
At 02:00 in the morning at the boarding school.
I can't close my eyes. Seeing kids sleeping in their sleep feels like them. Sleep without burden, without any sense of wrong. As for me, I am still awake. Something was going through my head. Old Genesis.
I keep remembering. Even when I wanted to forget that incident for a while, it seemed like God would not allow it. A few years later, my memory closed to remember, but at night it returned.
Mbak Diyah, one of the boardroom school administrators cried as much as he could in the room, the sound of his crying was heard enough by other students who were still awake. They wonder at each other “What's up? ”, they no one knows the reason Mbak Diyah to cry like that. Mbak Imah who is the head of the boarding school just said “There is nothing. Everyone goes to the room and sleeps. No one will be able to stay up late until late night”. His words were always firm and authoritative. So that none of the disciples dared to argue.
A few days later, news of the incident began to spread. “Who the hell did it? so be anxious if gini”. Such words are often spoken by students in boarding schools.
A week later, all the students were gathered into one in the front yard of the boarding school. “Taste that, especially if ngelakuin do not think. Could be the perpetrator... Be your own snarl. I'm sure this must have met the culprit. You just calm down, all problems will finish”. Mbak Imah said to Mbak Diyah who has been more silent since the incident. Ma'am Imah, although in fact He also does not talk much, but due to the incident He joined in can be angry like other friends.
All the disciples had gathered in the courtyard. The trial is officially open. One by one the students are called, some are interviewing themselves. In a narrow room, provided with bottles of water that already have the amulet. The water will be given to all students at the boarding school. “If anyone is lying, then you just have to wait for time. Things you don't want will happen. So do not mess around, you live here the purpose of learning. Not even doing the no-no” thing. Exclaimed Gus Anam in front of all the Disciples who made them all look down in fear.
One by one the students were called, my thoughts arrived. I desperately held back the tension. Try to put your face as calm as possible. So that no one may suspect me.
The dag dig dug serrr.....
“Berani swear? ”.
Degs... “Why take the oath sih” umpatku in heart.
“Iya Gus”.
“Good You can get out”.
With that, my heart was a little relieved. Indeed, the question from Gus Anam was not much, but that was the entire Disciple had to give a statement that was not playful. The World Statement.
From that day on, my sleep began to be disrupted. Can not sleep quietly, starting to be haunted by fear if it is revealed. Because, at any rate we keep the carcass will definitely smell too. Every day the guilt gets bigger. I remember doing that act. Until I prepare the words if I am suspected, then I will make excuses for the defense___.
Srek... Srek...
“What's a Voice“