I'M Late Loving You
7

after the canteen, Caca chose to go to the back garden of the school. Caca was thinking about what reason he would have answered had Devan asked him. Caca also does not want to see Devan who will always ask her the reason every time they meet.

Without Caca noticing, there was someone watching him from afar. And the man decided to get closer

"ca" called the man who had been staring at Caca

Caca was aware of his daydream, and he saw who was calling him. Caca thought no one would follow him. He just needs time alone to think about the problem that he thought was over. By telling Devan to stay away Caca thought it would all be over, it turned out that he was wrong. He and Devan are reunited at High School and Devan questions the reason why Caca told him to stay away.

" ca" called Devan once again, he only saw Caca who had been silent without answering his call

" what's wrong I ca, why do you hate me like this. If you want me to stay away. I've been doing it for a long time, but I don't know what the reason is. I was sad when we were okay. But your attitude and nature have changed. Has anyone else incited you to hate me. Please answer honestly ca, don't torture me like this. I can't forget you. Tell me I'm a stupid guy who still expects someone who never expected me to be around. Answer me ca, when you are happy with each other. I'll let it go, but you take it easy. I will always look after you from afar even if I can't have you. You must know about my feelings ca. Is this your reason, telling me to stay away because I have feelings for you. I need your excuse ca, why tell me to stay away. Please answer honestly ca" said devan while exhaling a rough breath.

Caca who had been silent before looked down finally ventured to look at Devan. Caca looked at Devan inside, they looked at each other and after waking up. Caca answered Devan's question. And they didn't realize the bell had rung.

"Sorry KA, I didn't mean to hurt Kaka. But all I want is for Kaka to be happy with the others. I had enough of Kaka first with me who always praised other guys to Kaka. Sorry I was being selfish. I'm sorry I can't be grown up. Forgive me for being insensitive to Kaka's feelings. Honestly, I wanted Kaka to leave, but after that, I wanted Kaka to always be by my side. The days we used to spend together. It seemed to disappear in an instant after I said that. I regretted telling you to stay away. I guess that regret is only temporary and will just disappear. But I was wrong, even that regret until now. If Kaka wants to know the reason. Sorry I couldn't tell her. Kaka shouldn't have kept Kaka's feelings the same as the person who hurt Kaka. No, Kaka should still be begging me for that reason. Kaka deserves to be happy, I don't want to hurt people like I used to. Now we can't be like you were, there's a distance we really have to keep" said Caca, who was crying regretfully,after that he left from the presence of Devan who was silent digesting Caca's speech earlier.

Caca went from the front of Devan to the toilet. Once in the toilet, she just cried. She wants to be as close to Devan as ever. But that's impossible if he doesn't want to hurt. Caca also has to keep a distance with Devan at the moment. Although devan is now again trying to make it close to Caca as before. Although Caca only considers Devan as Kaka.

" why do we have to be like this, if I could be an adult first. It's not gonna be like this. Why should this sick person love you KA. Why should I always give up. Why does destiny seem to not want us together. I gave up because I didn't want to hurt the people around me. I can't be selfish. I just want people around me to be happy. Even if I have to hurt you and hurt myself. I can't see people around me sad. If I was being selfish right now, many would even feel hurt by me. I'm sorry I always hurt you. I'd better give up and not hurt the people around me. Although I have to hurt you again and myself." Inner Caca

Caca sees himself being mirrored. He was confused as to what he should do now. He wants Devan. He loves Devan, he doesn't want Devan to stay away. He can't be selfish either.

Caca wiped his tears. After that he came out of the toilet and soon the bell went home

crane,, kring

Caca decides to be parking, he'll chat Tasya to bring his bag of parking. Just now Caca wants to call Tasya, suddenly his phone vibrates. And it turned out that Tasya called him.

Drttt,, Drttt

" hello" said Caca

" you where ca" said Tasya across the street

" right now, all of you please take my bag" Caca said

" yes" Tasya replied, after which immediately turned off the phone .

" all alone ca, the other mana" said darma

" it's still class" Caca replied

" you skipped ca, you didn't have a bag" Dimas said

"kepo" said Caca

not long after Tasya and the others came, they talked for a while. Until the end, someone came to them

"hai Devan" said the person, Devan who felt his name was called also turned his head to the side, he was holding a look at the person who had just come.

" Lo do this, your school is far away" said dimas

" i can't come here" said the man

" it's not okay, but it's far away. Usually Devan is there" said Darma

" i don't want to keep taking Devan. Once I'm here nyamperin him" said the man

" i go first" said Devan, who had been silent earlier, and immediately pulled the hand of the man gently

after Devan's departure, they were still equally silent. Until Saras finally asked.

" he's who the KA devan is" Saras said

"he's that"

" let Devan explain later" said Rizal who had been silent and immediately cut off Dimas' speech

Rizal doesn't want Devan like he used to. He doesn't want Devan to be shunned by the people he loves. Rizal cut the dimas because let Devan himself tell the story. Rizal also wants Devan to be honest when asked about them later. Rizal doesn't want devan like he used to. He wants Devan to be happy, with Caca's presence first devan can forget his sadness, but after Caca told him to stay away Devan was even destroyed. Rizal and Devan have been friends since childhood. So Rizal knows everything about Devan. How sad Devan was before the caca came, and how devastated Devan was when Caca told him to stay away.

After Rizal said so he decided to leave. The others also so. they left the parking lot and decided to go home to each other