I'M Late Loving You
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Devan POV

I am currently in the school parking lot, after I accidentally met twice with someone from my past. Yes Caca is a person I used to think of as special. But not for now. I thought that after that, I would never see him again. But I'm wrong, I'm one more school with him. And in the cafeteria my best friend asked me to join them at their table. At the other table, nothing is empty. I want to go home again in the parking lot. Honestly, I really want to be next to Caca like I used to be. But I realized, Caca never wanted to be around me. Even the words he said in the past are still clearly remembered in my mind. If he knew how I felt, he might hate me even more. I never knew why Caca told me to stay away and not even get to know each other. I really want to ask what that reason is, and is there still a chance for me to be able to fight for Caca like before. This feeling is still the same for the same person.

After that Devan decided to go to the car and chase Caca's car. She wondered why Caca told her to stay away. And what if that reason was clear to her. He will reconsider, whether Caca deserves him to fight or if he should let go. She was confused as to what now, her feelings were still the same.

After a few minutes Devan followed Caca's car, Devan was immediately gas-stamped to stop Caca's car. Devan got out of his car, and knocking on Caca's door told him to get out. After Caca came out, Devan and Caca both fell silent. Finally Caca opened the conversation first.

" what's up" said Caca asking devan awkwardly

"let's talk for a minute" Devan said

"sorry KA, I'm in a hurry" said Caca who wanted to get in the car, trying to dodge Devan. But Devan held Caca's hand.

" wait ca. I just want to talk to you for a second" Devan said

" if it's not important, it doesn't have to be" Caca said

Caca breathed a huff. He thought about what Devan would ask. The past tells her to be a stranger. Caca's daydreams unfolded as Devan asked her questions .

"what's the reason you told me to stay away" rich Devan

Caca immediately looked at Devan, he was confused as to what to answer. He wanted to be honest, but the logic he said not to be.

" c Please answer me" Devan said

" sorry KA, I'm in a hurry. The next time" Caca said, he got into the car without looking at Devan.

Devan looked at Caca in disbelief. He thought he'd get an answer from Caca. But he was wrong, and Caca tried to avoid it. Was he wrong to fight for Caca again. He can't lie about his feelings. He really loves Caca.

" i will fight for you ca. I also wonder what reason you told me to stay away. Want to get to when we are like this, it has been almost three years we have not been considerate. Honestly, I was sick when you used to always tell people about me. But I realized, I'm not who you are. You just think of me as a kaka. I shouldn't have expected it to you. If the edges you tell me to stay away" inner devan

Devan exhales violently while looking at Caca's car which is moving away and begins to disappear from his sight. Devan decided to get in the car. And continued on his way home.