I Am Not Cruel Girl
A Song for the Old Me

...“You know what? The one I just played for me. The unenviable, which is difficult to find people I like, who are always left telling for other girls.” ...

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“Kak Ezio will be home from school?” After some time of silence, Sekar asked hesitantly at Ezio who was walking beside him. He was afraid that the question would disturb the mood of the man. Ezio looked at him for a moment before shaking his head.

Smiling with pleasure. Without Ezio's permission, Sekar hugged his arm. Things that used to happen from a long time ago. Though Yara who became her boyfriend just did not dare to touch him and still keep her image and self-esteem in front of men.

At that very moment, they crossed paths with Yara. Sekar who knows Yara's presence further tightens his grip on Ezio's arm. “Later in the afternoon I yuk, brother, go where it is, like yesterday! By the way, thanks ya cake se-box from sister yesterday delicious!”

Sekar's very clear talk was heard in Yara's ears. Yara glanced at the two at a glance and continued on her path unconcernedly. While Ezio was still staring at the girl until it disappeared from his sight. A sad look that not everyone knows.

Yara walked towards the music room. Opening the door with the key he got from his music. Yes, after breaking up with Ezio, he decided to rise to better himself by developing his talent, playing the piano. He was only a few days into music and got a spare key to the music room he had asked from his builder just in case he wanted to play music at all times.

He started to turn on the electric piano cable. Open a sheet of paper containing notes that he has compiled and wants him to sing. When everything was ready, Yara smiled as she sighed. He began to squeeze his finger at the piano, producing the sound of a beautiful musical instrument.

The soothing piano instrument of Secret Love Song went live all over the music room. No one heard it but Yara herself. Suppose there is, maybe the person will be swept away by the tone he sounds from his finger. It was also possible that the person would be amazed by Yara's skill.

“Why can’t I say that I’m in love? I wanna shout it from the rooftops.

“I wish that it could be like that. Why can’t it be like that? Cauce i’m youurss ..” Without his will, Yara sang melodiously, lyrics that were very heart-wrenching.

“Why can’t we be like that? Wish we could be like that ..”

Yara ended her piano instrument in a beautiful, fitting tone. He smiled happily when he found himself able to finish the song he had dreamed of playing with the piano.

Brak! The sound of things falling behind the white girl made her look back. How shocked Yara was when she found Ezio putting the fallen thing back into place. Ezio just looked at Yara with his guilt.

“Sorry, I don't mean ..”

Yara just nodded, giving reasonableness. He focused on the musical instrument in front of him. “Lo definitely want to play musical instruments ‘kan?” ask without looking at the other person.

Ezio nodded even though he knew the nod was not seen by Yara. He approaches Yara, picking up one of the musical instruments there that Yara guesses must be a guitar. Ezio sat down beside Yara. “Before, trus hearder piano sound. It turns out you can play the piano.”

Yara chuckles. “Iya, so that not to say bad girl like a stupid doll and can not say anything,” his satirical mimic Ezio's style of speech first when underestimating it.

“Lo never played piano fit me.”

“Ser often. You are the one who does not know. Lo ‘kan always no matter what I do. And you never thought I existed as lo.”'s girlfriend Yara turned her head, looking right in Ezio's eyes with her nanargument. He laughed and looked back at the piano in front of him.

Ezio stared at those pain-filled eyes from the side further adding to the man's sense of regret. Immediately rampant between the two. Only the sound of the piano notes was heard. The focus of the brownish-black netra was indeed on the note, but his mind was always filled with Ezio either a long time ago or when Ezio was sitting next to him at this moment.

Yara then pressed her piano, producing a tone. Ezio was busy staring at the beauty of the girl from the side who was looking at the piano.

“When your heart is hurt. I am the one who accompanied you. Washing Your Tears ..”

“However, why when your heart t’ smile again me that you forgot?”

“About this whole time I also s’lalu want you?”

In Ezio's eyes, not only could Yara, but she was adept at playing the piano beautifully. Ezio was also amazed by Yara's voice that was comfortable in his hearing.

The piano stopped for a moment. Yara looked at him. “Why soliiitt .. for I can have your heart? Even all this time my presence is worthless to you?”

The lyrics were like they were directed at him. He knew when Yara's eyes didn't stop staring at him in those lyrics. Yara was describing her feelings that had happened first.

“What happensii now I ask your stopover place when you are injured, and when everything subsides you just disappear.”

“Why suulitt! For I can have your heart! Even all this time! My presence is worthless to you!” Yara immediately jumped on the lyrics of the song, her tone was increasingly raised.

“What happened today I asked you where you left off when you got hurt, and when everything stopped you just disappeared...”

“And when it all subsides, you disappear so ......”.

And then the song ended. Ezio looked at the girl full of pain and regret. Yara exhaled, giving Ezio a flat look.

“Lo know not? The one I just played for me. The unenviable, which is difficult to find people I like, who are always left telling for other girls.”

“But not anymore. I wouldn't wish for a guy who never expected me. I know, I was wrong because it was too maksa lo first which in the end only hurt me doang. Even until now, maybe you will never fall in love with a bad girl like me. You always hate me.”

Yara smiled in line, continuing her piano playing. Ting! Ting!

While Ezio does not want to divert his attention to the girl. Regretful, disappointed, sad, wanting to deny. All of those feelings were stirred into one within Ezio. He nodded his head. “Lo can hate me too, Ra.”

“Gue never hate you, I even apologize you before you apologize, I don't want to prick my heart again.”

Ezio nodded his head. This time Yara was very different from the Yara she met one year ago. Yara who is now more willing to accept the things that happen roomily. Maybe the pain she's been receiving all this time makes her change.

“Still the piano.” After that word, Ezio stood up from his seat. Put down the guitar he had held but not so he played. The man then left the room. Thinking what would happen if Yara knew what she had been hiding all along. But no, that guy can't let Yara know the truth.

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