down, please sit down first!” said Delta's mom calming.

“Can't! Because of this demon child, my son Genia has to go to the hospital!” his sword wanted to slap Yara, only to be blocked by some other BK teachers in the room.

“Because of him, my son fainted loh he's bustling!” The woman glared with an agonizing anger. “You're Gibran's son, ‘right? Male demons? That's why her son is also a demon!”

Of some businessmen, the image of Gibran is indeed known as an arrogant man. If his request is not obeyed, then he will go berserk. Or if it fails at something, the man will also be intoxicated. The bad image that makes Yara is also notoriously bad by socialites.

Yara clenched her hands tightly. Which child stays silent if his parents are insulted? It stands breaking the table, looking sharply at the woman. “**** you!” His hand was already like it wanted to hit the woman if only the BK teacher didn't stop him.

“Eh? You're the same old man?!” said the woman. “I want this child expelled from this school! Or I can sue this school!” threaten the teachers in the office.

“I can also sue you back if I want!” kelakar Yara pointed at the woman with her index finger. Ms. Delta just calmed Yara down, while another teacher tried to take away the emotionally burning Genia mama.

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Yara pulled her step from the BK room towards her class. Just out, the girl was immediately in the spotlight of the students she passed, staring at her disgusted and partly evasive as if she was the germ of society. Now, it's not just the evil reputation she has, it's also known as a crazy girl.

The girl stared at them all. Really, Yara always wanted to be friends with them. Yara is not what they imagined. Yara wants to improve herself, but why is there always something that makes her evil in everyone's eyes?

The atmosphere that was crowded, now became tense as Yara continued to step. “Can you guys not have to see me like that?!” the tananya could not take it anymore. They looked at her like crazy, they avoided Yara, they hugged each other as she stepped up. After Yara shouted, they became more anxious and some of the hordes in the corridor dispersed.

Yara could only fall silent on the spot. His feelings are completely fucked up.

Unexpectedly, suddenly his hand was pulled by someone away from the people. “Cute me!” Yara complained, finding Ezio who was holding his wrist towards somewhere, breaking through the various people who had looked at Yara in disgust. It was like de javu when the guy pulled his hand in front of everyone. Yara just came along and their steps stopped right in front of the rooftop door. Ezio opened the rooftop door for him.

Yara watched Ezio who set his gaze in another direction with a handsome face that never disappeared from her. The face of the wind. He did not expect the man to pull him from the crowd of everyone, bringing him to give him some calm when no one was directing him. “Thank you to take me.”

Ezio turned to her and nodded. Yara. His eyes could not pretend that he was fine, and Ezio could catch it as he observed it.

“Lo .. lo not afraid yes deket same crazy girl as me?” ask Yara slowly. He didn't know why he wanted to ask this question. He had prepared mentally in case Ezio gave a scathing answer.

There was no response from Ezio. The guy was busy staring at the clouds with his furrowed brows. “Who said you were crazy?”

“They. They all think I'm crazy because I ..” Yara kept silent and did not continue her words. “But when Genia's gang judge me, they slap me, they're not considered crazy ..”

“Lo is evil, but you are not crazy.”

This time Yara did not know what Ezio meant to defend her or even blame her. The girl turned towards Ezio. “In addition to evil, there is no yes my good side in the eyes lo?” ask Yara expectantly. The question was not answered by Ezio because Ezio did not know what to answer.

Yara nodded as the answer she was waiting for was nonexistent. He smiled in line. “Kalo so, why did you bring me here? You're not afraid to take a bad girl like me?” sindir Yara emphasized the word ‘bad girl’. Ezio just turned his head towards her, exhaling.

“Gue is common,” said. “Everyone has their own evil side, including me.”

“Trus why do you hate to me?”

“There's something you don't need to know.”

The girl looked at Ezio, there was something the guy was hiding and did not want to discuss. He let out a sigh of resignation, then looked straight ahead. His eyes suddenly glazed over for no reason. Yara sometimes wondered why she was like this too often. Yara hated herself so much that she couldn't do that in front of Ezio.

“If you want to cry, cry, do not need to be detained,” said Ezio suddenly.

The deg! Yara's heart suddenly skipped a beat without her orders. Those words were exactly like the words Ezio had said when they were Junior High, when they met the second time, when Yara went to the rooftop, which was the first time, and when Ezio says a sentence that makes him feel like someone loves him.

Yara shed her tears for no reason because she knew her feelings were not okay and Ezio saw that. The yara he saw was very different from usual. Usually he sees the girl looks strong with a face of judges who are ready to torture the bait like a tigress, this time the girl looks messy like a fragile abandoned cat.

So why is Ezio feeling guilty now?

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