I Want Forever
Episode 30's

Ayunda again felt the pain in her heart, knowing that her husband was reconnecting with Novi, the woman's name. The woman who had become Satrio's mistress.

Ayunda endured the pain, and just kept silent not knowing how. That night Ayunda found out in his mind, Satrio must have just met his dark lover. But Ayunda was normal, if his anger then and now can not stop it or change it. Let the whole SWT change it.

"You why? How is the food not eaten? " Tanya Satrio who saw Ayunda just ruffled the food.

"Ayunda you know, is she still in touch with that woman? How long will you lie to Ayunda? Huh.. " Tanya Ayunda who felt heartache. Satrio held Ayunda's hand and held it.

"I'm sorry, Ayunda. " Said Satrio.

"If you still love her, please marry the woman and let go of Ayunda. " Sayunda said with tears.

"I don't know, I don't want to let you go. I love you so much. " Satrio hugged Ayunda's little body. Ayunda rebelled and could not hold back her tears.

Now his cry broke and Satrio still hugged Ayunda's body and rubbed her back. Ayunda continued to cry and Satrio who felt that he had hurt his wife only said sorry and sorry.

"I'm sorry, come on. " Satria said, stroking Ayunda's hair.

"Until when? Ayunda can't take it anymore? " Said Ayunda looking at her husband's face.

"I know I hurt you, but I honestly don't want to part with you. I'm too scared to lose you and afraid you're going away from me. He's nothing compared to you, he's never loved me patiently, he's betrayed me. Maybe this is what God gave me, I hurt you and he hurt me. I felt what a deep heartache felt like. " Satrio wiped away the trail of tears on his wife's cheek.

"meaning? " Tanya Ayunda doesn't understand.

"It turns out that he's behind me secretly in touch with other men. Scolding myself, scolding myself harshly. Whereas you never once scolded me, cursing myself harshly. I've let go of her and I don't want to let go of you. " Satrio looked at the wife's face.

"Have you seriously finished it with that woman? " Tanya Ayunda and Satrio nodded slowly with a smile.

"I'm sorry.. Sorry may not be enough to heal the wounds in your heart, but I will try to heal the wounds in your heart. " Said Satrio

Ayunda smiled and hugged her husband tightly. Satrio kissed Ayunda's head. Still in Ayunda's heart is it true that her husband has finished dealing with the woman?

"May what you say be true. " Inner Ayunda.

The next day Ayunda prepared the needs of the husband to be ready to run his job as a freelance photographer. Ayunda also prepared her husband's clothes, before leaving to prepare her husband's clothes to be worn.

Ayunda saw her husband enter the room with a towel wrapped around her waist. Ayunda helped rub her back and hair. Satrio smilingly looked at his wife, then hugged and kissed her. Ayunda's hands were coiled around the bend of her husband.

The kiss deepened, so Ayunda was out of breath.

"It's noon, let's quickly put on his clothes. I'll be late. " Said Ayunda smacked her husband's chest softly.

Ayunda is no longer selling because her mother's house has been sold. The house is a will and the family of his father, his brother asked for money from the distribution of the proceeds of the house. And Ayunda focused on teaching, because it was his ideal.

Satrio is ready and the equipment for the photo is all Ayunda prepared. Satrio set off to deliver Ayunda first, because today is a wedding photo so Satrio deliver Ayunda first. So Ayunda left in the morning.

At school Ayunda teaches children with sincerity and so happy. Because almost 2 years have not been in the gift of children, the more Ayunda misses the figure of a child. But all the will of Allah swt and Ayunda believe that sustenance, death, the soul mate is already there to regulate. Yes maybe the child is the sustenance that Ayunda and Satrio have not yet obtained. Maybe the other sustenance Ayunda and Satrio have, have many nieces that are funny, healthy and the husband who has returned to him is the sustenance that Ayunda got.

Home school Ayunda walk to his mother-in-law's house, because Satrio did not want to separate his own house. Satrio was still unable to separate from his parents. Ayunda walked and reached the house she was greeted with her adorable nephew, Aryo more round and her cheeks more and more bulky.

"Assalamu'alaikum. Uluh more and more puffed up si dede. " Said Ayunda who hugged the toddler. The mother beside him just smiled. Her stomach is already swollen, because she is pregnant again.

"Attet... Atet.. " Call Aryo to Ayunda who enters the room to change clothes.

"Yes, honey. Aunty change clothes first. " Said Ayunda who kissed her cheek.

"Bun, Aryo, call auntie atet.. " Said Ayunda who came out while holding Aryo.

"Heheh... Though I have been taught the same name I called aunty correctly. " Answer the Mother who chuckles.

"But funny the bun, call Satrio aja catfish. " Said Ayunda who also chuckled with anxiety with his bangs.

"Yes, too, j. " Said Mother Aryo who laughed.

Finished chatting with her niece and sister-in-law, Ayunda went into the break room. He opened sosmed on his phone (Year 2009-2010 not yet android phone but can FB yes reader). Reading one by one the status of his friends, even Ayunda saw Satrio post something on his sosmed. Ayunda smiled when she saw her husband's post and clicked on it.

Then Ayunda sent a message to her husband and they sent each other a message like they were still dating. There used to be no means of communication when far away, now Ayunda sends a message. In the heart of Ayunda loved her husband, a love that was always there when difficult, sick and happy. Ayunda felt Satrio was the first love he felt, never expecting his love to dock with an angry and tempramental Satrio.

The time almost showed at 5 pm, Ayunda was decorated to welcome her husband. Ayunda smiled when she heard the sound of her husband's motorbike in front of the house. Ayunda with a smile welcomed her husband's arrival.

"Capek, huh? " Tanya Ayunda helped bring the photo tools inside.

"Little bit. " Answer Satrio.

"Would you take a shower or eat? " Tanya Ayunda helped her husband take off his clothes.

" Bath first smells of sweat. " Said Satrio who walked towards the bathroom and Ayunda gave Satrio a towel.

While waiting for Satrio to take a bath Ayunda prepared food for her husband. Today Ayunda cook chicken soto for her husband, it's really happy Ayunda continues to review the smile because her household is good - fine. But Ayunda did not know that the exam would always come into his household.

Satrio finished bathing and dressed casually, and Ayunda fed her husband and they told each other about the morning activities. Satrio told a story that made Ayunda seriously look at her husband. Likewise Satrio, behind her husband's tempramental Satrio is a man who is patient, humorous and a good leader's soul. The afternoon conversation today was joking and chirping each, which made Ayunda love her husband even more.