I'M Late Loving You
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Caca is currently in her room with Tasya. Caca who was silent began to invite Tasya to talk, who had been playing his cellphone.

" you go to my house and you want something" said Caca

" yes, but if you're not ready to answer don't. I know it's your personal problem" Tasya said

" i'll answer your question" said Caca

" why did you stay quiet, like you weren't the real one" asked Tasya

caca breathed a heavy sigh

" i miss someone who used to be there for me, from his little attention to me, he always loves solutions when I have problems, and he always understands me. I used to think getting away from him was the best thing. Turns out I was wrong, a small concern that I used to think was unimportant. And now I miss that little attention. I know I'm wrong, even the word sorry can not necessarily treat his disappointment to me. The physical wounds may be gone, but I hurt her. Which until anytime can not be lost, and if discussed just a little, will definitely open again his wounds. I'm confused what to do now, the feeling of guilt always appears every day. And I really feel like I lost her" Caca said

"gue saranin anyway, you better apologize. And you give me the reason why you told him to stay away from you. I'm sure you wouldn't tell someone to stay away for no reason. I know you miss him, but you have to be brave to apologize and try to make peace with the past. Because here you are also wrong." replied Tasya

" i don't dare. I not only told her to stay away, but I also told her not to know each other anymore. And when I meet later I ask him to be a stranger. And he's obeying all my requests."Caca said while sighing heavily

" there's no way I'm sorry right now. I don't want to bother him anymore" said Caca

" Don't be selfish ca, you better finish everything and apologize to her. I'm sure you still have social media. You better start everything from scratch with the way you apologize and explain everything. Than you really more regret later on. I always support the best for you ca" Tasya said

" it's not that I'm selfish, but I really don't want to bother him anymore. And I'm also self-conscious, if I don't deserve him. Maybe this is just my guilt for him. Because I hurt him" said Caca

" yes, the guilt that comes into your life every day. I'm sure it's not just your guilty feelings to him. But it's a feeling that you really love him" Tasya said

" there's no way I love him, I just think of him as a big brother" Caca said

" not ca. Try you think, you feel lost to him and you also miss the attention-getting him. You also miss the presence of him who was always there for you and others. Don't deny what you're rasain right now ca, try to make peace with everything. Try you apologize, before she's owned by someone else. I know you must still be looking for him. And now when you start, someone will stop fighting when his struggle is not appreciated, just like he who stops fighting for you. While he was fighting for you, instead you told him to stay away. Ca don't be a stupid woman who releases someone who is really sincere, just for one reason that is not necessarily going to make you happy. And that reason even makes you regret later" Tasya said

" thank you, you always knew me. You never leave me when I feel really sad. Sorry if all this time I was too closed to you" said Caca

" ITS okay. We are friends ca, friends will not die his best friend. When her best friend was really sad. Friend will always hold his best friend when his best friend falls." said tasya