I Am Not Cruel Girl
You Didn't Come For Me

Among the thousands who had been worshipping, only one person was still waiting for Yara's presence. The person he always expected to come from last night. The person who always filled his mind, even though he knew he was never expected by that person. Ezuo.

The girl always prayed that the boy would come in front of her, calming her down. But in reality, until the body of his mother was buried, until everyone who mourned slowly left, there was no sign of the arrival of the man.

Yara was still staring at the tombstone of the woman who had been her life figure all this time, the strong woman who strengthened herself throughout her life. Beside the girl was left behind only bi Ami, papa, and mama she continued before finally the two men left only to leave her and bi Ami. Bi Ami still faithfully crouched down, waiting for Yara who sat down with pushy eyes. "Non, let's go, it's been an hour here."

The one who spoke was silent with his pale face without any interest in answering. Bi Ami could only sigh before Yara's voice shocked her.

"Leave alone," limp more toward the murmur without staring at the other person. The middle-aged woman turned to her nonanya with a surprised look. This time, the boy said slowly to her. But usually if not said rudely, certainly not answered. Bi Ami smiled a little. He did not want to make Yara angry, so he left the child alone in this tomb.

By ourselves. Yara was used to that. Left his mother sick, his father who remarried and worked all day, without any time to just greet him. While Yara is just a child growing up who wants to feel affection like before when her family has not been divided.

I wanted to feel Yara shed tears, but she realized, she should not make her mother's grave wet because of her tears. It felt like he had drowned, and there was something that made him unable to get up again. Something that made him want someone to pull him out.

Now, from the corner of the girl's eyes was a figure in black clothes crouching next to her.

His head looked up and his swollen eyes immediately met the eagle eyes of someone he had been hoping for. A smile rose on his lips. The girl immediately hugged Ezio without a second thought, channeling all the negative energy in her with her eyes closed.

For some reason this time Ezio just kept quiet, letting the girl who still served as his girlfriend spill all her feelings on him. Whereas usually, Ezio will protest with all the behavior of the girl who he thinks makes uncomfortable.

"Ra ...," she called it subtle. Yara's eyes were closed, opening slowly. He's happy to see Ezio here, really happy. However, his entire fun is shattered when he sees a girl standing next to Ezio. It turned out that Ezio was coming with the girl, a gentle and innocent weak girl who was staring at him grievingly. Vast.

There is a hatred of its own that flows in Yara's body when she sees Sekar, but Yara always assures her that Sekar is not a mistake.

Slowly he took off his embrace from Ezio. A wry smile appeared on Yara's face. Ezio is still Ezio, never to change. He would never have sympathized with her if it wasn't for Sekar. There is always a presence in every relationship.

"Say aunt Angel, you haven't eaten since yesterday, you've been here for over an hour, she's worried about you" said Ezio. Yara could not see the expression on the man's face when she saw his mother's tombstone. What he clearly knew, Ezio said it was only because of someone else's manpower to persuade him, not Ezio's own will.

Slowly, the raindrops began to fall, drenching the three teenagers who were resting on top of the mound of earth. As if supporting Yara's mood. Ezio is seen taking off his jacket, then putting it on Sekar's cold body. Not himself. Yara observed that. The usual thing happened.

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It had been three days since that day, Yara had preferred to lock herself in the room. There is no interest in going anywhere. For three days there was no food to fill his stomach. Only water the last he drank, even yesterday, but bi Ami always knocked on the girl's door to eat, putting food outside that never touched even until the food was watery.

A situation that makes Yara have to fall ill. Body fever. Doctors say they eat less. "You should eat, Ra. Pity your mama if you see you like gini there," persuaded mama Angel, the mother continued that Yara did not respond.

Yara just stared at the food without interest. Really, lately all the food looks like mahogany which is possible if he eats it will be bitter on his tongue.

Bi Ami looked at it all from the end of the door feeling pity. A hand patted his shoulder. The woman turned her head and found her daughter who was dressed neatly in simple clothes was smiling thinly. Bi Ami glared. Quickly, he dragged Sekar away from there so that Yara would not see him. "Where are you going anyway?"

"You ... that, Buk, want ... to Ezio ...." Bi Ami was shocked to hear that. He gripped his daughter's arm tightly, looking at her sharply, making Sekar just look down.

"It's hard to tell you anyway, Nduk. den Ezio is his girlfriend non Yara! Don't you take him! You can't meet him!" he remembers while whispering. She immediately trembled in fear hearing her mother's words.

"I-I've never heard of Ezio, Buk. Brother Ezio himself told me. This is also to be discussed non Yara," he said. Bi Ami only exhaled after that thought for a moment.

"You please persuade den Ezio that he will come here, you tell non Yara not to eat. I'm sure, after that non Yara will eat if there is den Ezio." After that his mother left him alone without dispute. The girl was silent in place. There was a dislike in his heart that he had to call Ezio to Yara.

The innocent girl exhaled her breath. Suppose her mother understood how she felt about Ezio. Suppose his mother knew him better than Yara. Without thinking, he did not leave. He would rather call Ezio to come here. According to his mother's words.

After twenty minutes, a mercy car came to the house. A handsome, high-postured man came out of the car. Sekar greeted him in front of the house with feelings that he could not understand. Ezio smiled at the girl then stepped up and ruffled her anxious hair. Sekar who was treated like that just lowered his head in embarrassment.

"Ezio?" Until a greeting must stop the romance of both of them.

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