I'M NOT YOUR DREAM
Chapter 11 The Sad Thing

At 04:30 I suddenly woke up from sleep. It feels like something painful is going to happen. I directly faced the mirror. Because it's my habit when I wake up. Not because I want to reflect, but I just like to tell stories with a mirror in the morning. I look at your face in the mirror. I don't know what's going to happen, my tears just want to spill. I went straight to the bathroom. Come marching on the next queue.

I was crying in the bathroom. I don't know why my conscience says I'm going to lose Nyai. I can't hold back those tears that keep pouring out.

“Halloo... Who's on the inside? ” Someone banged on the bathroom door.

“Iya”

“Don't be long Ma'am, this is still a lot of that on ngantri... ”. I forget that I cried in the bathroom for too long.

“Mbak did it anyway, look at the bathroom next to the one that came out already four times... ”.

“Iya Maaf”. I rushed to change clothes, went to ndalem to clean up as usual. When I arrived at Ms Nyai's room, my tears seemed to be unable to hold up anymore. My gut was always saying that Nyai's mom would be gone.

And right, not long after I finished cleaning, someone came crying hysterically by holding his phone.

“What's up Mom? ”

“Bu Nyai's... Nyai Bu... ”. He was so hysterical that he was unable to pronounce words perfectly.

“Bu Nyai why Ms...? ”. Mother's cry was getting hysterical when there was the sound of greetings from the direction of the mosque. Before He even finished his words. I seem to understand what's going on. I left the crowd to go to the room.

Eva came from the hospital shortly after. His body was limp, his eyes were puffy. I know his feelings at this time, He is one who is close to Nyai Bu besides Me. Maybe he also felt the same premonition as me from the past few days.

I hugged Eva. Strive to strengthen each other under these conditions. He seems to be getting limp and finally_.

“Eva... Va wake... ”. He's unconscious. Falling in my arms.

“Dek please help bring Miss Eva to ya” room.

The locals have come to each other. They all strengthen each other. Given the kindness of Bu Nyai, it certainly has an effect on them. They read the letter of yasin and tahlil together while waiting for the body of Bu Nyai to come.

A few minutes later Eva was awake, and she hugged me tightly. This was the first sad incident that felt so hard in my life.

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A few days after you were treated at the nearest Puskesmas, there was still no change. The doctor gave a letter of reference for the Father so that We take him to a more adequate Hospital. I who all day to look after the Father from the time of treatment at the Puskesmas to the Hospital.

A few days later began to look change, Mother had started to be able to move so decided to replace me to take care of the Father. I rejected it because I haven't had the heart with Mom who just recovered.