I'M Late Loving You
5

Arriving at home, Caca kept thinking about his conversation with Devan. He was confused as to what kind of explanation. He loves Devan more than a kaka. He realized that he had been wrong all this time to tell Devan to stay away. He began to feel everything when Devan really went to obey the will he had asked for. And he wants to be honest with Devan but not at the right time. Caca was also afraid Devan would stay away if devan knew his feelings. He also had to think about the feelings of someone who loved Devan more than him. He does not want to hurt people around just because his self is back close to Devan again. It is better for him to be hurt than to see the person he loves hurt because of him. But Caca also thought that Devan was also hurt by him. Caca was confused as to what kind of decision to make. If he shunned Devan would make someone loved happy and even hurt Devan more. If he's near Devan there's gonna be someone who's hurt. What Caca wants is just one that does not hurt the people around him. Caca knows he loves Devan. But all this time Caca always dodged her.

"what to do, God, I don't want to hurt the people around me. This choice is too difficult. I wanted to be around her, but I didn't want to hurt someone who loved her so sincerely. But if I were away from her she would be hurt, but maybe she would be given a better one than me. I'm sorry I hurt you. I'm doing this because I have a reason. If you know my reasons, please don't blame anyone. Because this is what I want. I don't want to hurt people around me. Even if I have to hurt you. Once again forgive me for not being honest with you." Caca's mind

Caca also woke up from his daydreams. He also decided to clean up. After cleaning Caca decided to take a break, he was too tired to think about the problem.

Didn't feel Caca had slept too long.not long later someone knock on Caca's door.

Tok,,,, Tok

" KA Caca "call dafi

" You open the door" said Dafi

" I opened the door" said Dafi as he opened Caca's door, which was apparently unlocked. And dafi who saw Caca again sleeping immediately woke him up.

" You wake up late, it's dinner time" said Dafi, shaking Caca's body to wake up

" yes, I'm awake" said Caca

" i'm downstairs yeah, Kaka's waiting downstairs for dinner" said Dafi

" yes later Kaka down" said Caca while walking to the bathroom, and dafi who came out of Caca's room.

after dinner, Caca and his family gather in the family room.

"What's going on about college is good and good" asked Daddy Caca

" good dad" said bang dirga

" princess and Ade how is your school whether there is a problem" Daddy said

" no dad" replied Caca and dafi

" if so you rest, tomorrow morning you have to move again. Do not get less rest. You'll get sick later" said mommy caca

" mom, Dad, Dafi, I'm going to go to the room first" Caca said

" yeah, you take a break from the princess" said mommy Caca

" ok mom, good night all" said Caca as she kissed her entire family. And gladly with his family.

" night to princess" said the Caca family in unison

then Caca went into his room. After reaching her room, Caca immediately put herself on her mattress.