I Am Not Cruel Girl
Do You Still Care to Me?

Rained out. Already from afternoon until tonight Jakarta was hit by heavy rain that gave a noise to the iron zinc roof. The cold has struck a girl sitting alone on a cafe table with a tart reading 'Happy Anniversary' and candles on the edge of the table that adorn.

The girl rubbed her unclad arms, then blew her palms. He looked to the right and left. Slender. No one came to the cafe. He stared at the clock that was showing at 8 p.m. That means he's been waiting for a range of 2 hours here.

He went back to fiddling with his phone, telling someone he was waiting for, but nil, there was no reply at all. There was only a notification from her mother telling her to go home. He sighed before standing up and left the cafe with mixed feelings.

"He's not coming again?" ask the cafe clerk who used to see Yara here. Yara just smiled bitterly and shook her head. "How's kuenya?"

"Eat, Mas, gapapa for you." Then he immediately ran out. He forgot, he did not bring an umbrella, he forgot not to bring any vehicle. He stared at his phone and the battery was lowbat. You stupid, Ra!

Without thinking any more, he again ran through the rainwater. To hell with expensive dress or make up that he stacked with difficulty. He ran in no direction, wanted to find a taxi immediately. However, there was one sight that made his heart slip while he was waiting for a taxi.

A guy who was eating with a girl he hated so much in a stall while laughing enjoying the fall of rain water. He's the guy he's been waiting for. He's the guy that Yara dreamed would come this one time only for their first anniversary, but all those dreams have actually subsided. Yara smiled blandly. It was like he had run over the two humans, but he remembered one thing about his agreement with the guy.

He can't hit the kids from his maid, he can't disturb anything the guy does if he still wants to date. He slowly backed away. Lamenting his folly is always forcing an Ezio who clearly wants someone else.

Yara knew, this was not the first time her heart ached just from seeing her boyfriend laughing with someone else. However, this time somehow the pain was more defined as this rain flowed all over his body. Quickly, the girl ran away. As far as possible so that Ezio never sees it.

***

Yara stepped into the house soaking wet with a droplet on the floor. The girl's gaze was just a little pale flat. His heart was still broken because of the incident, but there was something even worse when he heard the two people arguing in the middle room with a high tone.

That's his dad and stepmom. With quick steps, Yara immediately ran to the room, closed her ears and closed the door tightly so that the rude words that came out of the bastards did not enter her sense of hearing.

"Dropped! Having a wife is not good! I didn't marry you more!"

"You are a moron! Regulate the company should be me! You drunk, you rough! That's why your son was so rude!"

"He's my son! You don't have to be careful!"

"Who do you think cares about your son other than me in this house?! Who feeds me every day! Ye? You can only teach Yara a lesson if she's naughty!"

Although it had closed its ears, but the faint sound was still heard at night like this. Yara was tired of being really tired today until the sound of lightning struck again. Only then did the voices of the two disappear.

Someone knocked on the door of Yara's room in a panic. "Non, not Yara!" But Yara just stared flat at the door. He knew it was the voice of a man he did not like. The voice of the woman who has served five years as his assistant. Sekar's mother.

Until a name called by the maid made her dumbfounded. "Non, Non Yara must be sincere with her mother."

The deg! As if being pounded by millions of daggers, Yara's heart was shattered upon hearing that. The mother in question must be her biological mother lying in the hospital. He shook slowly. Coinciding with the change of clothes, the girl immediately stepped towards the door with an unkempt anger and opened it. "KALO SAY DON'T BE CARELESS YA LO!"

"LADEST TEACH YOU! YOU'RE JUST A MAID! I COULD HAVE FIRED LO!" he shouted with a trembling body, and involuntarily his tears trickled down. The middle-aged woman who had been used to being yelled at by him was just a bland smile. He was not angry like that.

"I ... only a maid .. ndak dare to lie." Yara shook her head slowly. He turned to the side, finding his panicked-faced father and stepmother. Gibran looked at his daughter then shook his head slowly.

Yara looked at her papa, there was a sad look there. Yara shook her head slowly, she immediately ran out of the house which everyone followed towards the hospital.

***

Her mother. My mom always took care of him from childhood. A leukemia sufferer who makes his father leave his mother and then marry someone else with the reason to be a surrogate mother.

Yara hates that. Because his father married again, his mother became more and more drop. Funny thing is after the divorce, Mama Yara still wants to live with him in the house. One house with an ex-husband, watching his loved ones have married someone else. Really ridiculous.

To date, the hospital is his second home. Yara remembered the moment her mother kept saying regret. "Never force someone who has never loved you, you just have to let go."

The woman did not want her son to experience the heartbreak he felt. Stupid, Yara did that to Ezio instead. He forced Ezio to date her first.

Poor child a kara who was left sickly and always got violence from his father, and heard his papa quarrel with his foreign mother, then left forever by his mother. That's the right description for Yara.

"Mama can't go! Mama promised to help me when I was healed!" She cried so hard on her bed that a hand touched her shoulder. Auxiliary hand.

"Sir, everyone's life has God, not ours. Ikhlasin yes!" For some reason this time Yara just let her maid hand touch her. He was still crying until an officer took the body of his mother to be bathed immediately.

Yara shook her head hard. He still wants to be with his mother. "Remember her mom? Mama you said you had to be sincere with a smile?"

Then he let the officers take over. Yara cried. At times like this, his stupid feelings still remembered one person. Ezuo.

He wants to contact Ezio. Make sure the guy still really cares about her.

***