I'M NOT YOUR DREAM

I'M NOT YOUR DREAM
CHAPTER 05 Dear Myself


My days flow like water, they flow quietly. I enjoy the world of authorship so that occasionally up to twice a week I always publish the latest writing. For me writing makes me create a lot of inspiration, unique writings even though not as good as people out there. Because I don't have any close friends, I don't have a bestie if the kids call it now. So I prefer to update the story according to my way of life. Not only that, it does not mean I have no friends at all, but I do not like being too familiar with others. I don't think it's that I like to be bad at believing or not trusting others, but that one day we're ever close to someone until they know everything about us, until they know everything about us, it is precisely they who are able to destroy us as badly as possible. For that, I prefer to choose to keep quiet, keep my own secrets. Then if I think my mind is full enough, my chest is claustrophobic because it's too much chaos, I choose to write my story. It's more interesting and beautiful. Telling yourself by portraying the character to another character. In addition, I can create other characters.


It was late at night, I always slept the last among the other children who were in this boarding school. It is not a waste of time scrolling unimportant content, but continues to struggle to learn the world of writing. Strive for the better, even the best. At least if above the best there is still the best and so on, I've occupied the best among the good.


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“Khof, yes you are always the best”.


“Ah what the hell, I just exert all the abilities I have. There are still many other better friends”.


“You're always the best”


That morning, first class. My favorite lecturer in class brought me a course that I've only known for a few months. It's not easy nor is it too difficult, but I can too. Recently I found a gap in order to love that course.


My turn to the presentation was also some other group. I convey with wisdom, try my hardest, exert all my abilities to be able to understand and understand others.


“Okay friends my session for material exposure is finished, if there is less clear exposure can be asked or the opinions of friends who want to convey I open this discussion as wide as”.


“Bby, please Kak”.


“See the material that Kaka has conveyed earlier, what I want to ask is whether the lecture is important Sis? If at the end of the day also most students with cum laude values are still many who are unemployed, do not have a clear future, then what is the point of their lecture so far if it also does not guarantee your success?. That's all the questions from I Brother, thank you”.


“Thank you Kaka, very good question. Give a standing ovation dong for Kak Nadia”. The sound of applause filled my classroom which started to heat up.


“Before I express my opinion, I invite friends first to express his opinion on the opinion of Kak Nadia earlier”. My friends nodded respect immediately brandishing her index finger.


“Izin entered Brother, I assume that the lecture is very important because along with the times many things that We must understand which in the school days We were not taught at all. But in today's times children have run as fast as possible by themselves, while we Millennials must be able to balance the knowledge that exists in today's times. That's it from I Thank you”.


“Thank you, great opinion, friends. Give a lively Aplaus dong for Risma. Any other opinions or enough? ”.


“It looks like it's enough Brother, please now it's Kaka”'s turn.