I Want Forever

I Want Forever
Episode 17's


The marriage of Ayunda and Satrio in the 2nd year, there is no special celebration just a meal together as usual. Ayunda and Satrio also opened a small pulse conter business. Every morning Ayunda escorted Satrio to his mother's house, because Conter pulsanya in front of his mother's house.


There is nothing suspicious about Satrio's attitude every day. Until one day somehow Ayunda felt bad every time she saw her husband like hiding something.


Sometimes Satrio in the computer room is editing photos late at night while playing his phone (in 2008 the author's phone was an old Nokia antenna, reader)


Ayunda was a little suspicious, she always prayed to be given a clue what happened to her husband. Satrio's phone is always hidden, so Ayunda is difficult to find.


On Friday afternoon, Satrio was performing Friday prayers and Satrio forgot his phone stored in the storefront. Ayunda bravely turned on the phone and like in a lightning strike during the day there is an incoming message that says the name 'honey'. Then Ayunda opened it so that Ayunda could not endure the pain in her heart.


"Yank, charge dong. " Fill the message.


Ayunda could not believe her husband was cheating on her and it hurt like he was pierced by thousands of sharp swords.


Satrio finished Friday prayers, and Ayunda pretended not to know. But the pain in his heart was unbearable, Ayunda shed tears when she saw Satrio enter the room and was heard by Ayunda Satrio was calling.


Verily Ayunda's heart was torn to endure such a painful pain. Then Ayunda saw Satrio sleeping and his phone was somehow stored where.


"Yes, strengthen me. " Gumam Ayunda with a soft look.


Ayunda wiped away her tears that she could no longer bear. In the past when still dating Satrio never cheated, but why after marrying Satrio had the heart to play fire behind Ayunda. Ayunda held back her cries.


At night Ayunda just silently watched Satrio's unusual movements, Satrio went after Maghrib. Ayunda hopes Satrio remembers their love struggle to get the blessing of both parents.


But it seems to be in vain, Satrio is in love. Ayunda clean up conterny because it's night and will close. Then Ayunda heard Satrio's cell phone ringing and then Satrio left without saying goodbye to Ayunda.


Ayunda just let out a long sigh, the pain was simply unable to bear anymore


Like burning and pierced by thousands of thorns.


"Yes, strengthen your servant. " Murmur Ayunda.


A few hours later Satrio came and saw the Ayunda counter closed. Ayunda who sat while waiting for Satrio still shed tears.


"Let's go home. " Said Satrio.


Ayunda moved her legs and sat behind Satrio with eyes that kept shedding tears.


"A, Ayang wants to ask something to Aa. " Said Ayunda in the middle of his journey on the bike.


"What's? " Task Satrio.


"Who's sending the message on Aa's phone. Yank the pulse. " Tanya Ayunda was crying.


"Who? " Ayunda firmly.


Satrio just kept quiet, he knew he had hurt his wife. He chose to be quiet while focusing on driving the motor.


"So when there was a phone call Aa went straight away, huh. Why would you lie to me. " Said Ayunda.


Arriving at the house Satrio was still silent and Ayunda went into the room with a heart that was so crowded. Ayunda cried in the room she hugged a pillow and fell asleep.


Satrio was still in silence, then he saw his wife asleep and Satrio slept beside her and hugged Ayunda from behind.


"I'm sorry I may have hurt you, Ayunda. " Said Satrio who kissed Ayunda's forehead. Satrio slept with Ayunda.


The next day Ayunda's attitude was normal, as usual they were both ready to go to open the counter.


"Hmmm. " Ayunda did not answer. Then Ayunda kissed her husband's hand upon reaching Conter.


Ayunda's heart felt sore and his mind was not careless. She looked at her husband who had moved away from her.


"Aa will meet the woman? Yes, Alloh strengthen me. " Said Ayunda with a soft word.


At night Satrio came and he saw Ayunda was busy chatting his friends village while playing guitar. Geri, Kalif, Danu, Ayunda via Satrio motorbike in the parking lot next to the counter. Ayunda approached Satrio and went straight inside


"Tonight we sleep here huh, Yank. " Said Satrio.


"Yes. " Answer Ayunda flat.


For some reason despite the pain, Ayunda could not hate Satrio. I want to think Ayunda knows who the woman who has damaged her household.


Ayunda still remembers the struggle to get the blessing of both Satrio and Ayunda's own parents. Remember the difficult times when it comes to selling red guava on the roadside, praying and sleeping in the emperan. Ayunda tested tears remembering it all.


"Aa has eaten? " Tanya Ayunda sat next to her husband.


"You hungry? We buy the fried chicken we used to buy. " Said Satrio.


"Hmmm... Be able. Aa want what? "


"Ati ampere, tempeh is equally know, Yank. " Said Satrio. Ayunda smiled to serve her husband.


"Well Ayunda go first, Yank. " Sayunda said, who took the keys and the money and left Satrio.


Ayunda takes a deep breath she loves you so much Satrio, but does Satrio love her? The question always comes to mind. If Satrio loves him there is no way he cheated on and wished Ayunda love.


"Well... " Ayunda breathed a rough breath into the air while waiting for the order to come.


"Tomorrow I'll take note of her cell phone number, I'll tell her later if she's ruined my household. " Bin Ayunda who daydreams in the food stall.


After the jam Ayunda back kw Conter and eat with her husband. There is a sense of happiness in the heart of Ayunda to see the togetherness with the husband. It is a pleasure that Ayunda should always be grateful for.


"Yank, we'll be tonight... " Satrio lowered his eyebrows.


"Yes, my dear, I'll finish this I'll get my husband ready. " Ayunda said with a sweet smile.


Cup


Satrio kissed Ayunda's forehead for a long time. Ayunda can also feel Satrio's deep love for Ayunda.


" Have finished the meal, A. Let's go back first. " Said Ayunda who brought the dishes used to eat into the kitchen of her mother's house.


"May Allah protect my husband. " Inner Ayunda.


After Ayunda and Satrio closed their counters shoulder to shoulder. Then after everything has been settled Satrio and Ayunda do their rights and obligations as husband and wife.


Their long night was at the not-so-luxurious counter, the walls were just gribig.


Although her heart endured pain and tightness, Ayunda as a wife was entitled to the husband and obliged to serve the husband.


I don't know why it still hurts. What's wrong with Ayunda when Satrio cheated on him? What's that woman's face like? Is more beautiful than her.


"Huff... " Ayunda was still awake after performing her duties as a wife. Ayunda continued to think about why Satrio had a crush on her.