I'M NOT YOUR DREAM
CHAPTER 01 First Day of College

At 07:00 I was getting ready. Shower, dress as elegantly as possible. Go to the bus stop. Sit over. Waiting for the intercity bus to stop.

Before, I'd never gone anywhere alone. I'm just a high school grad kid who's been gap year for a year. People say I'm a quiet kid. But I don't like their opinion. If others see Me silent, then I am not silent. When I see, I do not just see. When I hear, I don't just listen. Even if I love something, then I do not love. No one else will know about it, just me. Even the people closest to me, Dad, Mom, Brother, friends. All they know about me is a black nail for an ant. There are many secrets behind secrets.

“Cold ones... cold ones... ”. The voice of the hawker disperse the ideas that I will pour in my writing.

“Neng neng water? ”. One of the fathers thrust an aqua bottle in front of me.

“Sorry Pak”.

I never had the desire to go to college, because I would rather stay in a boarding school. Seven years I lived there. His life was very peaceful, there were no noises like at this stop. Then turn off the vehicle, the crowd of prospective bus passengers.

“Ayo Let's go in soon..passengers who will go to the city center immediately enter..... ”. The bus conductor shouted that prospective passengers of the bus to the city center immediately boarded. It made me angry a second time. First because of the Mrs of the seller, and second because of the bus conductor. Because of this, I lost my ideas for writing.

At boarding school, I love to write. From writing stories, real stories, to I've finished a novel. With writing, it is as if there is happiness in itself. I can tell you what's going on with me. The mood is getting more alive. I don't like to tell other people. To me, it's useless.

“Where are you going?.. ”.

“Eh, go to Bu” city center. I briefly answered the questions of the mothers who had just been sitting next to me. I with the gaze of the eye still leads to the screen gadget continues to write. Not paying attention to those mothers. The journey to the city center is long enough, so I use it for more useful things. Sharpens brain.

Almost an hour, the distance from the city center is near. I put the gadget in the bag. Then walk forward, tell the driver to be dropped off at my destination. Campus.

Arriving at the Campus courtyard, I immediately searched my classroom. “Busyet, already late”. I ran hurriedly towards the second floor of the Tarbiyah Faculty.

“Assalamu'alaikum”.

With a sigh I ventured to say my greetings. Apparently the lecturer has been in since half an hour ago.

“Wa'alaikum Salam. Login”.

My eyes swept across the room looking for an empty seat. In back.

“Good, because it's all present let's start the lecture activities in the morning today”.

I thought it had started earlier, it had just started. Inner me while exhaling a sigh of relief “Huft”.

“Because you are still new students, and today is the first day you sit in college, then I want you to go forward one by one introducing yourself”.

I really like the tone, style of language and the appearance of this lecturer is elegant. With makeup that is not too flashy to make his face look fresh with the age of about 35 years.

“OK apparently I will admire this one Lecturer”. My mind says so.