I'M Late Loving You
9

In the morning, Caca Yang just woke up from his sleep. Step straight into the toilet.

After finishing, he went downstairs for breakfast

"morning" Caca said

" morning" her family said in unison

" want to have a princess breakfast" mommy said

"the same bread as chocolate milk is just a mom" said Caca

after finishing breakfast, Caca decided to go to school

" all I'm going to do is go first" said Caca

" heart at heart on the princess's path" her family said

"yes, assalamualaikum" said Caca

"walaikumsallam" his family said

a few minutes on the way, Caca finally arrived at school.

It turns out that right up to the school parking lot, Caca saw his best friend again with his best friend Devan.

Caca who saw Devan was there, it felt like he wanted to go straight to class. Every time he saw Devan, he always felt guilty and sorry.

" morning ca" said Tasya, breaking out Caca's daydreams and simply replying with a faint smile.

" mending to the canteen first yuk, said kan jamkos" said Dimas

" know where jamkos is now" Saras said

" oh, said the OSIS member" Dimas

" yaudah yuk" said darma

when they arrived at the cafeteria, they chose to sit in their usual place.

"you want what mesen" said Rizal

" you want pesenenin, tumben" asked darma

" just the name, you stay the mesen" said Rizal

"gue thinks he wants to go, just like him" said Darma, all nodding except for caca

" so why" asked darma

"it's breakfast" said Caca

"oh yaudah then, there's the mesan dar" said dimas

"sama you are" said Darma while drawing Dimas' hand

darma and Dimas Pun ordered food, and the others continued chatting.

" ca, are you okay" said Tasya, who had seen Caca silence

" fine" said Caca

" the growth is silent, the face is also rich not excited" said Saras, Caca only responded with a thin smile. I don't know why he is so lazy to talk so much. The mood is also not as usual.

" if there is a problem say ca, if we can help we will definitely help. At least your burden is reduced, even if we just love the solution" said Dian

" i'm fine" said Caca

Devan who had been observing Caca earlier, he saw a girl who had once been close to him. Now fitting has been rediscovered his nature changed. Devan who could not stand it, finally spoke.

"ca" said Devan, Caca who felt his name was called also looked to devan. And raised next to his brow, intending to ask what was the matter.

" can talk for a while" Devan said, Caca simply nodded in response.

Devan took Caca to the roofof, when he arrived at the roofof they sat down. And in a moment of silence no one started the conversation. Caca let out a sigh and he finally opened his voice.

" there's something to talk about" Caca said, leading Devan to look at her. And their eyes meet. Caca decided his eyes.

" why did you change" Devan said

"that's what it means" said Caca

" you used to be warm to me, but why are you changing now" Devan said, Caca only replied with a faint smile

" is it because you want us to keep from getting to know each other again, if that is so. I'll do it like I used to. Honestly, as much as I try, I still can't forget you. I know ca, you already know about my feelings. I know you realized it after I left first. But it's all your will I go, and you're normal after I'm gone. You also feel like you have not lost me. It turns out that right, in girl and boy friendship there is no way that no one falls in love with one of them" Devan said

" no I didn't lose you KA, I lost you who used to be there every day. You always bother me. You always make me smile and laugh. And as long as you know, after you're gone. I just realized that I love you. If I could turn back time, I wouldn't want to tell you to leave. And I don't want us to be like the old days who don't know each other" Caca said in his heart

Devan waited for Caca's answer who had been silent, He was still staring at Caca.He wanted to know, whether she loved him. Does Caca feel lost when he's gone. But Caca just kept quiet without answering.

Caca who felt in the same face Devan finally dared to look back at Devan and sighed before answering.

" one who returns again, until at any time will never be the same again Ka. You have a lover that you must take care of his feelings. There's no way you're just venting it. He's been accompanying Kaka all this time. Didn't Kaka think of his feelings, when he knew Kaka still loved others. Learn to love her. I'm not a good person for Kaka. I hurt Kaka with my words. No, Kaka should still have more feelings for me. Does Kaka not feel comfortable around him. Let Kaka feel again, how Kaka feels to me and to him. I'm sure Kaka is just obsessed with me. Please respond to her feelings. If you can't, Kaka better let go. Than Kaka hurt her. She and I are both women, I can't hurt another woman just because her lover is close to me. If Kaka still has feelings for me, we better not be as close as before. Honestly, I want to be as close to you as ever. But not by hurting another woman. If you don't love him, you better let go. He deserves to be happy. I didn't mean for your relationship to break with him. But he also deserves to be happy. Forget me if you still want to be close friends with me and make him happy. Or let him go let him be happy with the others. Because I don't want to make friends by involving feelings" said Caca, even though he was crying in his heart. After saying that, Caca left the roofof. Devan is still thinking about his words. Looking at caca's departure