I Want Forever
Episode 20's

The days continued to change the moon, Satrio still continued to play fire behind Ayunda. One day Satrio and Ayunda had a big fight and all the goods were broken, Ayunda was not only his heart But his physique was already hurt Satrio.

Ayunda went home to her mother's house, with a broken heart Ayunda came home with an angkot. Inside the angkot Ayunda held back her cries.

Ayunda's heart was really broken, when the marriage like this was a very hard test for Ayunda.

"Well, if Satrio is your servant, give him your guidance, straighten the way and give him guidance from You so that he may become Your obedient servant. And if Satrio is not my soul mate then strengthen me. " Inner Ayunda who secretes clear liquid on her cheek.

Ayunda has arrived at his mother's house, he walks gontai while carrying a bag containing his clothes. Ayunda wants to cry but Ayunda does not want to make her mother sick. As hard as Ayunda tried hard and strong to undergo all these tests, Ayunda was sure that her husband Satrio would change.

"Assalamu'alaikum, Ma. " Sapa Ayunda when he entered saw his mother folding clothes.

"Ayunda, why baby? " Tanya mama who saw Ayunda immediately hugged her mother.

"Ayunda wants to sleep here, okay? Satrios... " Said Ayunda whose cries instantly broke.

"Patience, this is a test. " Said the mother who rubbed Ayunda's back.

Ayunda wiped her tears. Ayunda went into his room and immediately laid down his body. Tears began to fall on her cheeks, Ayunda finally cried with her hands to hold her back from being heard by her mother.

Ayunda did not expect his marriage with Satrio would be like this, tested with the presence of a third person. Ayunda still hopes that her husband will change and Alloh SWT will provide guidance that will make Satrio love Ayunda more.

Satrio was Ayunda's first love and Ayunda's first deep pain. Ayunda enjoyed his own days, no longer thinking about Satrio. His days are entertained with his friends who always accompany him every night.

"Mba Yunda, how come you daydream? " Tanya Dea passed by in front of the Ayunda counter.

"Hi, De. " Ayunda.

"Mba, want Ayunda not to know the friend of Dea's sister, he's a smart person to guess the contents of the heart. The guy's smart, huh? "

"I don't believe the same, De

" Said Ayunda.

"We don't have to believe, just lighten our load to be calmer. " Said Dea.

"You wanna come with me? It just so happens that Dea is going there. " Said Dea.

"When? " Tanya Ayunda's.

"Tomorrow, don't daydream. " Said Dea.

"Hehehe.. " She just laughed crisply.

"Jaudah, Dea come home. "

"Where's daffi? " Tanya Ayunda asked the twins who made you feel happy.

"Who's home, yuk home? " Take Dea.

Then Ayunda and Dea went in tandem to the house of Dea. There Ayunda saw the twins playing, Ayunda smiled looking at the twins.

"Ade, come with Yunda's mother. " Take Ayunda who widens her arms to embrace her. Then Daffi approached Ayunda who asked in his carrier, as well as Daffa who wanted to come along.

"Yes yes, you can go with everyone. " Said Ayunda whose pain because Satrio lost immediately saw the foster child.

"Dea, I'm taking the twins forward huh. " Said Ayunda who took the twins walking.

"Eh, I don't have to come along yet to eat. " Said Dea who pulled Daffa's hand and carried him. And Daffa was crying, feeling that he was not invited by Ayunda.

"It's ma'am, arrange it.. " Said Daffa who cried.

"Later with mom, I'll eat first. " Said Dea. Ayunda smiled and then sat down while rubbing Daffa's hair.

"Yes, Yunda's mother is waiting for Daffa to eat. Hm.. " Tell Ayunda made the boy quiet.

"Want to eat too? " Tanya Ayunda and Daffi nodded.

"Damn.. Dede ate, ma'am. " Answer Dea.

"Gery where, De? " Tanya Ayunda's.

"Regular, mba. "

Then Dea told Ayunda about his family's problems, it turned out that Dea's problems were harder and heavier. Ayunda was still grateful that God gave him the test of life like this. Dea's words made Ayunda stronger despite her heartache.

The next day Ayunda and Dea went to the house of Dea's brother's friend, Mas Tomi. There are many friends of Tomi's brother Dea.

"Assalamu'alaikum, Ma. " Whoa Dea, Ayunda just kept quiet and lowered her head.

Dea recounts Ayunda's problems and everything that happened with Ayunda. There was a man staring at Ayunda and smiling at Ayunda.

"Mba, it's called Mas Dawn. " Said Dea who awakens Ayunda from her daydream.

"Oh yes. " Tell Ayunda who went inside.

"Is there a picture of her husband? " Tanya Mas Dawn.

"Satrio's name? " Tanya Mas Dawn again and Ayunda nodded slowly.

Then Ayunda was like a person who was in prayer and his head was held on the shoulders of Ayunda and then immediately tears dripped from the cheeks of Ayunda.

"What do you feel? "

"It hurts like a sword. Hix... Hix... " Answer answered the crying Ayunda.

"Cry so that you may calm down. " The Word of Dawn.

" Why Mba Yunda, Mas? " Tanya Dea.

"It's okay, he just hurt his heart. " The Word of Dawn.

"It was because her husband pierced Ayunda's heart with thousands of nails in her heart, that she felt a deep pain. " Said Dedy Mas Fajar's.

"Ooh... " Answer Dea.

Ayunda finished crying Ayunda was given a drink and already felt calm heart. Ayunda sat leaning against the wall facing out of the way. His heart was still very painful but not like before.

"Still sick? " Tanya Dedy's.

"Little, Mas. Thanks though. " Said Ayunda smiling.

"My name is Dedy. " Those who introduce themselves.

"Yund. " Reply Ayunda who smiled.

"Can I ask for the hp. " Said Dedy who pulled out his phone.

"May 081***********. " Ayunda mentioned her mobile number.

"Thank you, try to calm yourself a lot of reading sholawat and istighfar. Because we are like puppets that are being played by the puppeteer. So whatever the mastermind did, we can't refuse. " Dedy said advising Ayunda.

"Thank you, Mom. " Say Ayunda.

"We go home, Mba. " Take Dea.

"Come, thank you all. " Pamit Ayunda then left the house.

"How now? " Task Dea in the middle of her ride on a rickshaw.

"Slightly good and was given advice by, hmmmm... What is his name I forgot. " Said Ayunda.

"Mas Dawn. " Said Dea.

"Not who was talking to me. " Say said Ayunda thinking about it.

"Ooh... Mas Dedy was Mas Fajar's son. " Said Dea.

"Yes he gave me a lot of advice, and I felt at ease listening to him. " Said Ayunda.

In the evening Ayunda sat while watching television on her counter, suddenly her phone rang the sign of the incoming phone. And Ayunda doesn't recognize the new no.

"Assalamu'alaikum, China. " Whoa somebody there.

"Wa'alaikumsalam, sorry who's this with? " Tanya Ayunda who saw her no. was unfamiliar.

"I'm A Dedy we met this afternoon. " Said Dedy.

"Ooh.. Mas Dedy, how is it? " Tanya Ayunda's.

"How is he doing now? " Tanya Dedy.

"Hmmm... A little quiet, Mom. " Answer Ayunda.

"Don't call me Aa, neng. " Said.

"Yes A, thank you for keeping me calm. " Answer Ayunda.

"What matters is a lot of sholawat yes, neng. And remember our lives have been arranged. " Said to give the spirit to Ayunda.

"Thank you, A Dedy. " Ayunda.

"Yes already, neng rest yes, take care of your health and do not forget to eat. " taught.

"Yes thanks. Assalamu'alaikum A. " Said Ayunda decided on her phone.

Ayunda felt her life was so calm, the pain was a little lost. Dedy gives her a little passion and attention to Ayunda.

Every morning Dedy awakens Ayunda to prayer and recite the Quran.

"Yes, this man is so good, he guided me to be good. " Gumam Ayunda after he finished communicating with Dedy.

With a smile Ayunda started the morning activity with vigor and no longer thought of Satrio. Dedy also often sent him messages just to remind Ayunda to eat. Ayunda was very flowery to read it, it turns out that there was more attention to her life than her own husband who somehow and how was reported.