I Want Forever
Episode 21

Ayunda more and more excited, Dedy always call and give encouragement to Ayunda. Dedy finally declares his love for Ayunda.

"Deans.. I don't know how ya. " Said Ayunda.

"What's wrong? " Tanya Dea.

"A Dedy turned to me if she likes me, how is this. " Ayunda.

"Well... Whahuh? " Dea could not believe that her best friend was close to her sister's friend.

"Kaleee, De. " Said Ayunda patting Dea on the shoulder.

"When did you meet? " Tanya Dea.

"When it was right there with you, A Dedy asked for my phone number. And he gave me a lot of encouragement. " Ayunda.

"It looks like you owe me the same story about your relationship with Dedy. " Said Dea grinning.

" Hmmm... I'll tell you everything, now what should I do? A Dedy take me out. " Said Ayunda.

"Well, what time is it going? " Tanya Dea.

"Tomorrow Sunday morning at 9. " Answer Ayunda.

"Yes, it's been going, the week can close the counter. " Said Dea.

"It's not a matter of counters, but I have a husband and A dedy will know. " Said Ayunda.

"Whose husband? Having a husband will always be there every day. " Said Dea.

"Satrio is still my husband, Dea. " Say Ayunda.

Ayunda loved Satrio deeply, both physically and physically, but with her belief that Satrio would turn into a better husband.

"You have hurt his mind, his physique but still defend him. " Said Dea.

Dea is the only friend who knows everything about Ayunda's life, although Dea is the wife of Geri's best friend as well but her closeness to Dea widens a friend. Dea is always there when Ayunda is difficult, sad and likes.

"Honest to your heart, Yunda? " Tanya Dea.

"A Dedy made me feel good, and she made me forget my pain in Satrio. Satrio is my husband, Dea. " Said Ayunda.

"The Satrio doesn't deserve your love, Ayunda. You have to solve this problem well lest you regret it. The wound that only Satrio gave. " Said Dea.

"Satrio was my first love. " Said Ayunda.

"But he was the first to inflict a wound on your heart. " Said Dea.

"That's it, don't talk about it. So what do you think? Did I have an affair with A Dedy? He looks like Ariel Peterpan. " Said Ayunda chuckled.

"Well, if that makes you comfortable with Dedy. " Said Dea.

"Who met Dedy? "

"not yet. Only if the phone calls he wants to see me. " Said Ayunda.

"Oia, when did you start teaching at PAUD? " Tanya Dea.

"Tomorrow starts to fuss, De. " Said Ayunda who will serve to teach children as his ideals when he was a child.

At night as usual Dedy will call Ayunda to give advice and encouragement, not to forget Dedy also pay attention to Ayunda such as telling him to eat and pray. Ayunda felt Dedy's attention was so sweet, she never felt the moment with Satrio.

After Ayunda spoke with Dedy Satrio came and entered the counter owned by his wife. Satrio saw Ayunda sitting while watching TV.

"Luckily the call from Dedy was finished" murmured Ayunda.

"You why? Don't like your husband coming? " Task Satrio.

"Tumben here, Ayunda doesn't understand Aa. If Aa needs inner needs Aa comes here, but when Aa does not need Aa not at all come here. Aa's wife's procrastination is not just a satisfaction of **** Aa. " Said Ayunda with teary eyes.

Satrio silently did not say a word, Satrio felt guilty for his wife who had hurt his heart and soul as well as his feelings.

" Ayunda, you are still my wife. I'm sorry for hurting you. "Batin Satrio who also did not want to separate from Ayunda.

" Have you eaten? " Tanya Satrio opened the question when he saw his wife was silent while watching TV.

"Already, if Aa wants to eat let Ayunda buy it. " Said Ayunda who is still attentive, although the man beside her has incised many physical and inner wounds but he is still the husband of the lawful religion and state.

"Aaren't you hungry, will you sleep here? " Task Satrio.

"Yes, can. Let's sleep Ayunda is sleepy. " Said Ayunda who held Satrio's hand towards her room.

Ayunda realized that she had betrayed her love for Satrio by cheating, but it is undeniable that the love for Satrio seemed to disappear since he knew Dedy.

In the morning Ayunda was ready to leave to teach PAUD near his home. Satrio smiled seeing his wife look very beautiful with her hijab.

"Ayunda is leaving, A. " Said Ayunda who kissed the back of her husband's hand.

"Yes, let my counters take care. You careful. " Said Satrio.

"Aren't you leaving? " Tanya Ayunda's.

"Hmmm.. No, but Aa will go home first. " Satrio.

"Ohh yeah. " Anjay answered flatly. Ayunda knows where her husband is going, will definitely meet the woman. Ayunda just silently felt her heart ache.

"Whether I care, he wants to go with that woman or not is not a problem for me, now I have A Dedy. " Murmam Ayunda who was about to get out the door.

"Ayunda is leaving, A. Assalamu'alaikum's chat. " Say Ayunda.

"Wa'alaikumsalam's chat. " Reply Satrio.

Ayunda walked on foot, because the distance where she taught was close to her mother's house. And the conter is in front of his mother's house.

"Let's get your Ayunda excited, lose your love for Satrio. " Sayunda's heart encouraged herself.

Arriving at school Ayunda seemed to forget about his heart problem with Satrio. Ayunda is very happy and entertained with cute children and Ayunda focuses on teaching. Suddenly his phone rang and Ayunda saw the incoming message, with a happy heart and his own smile reading the contents of the message.

"The morning spirit, unfortunately Aa. " The content of the message sent by A Dedy makes Ayunda like a child who is in love again.

"Thank you A. " Reply reply to Ayunda's message by giving a smile.

Ah.. Ayunda never stopped smiling with Dedy's treatment that he never got from Satrio. The man has changed since having an affair.

"Why, mom? " Ayunda asked her friend who was sitting next to Ayunda.

"There's nothing, ma'am. " Answer Ayunda.

"Oia later Ayunda's mother who holds class B is absent and this is the name of her children. " Said Yani's mother Ayunda's friend.

"Ready mom. " Said Ayunda smiling.

The day was already noon Ayunda came home he saw Satrio sitting in front of his center with a smile to see Ayunda coming to him.

"Assalamu'alaikum, A. " Sapa Ayunda who kissed the back of her husband's hand.

"Wa'alaikumsalam, tired? " Task Satrio who looked at his incoming wife and sat on the sofa near the storefront.

Satrio came in and sat beside him, Satrio looked at his wife with a sweet smile. Ayunda just remained silent and immediately laid his body on the carpet and immediately fell asleep because he was tired. Satrio rubbed Ayunda's hair and kissed her forehead.

"Why can't I hate you, A? " Task Ayunda to herself. Unknowingly, Ayunda's tears dripped out of her eyes.

Love is this sick if I love you so much and immediately I try to hate you but I can't.