I Am Not Cruel Girl
Am I Cruel's?

...I'm just a teenage girl who is not good at controlling emotions that are always interpreted by everyone that I am a bad girl....

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Yara's forehead wrinkle just popped up as she went down the stairs about to have dinner, finding a middle-aged woman preparing food for her. Tumbens. Usually Yara will eat dinner alone without anyone accompanied because her father and mother continued it was always business.

Angel who was preparing the food smiled when she found Yara just standing at the end of the stairs. “Eh? Are you done with the job? Here eat first! Mama Masakin is special to you!” the door is full of twists.

Slowly, Yara sat down while still looking at Angel in wonder. He chose to take food and just shut up. Reluctant to ask and end up burying the question.

“Starting today Mama won't be coming home tonight again,” she said on the sidelines of her meal. Yara who was chewing turned her head towards him again. “Mama mutusin will meet you breakfast and dinner, mama does not want you alone again, Ra.” The complete answer that ended Yara's astonishment.

“Udah ordinary alone kok.”

Angel speechless. For some reason every talk with Yara felt like turning off the topic or making her interlocutor unable to talk anymore, but she knew that was how Yara was.

“Mama Denger earlier you fought again yes same temen you?” ask Angel carefully.

“Denger from where? From the teacher or mother of the dakjal's son who reports, nglabrak?”

“From Ezio.”

Yara. Since when did Ezio become a bucketman his activities on Angel?

After which, Yara nodded her head in response.

“Yara, Mama is worried about you. Mama doesn't want you out of school just because of your fights.”

“Dikeluarin also not papa kok.”

“Mama told you and please go to Delta so you are not out of.” Yes, the reason why Yara has never been expelled from school is because of Angel. Mama sankan is a donor at school, as well as having a relationship with the principal.

“Mama ...,” call Yara make Angel instantly sparkle happy because Yara called her ‘Mama’ back. “Mama Angel don't need to sell it.”

After finishing her dinner, Yara stood up to go back to her room. Before that, he turned around. “Give me dinner,” he said flat and back up the stairs. Angel only smiled faintly, still not expecting the word otu to come out of Yara's mouth.

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Hsschoolviraldong: NOT EVIL ANYMORE! NO SANE INII GIRL!

78876 likes

Yara saw that. An Instagram video reels are uploaded by the account with an anonymous admin. Video where he rampaged to slap and hit Genia and Lamia until both KO yesterday. Yara is not the type of girl who cares about social media accounts like this. Topics about him often appear on school instagram accounts made by students.

Such videos only appear on his homepage with thousands of likes and comments, without having to look for them. This time Yara clicked on the comment field, finding many people who tagged her account. Self-lataifying.

alfaryzann: crazy girl is crazy! I'm disgusted to see it!

eldioo09: wuih tumben viral!

aldenassy__: that girl again, I'm the boss of the cave

eritasyadil33: nasty bangettt lohh her brother likes to torture people! Pantes has no friends!

zygantar.aa: @ar.alana8 ahahaa, sure cave must be a demon drop!

eltianasyahara: it's a cwe who likes to torture Sekar ‘kan?

keylanaazaa: pst ga never educated tuh bc his parents

farasya12: swear yes girl trash cake she did not pantes my life anyway pray so that she perished on this earth

alfaryzann: @farasya12 aamiin

aldenassy__: @farasya12 amen!

contact us: @farasya12 aamiinnnn

Yara put her phone down roughly. His heart was as if it had been torn apart by thousands of daggers reading that. Thinking why he had to read those stupid comments that made his heart ache. Thinking if he was wrong he was angry when his parents were humbled. What was wrong in defending himself when his pride was trampled upon by others? Why is Yara always wrong in their eyes? Why is Yara always evil? And Yara would not have done all that if only someone else had not fished for her.

The girl's tears suddenly flowed without being ruled. Yara tried to beat her chest so she wouldn't cry. Rubbed his tears roughly without any sobbing at all.

Suddenly, the sound of her curtain-covered balcony glass door was knocked several times. He walked towards the balcony of the room in curiosity. When he opened it, no one was there. There was only a wind blowing through his white skin. The girl wants to close the balcony door.

However, he found a pink box at his feet. The girl frowned, deciding to open it. There is a colorful paper with writing.

Song Lift Me Up – Rihana

Yara was increasingly clueless with the writing on the paper. He turned it over and there was more paper.

Add I will in the beginning.

Rangkai said now!

He scrunched his forehead. Prank or not, somehow Yara even obeyed the words on the paper as if forgetting her sadness. Curiously, Yara immediately searched the lyrics of the song and composed the words according to the instructions. He looked for paper in his room and wrote it down.

I will lift you up

(I will lift you from the ground)

Hold you down

(Hugging you tight)

Keep you close

(Make you stay close to me)

Safe and sound

(No injuries and grievances returned)

Burning in the hopeless dream

(Burning in a vain dream)

I will hold you when I go to sleep

(I'll hug you when I go to sleep)

Keep you in the warmth of my love

(Making you to remain in the warmth of my love)

When I go, I will keep you safe

(When I leave, I will keep you safe)

About like that would be. Yara took the pink box again. Take the paper in it that still exists.

Have you read it?

Yara reads the lyrics of her song and returns to flipping the paper.

So don't feel alone, there I am

Even though I'm not next to you....

The more curious, the more Yara read the paper that seemed to have been arranged for her to read in sequence.

You're not evil, princess

You're not wrong

You just try to defend yourself

If there's anything, I'm ready to do it

Reading that, the corner of Yara's lips lifted. His heart warmed a little when he knew that there were people in the world who supported him. Last paper, he turned the paper over and was shocked to find out the name of the person inside the paper.

By Eliot's.

Yara ran straight to the balcony again. Trying to find out if the person who sent him this box is still around him. His eyes observed a person in a black jacket with an insignificant picture of an eagle whose face had gone jumping through the gate of his house. Disappeared from his sight. Well it's gone.

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The guy in a black limited edition varsity jacket with a picture of an eagle on his back put a pink box on the floor. He smiled before taking a slow breath.

Then he knocked on the balcony door before finally coming down to leave. Sorry, I had to lie to you, Ra.

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