I Refuse To Become Scumbag In Tokyo
Then I'll help you

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Shishio then stands up, taking off his gym pants, showing his fist to Shiina, but unlike the normal harem protagonists or Sorata in the story, where they are quite flat on their bottom, the, when he shows his fist to Shiina, there is a huge bulge that cannot be hidden there, and let him remind everyone reading the chapter that he is not loud and *****he's in a soft state right now.

Although Shishio is a teenage boy and he is in puberty, which causes his hormones to be very difficult to control, it is difficult to treat Shiina as a girl, especially when her expression is so pure, she said, looking at him like a pure angel. He felt that if he showed a reaction then he would become a sinner, which is why he tried so hard to control himself.

After he took off his pants, Shishio looked at Shiina's reaction and felt a little surprised when he saw her in a daze, staring at her lower body. "Have you seen enough?" He was full of temptation when he asked this question.

Shiina was unsure, but she felt her face was extremely hot and somehow she understood the difference between a man and a woman, and at the same time, she also understood that Shishio's body was very good. He did not ask about ****** big* on his tipster, however, even though he had no common sense, he did not, that doesn't mean he's stupid and he also understands some of the differences between men and women, but.. .

"Shishio, are you difficult?" Shiina asked because she felt******* that was quite large.

"...." - ".Shishio fell silent and somehow understood his question. He shook his head and said, "No, I'm not loud."

"But I've heard that boys are going to be great when they're excited" Shiina asked.

"Well, mine is big, though not difficult," said Shishio simply, and at the same time, he wanted to know where this girl learned such knowledge before.

"....." Shiina blinked her eyes and somehow felt very confused.

Shishio sighed and said, "You should know that among girls there are those who have big and small chests, boys are also like that, some of them have ****** small and some of them have a big." She felt that she had to be straightforward when she spoke to Shiina, after all, this girl was still lacking in knowledge so she could not explain in a more polite way because she might not understand him, but somehow she really wanted to blame herself. when she explained it to him.

Shiina nodded and understood, after all, she also understood that some girls have big chests, and some girls have small chests, but she did not expect a man to be the same, either, but no one can blame her, however. , unlike female chests that can be easily seen through clothing,****men are hidden in their pants.

"So, is this enough?" Shishio asked again because he wanted to wear his clothes again, after all, even though it was spring, it was still very cold for him.

"Can you lie down on your bed?" Shiina asked.

"???" Shishio raised a question mark above his head, but he nodded and lay down on his bed.

Shiina then, without hesitation, followed Shishio and was about to straddle his waist, but his reaction was very quick, and he quickly stopped her by holding her waist before his butt touched his lower area. Even though she said that she couldn't treat this girl like a girl, she was still a pretty girl, and if she was really sitting in her lower region...

"What are you doing?" Shishio quickly asked and there was sweat on his forehead as he was a bit overwhelmed at that moment.

Shiina did not directly answer Shishio's question, after all as she held onto his waist, she felt an electric shock running through her entire body. He looked at his hand that was on his waist, holding it, trying to stop it, which caused him to ask, "Your hand."

"You can't sit on my waist," Shishio said and placed this girl on his bed. With her strength, it was very important for her to carry this girl, after all, Shiina was quite skinny.

"Why?" Shiina asked with a puzzled expression.

"*****me may be harsh," said Shishio with a flushed face. He knew that he could not lie and had to be straightforward, but still, he felt ashamed. He also let out a long sigh, wondering why he needed to say something like this.

"I don't mind," Shiina said and thought that Shishio was quite cute when she blushed.

"....."

Shishio wanted to say something but closed his mouth again. In fact, he wanted to say that there was a sleeping monster inside his boxer at that moment and if Shiina was not careful, then he would probably be eaten, instead, but he knew he couldn't say that. He took a deep breath, tried to calm himself down, then looked at Shiina. "Mashiro, you must remember that you must not say that. I know you may have a good opinion of me and I also care about you, but you also need to know that we have only met for the past few days. , our meeting is too short so don't trust me easily. I'm also a man and you're a charming girl, if you keep teasing me, then we'll probably do something we might regret in the future. "

"Is Shishio going to attack me?" Shiina asked as she looked at Shishio's face.

"...." - ".Shishio was at a loss for words and shook his head. "No, I'm just saying the fact that you're a charming girl, and you should be careful around boys."

Shiina nodded and said, "I'll just do this with Shishio."

"......" Shishio simply gave up. "Hurry, okay?" She might not be able to control herself if Shiina sat on her lower half so she moved it to her stomach. She could feel the ******softly which made her raise her eyebrows and know that her wishes were being tested at this time.

"Ms." Shiina nodded and sat on her stomach while watching from above. He touched Shishio's body again and said, "Your body is very good, Shishio."

"Hmmm..." Shishio twitched at the corner of his mouth and stopped the hand Shiina was about to touch***** it again. He tried to touch ***** it again, but he stopped it again, so he just gave up.

"Are you doing sports?" Shiina asked.

"I did Bajiquan," said Shishio simply.

"Bajiquan?" Shiina titled her head.

"This is a Chinese martial art." Shishio did not seem surprised by Shiina's reaction, after all, this martial art was extremely unusual.

Shiina nodded and asked, "Why did you learn it?"

"For me to be strong" said Shishio.

"Why do you want to be strong?" Shiina asked.

"For me to better protect my lover" Shishio said with a faint smile.

"..." - ".Shiina looked at Shishio for a moment then asked, "Then are you still learning?"

"No, I've stopped" Shishio said as he shook his head.

"Why?" Shiina was confused as to why Shishio had stopped.

"Like you, who has decided to get better at painting you by drawing manga." Shishio smiled lightly and said, "I am the same. I feel like I can't become strong enough just by practicing bajiquan."

Shiina was surprised but nodded in understanding. "Are you going to learn another martial art?"

"Yes, after all, Bajiquan is not a perfect martial art and has weaknesses as well, so I will learn martial arts that can complement this martial art," Shishio said. Even though he said that he did not intend to learn any other martial arts, rather he wanted to fight against someone strong, so that he could become stronger, so that he could become stronger, but there was no way he could say that to Shiina, right?

Shiina nodded, then after she touched her body, she looked at him and called out his name. "Shishio's."

"Hmm?"

"Can you arrest me?" Shiina asked.

"...." - ".Shishio looked at Shiina for a bit, opened his hand, and said, "Close."

"Ms." Shiina nodded and felt her powerful arms gently encircle her body. He felt his heart beating very fast and his body was very hot, but he might feel addicted. "Stricter." He could feel that the force around his arm was becoming tighter, it might be difficult for him to breathe, but even so, he did not want him to stop and wanted this to continue. He looked at her and saw that Shishio happened to be staring into her eyes. "Shishio..." She called out her name gently and looked at him with blurred eyes as if she was drunk at the moment.

Shishio quickly woke up when he heard his name being called. He quickly let go of his hand and said, "Let's stop here." He then quickly parted from her, turned around, and tried to calm her condition because he knew that she might do something irrevocable if she did not stop.

Shiina felt a little lost when Shishio let go, but at the same time, she understood why he said that the thing was big because he caught a glimpse of his hard object that somehow made her feel like her body was burning. He looked at his back and called out his name again. "Shishio's."

"Hmm?" Shishio was quite wary as he was afraid that this girl would ask him another strange request.

"Have you ever been in contact with ****?" Shiina asked.

"......"

Shishio turned around and nodded. "I have." He felt he could not lie to this girl.

Shiina lowered her head and asked, "...With your boyfriend?"

"No, I don't have a boyfriend" Shishio said as he shook his head.

Shiina looked up and asked, "Who?"

"A girl." Shishio looked out the window and inexplicably had his chest tight as he recalled that day. "By the way, you should go back now. It's very troublesome to explain to someone why you're in my room tonight." She then put on her clothes again, with her back to Shiina, but then she heard her voice again.

"Shishio's."

"Hmm?"

"Come in touch with ****."

"...." - ".Shishio frowned then turned his head, looking at Shiina who was looking at him. He then walked towards her, then flicked his forehead without hesitation.

"Ouch!" Shiina held onto her forehead and cried a little, looking at Shishio sadly. "That hurts."

"Just relax, it's still better than the regret you feel if you're really in touch**** with me." Shishio then crouched down, then raised his head slightly, looking into Shiina's eyes while holding both of her hands gently. "Mashiro, please promise me that you should not say something like that lightly."

"Why? You've done it with a girl, but why don't you do it with me?" Shiina asked like a child who was not allowed to play games by her parents.

Shishio sighed then asked, "Mashiro, do you understand what love is?"

"Love?" Shiina wanted to nod, but she shook her head, but then she frowned. He may understand, but he does not fully understand what love is.

"What you're doing right now is just a push." Shishio felt that regret so he did not want Shiina to feel the same feeling as he did. “When someone comes into contact***, they need to feel love for each other first. For now, I'm not sure if what you feel for me is love, encouragement, ****, or any other feeling, after all, we only met each other for a few days, after all, but one thing is for sure, we can't relate*** right now."

"When can we get in touch with ****?" Shiina asked.

"....." Shishio was stunned and asked, "Do you love me?"

Shiina thought for a moment and nodded. "I might."

"Maybe?" Shishio raised his eyebrows.

"I don't quite understand my feelings, but I know that I want to be with you," Shiina said gently.

"...." - ".Shishio wasn't sure what to say because he didn't feel the same feelings towards Shiina.

"Shishio, what about you? Do you love me?" Shiina asked gently, but her tone was a little tense.

"....." Shishio knew it might sound cruel, but he couldn't hesitate and said, "I don't love you, but I care about you." If he didn't care about Shiina, then he wouldn't stop her from contacting Sorata, after all, he didn't want to be dragged away by that bastard, but for love? He felt this was too early and he could not say such a thing to a girl he had only met for a moment.

"....." Shiina did not understand, but she felt her heart hurt making her want to run away, but when she looked at him, she felt very unwilling and decided to ask again, "Then.. .do you love others?" He wanted to know who made him fall in love.

Shishio hesitated, but when he saw Shiina's pure eyes mixed with sadness, he then said, "I might not be able to fall in love with someone right now."

"Why?" Shiina asked again gently, wanting to understand her more.

"I have to say goodbye to someone properly and before that, I have no intention of falling in love with someone right now" Shishio said, even though she has said that she wants to have a boyfriend or not. Not wanting to let go of Nana and Miu, she had no intention of doing both immediately. He still can't let go of his past, clinging, remembering his days with his girlfriend, family, and friends in his previous life. It might sound sad, but he can't throw away and forget his memories from his previous life so that he can live happily in his new life, right?

"Then I will help you. I will help you to say goodbye properly," Shiina said as she looked at Shishio, then patted his head, feeling it might make him better, after all, he felt better when he patted his head.so he would feel the same way, right?

Patting her head, Shiina could see the sadness in her eyes and she did not want to see it sad. He also did not know why, but when he heard the reason, there was a hint of relief and light appeared once again in his eyes.

"..." - ".Shishio fell silent, looked into the eyes of Shiina who was also staring at him without, looked away, and all she could see was that she really wanted to help him. He then smiled gently and said, "You should go back now. I want to sleep." He felt that he might not be able to control his emotions if he stayed here any longer.

Shiina nodded and took her drawing book and pencil, then walked out of her room, but before she came out, she stood in front of the entrance of her room.

"What's wrong? Did you forget something?" Shishio asked.

"Kiss," Shiina said.

"...A kiss?" Shishio was at a loss for words.

"Rita always kisses my forehead before I go to sleep" Shiina said.

"...You want me to do that?" Shishio asked indistinctly.

"Ms." Shiina nodded and asked, "Can you?"

"....." Shishio raised his eyebrows, moved his lips, and sighed. "The girl you mentioned is a girl, right?"

"Eh, she's a girl." Shiina nodded.

"I'm a man." Shishio was at a loss for words.

"I don't mind," Shiina said.

"......"

"Can you?" Shiina asked.

"Come closer." Shishio gives up, feeling that he is facing a little girl, rather than a normal girl.

Shiina nodded with a slight smile in her eyes as if she had won something then without hesitation she approached.

Shishio was right in front of his door, his hand gently raised Shiina's bangs, lowered his head, then kissed her forehead. He then patted her on the head one last time, then said, "Good night."

Shiina touched her forehead which was kissed by Shishio. She wasn't sure why, but she felt extremely warm, embarrassed, and various mixed emotions, but one thing was certain, she didn't hate these feelings. He gave her a smile and said, "Good night."

Shishio looked at Shiina's smile and could not turn away, then he saw Shishio slowly disappear from his sight then touch his face, wondering why he did all that before, after all, after all, even though she was like a little girl, they were the same age. He let out a long breath and felt quite complicated. He shook his head and decided to go to sleep because somehow, he wanted to calm himself down now that he knew that he had become a bastard.

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