If Love is not Angry
Chapter 46's

Ze's gone! Oma's cry did not stop even though half an hour had passed. The girl was determined to leave the house while some people in the house were still asleep. Fierce quarrels that occurred to Saka and Airin brought the man to touch a drink, drunk until four in the morning, beru asleep on the sofa of his study.

When he woke up, Saka's head hurt so much, as if a hammer hit hard to make him fall back onto the sofa while trying to get up.

The hour hand showed at 10 a.m. He remembered the fight that happened last night. Suddenly flinched while remembering Ze. He came to the girl's room last night, wanting to apologize for Airin's attitude, all at once, Saka wanted to say his heart. He was now convinced that he really liked Ze, more than he imagined.

However, Ze seems to have gone to sleep, having repeatedly knocked on the girl's room, remaining unopened. Saka finally returns to his study, deciding to have Ze talk tomorrow.

"Dead, have you seen Ze?" Saka who staggered, approached the servant, but due to the excruciating pain, Saka chose to sit on the sofa instead.

"Ze's? He's gone, sir," replied Wati still waiting for any more questions from her employer that she needed to answer.

"Where to?" continued Saka, the man's guess was the most to the market.

"I don't know, sir," replied Wati honestly. She did not know where the girl was going because she did not tell anyone where she was going.

Through her finger, Saka gestured for Wati to leave. His head was again hit by pain that made him fall back even unconscious.

Airin was the first to find Saka unconscious until she was rushed to the hospital. Airin's shout made the new Oma wash her face immediately out to see what else was happening now.

"Oma, Saka passed out. How'this?" Airin's panicked face also made Oma become more anxious.

***

The doctor had just come out of Saka's room, after giving information about Saka's condition to Airin who was also heard by Oma.

"Imregular eating patterns, as well as lack of sleep coupled by the intake of liquor with high doses make stomach acid rise to cause the patient to faint. If this continues, it could be that the stomach is leaking," explained the doctor who silenced Airin's mouth.

That fact seemed to explain how she was not a wife who should pay attention to the state of her husband.

That night, Saka siuman. He realized he was being treated in the hospital. His gaze blurred, as he opened his eyes looking at the girl who was laying her head on the side of his bed. Her lips put on a happy smile. He tried to touch the top of that head because he thought the girl was Ze.

A rumbling feeling enveloped his heart. So happy that the girl cared about him and wanted to keep him here.

However, when his fingers managed to touch the girl's hair, the owner of the hair raised his face. The smile disappeared.

"You're dead, Saka?" Pekik Airin's hysterical.

Saka just stared blankly at Airin. Clearly the girl that appeared in his mind just now was Ze, why did it turn into Airin?

"You're the only one who takes care of me?" her question is flat. The joy evaporated and disappeared.

"Are you expecting someone here?"

***

As soon as we woke up, Saka forced her to go home. He wants to meet Ze. Again, hope ran aground, when Oma told him that Ze had been gone forever from this house.

Saka's body was blown away. He could not accept Ze's departure. Her touch next to her chest, pain, pain. Why did the girl go away secretly?

"Let go!" Oma jerked Saka's hand, retreated to take another seat to sit down, unwilling to get close to Saka.

"It's all your fault. If you don't bring Airin into this house, then Ze definitely won't leave here!"

Saka could only be silent. Blaming himself for what Oma said was right.

Meanwhile, the person they were talking about had already started with his new life. Having no other choice, Ze receives Max's help, who must repeatedly visit him.

They meet at a cafe, and Ze says he intends to leave the city. He did not want to meet Saka again.

"Then you come with me to Singapore?"

Ze pulls his head, surprised by Max's proposal. To Singapore? Maybe that's the best way, but what's he gonna do there? There's no way he's hitchhiking with Max.

"No need, Max. I want to stay in Indonesia. Maybe I want to go to Jogja," he continued.

"Would you like to be there? Why don't you go back to your parents' house? You doubt your Papa is sick, and his health is dropping. Yesterday I visited Om Candra, she begged me to find you. Go home, Ze," Max's hand on the girl.

Slowly, Ze pulled his hand, there was a feeling of unease, even unease.

Going home? Do I really have to go home? But what about Aunt Mira?

Ze shuddered in horror as he recalled the events of that night. He clearly heard that Mira was the one who ordered him to be kidnapped from his room, then brought to the edge of the abyss to be thrown away.

Didn't expect her stepmother to get that much. If it's just Max's problem, why would he want to finish him off? Max clearly rejected Kinan at the time, saying that he chose Ze.

"Do you know, Om Candra's been hating me all along? Think I'm the one who took you out of the house? When I came to your house, I was beaten by your father's men, forcing me to tell you where you are now" Max explained, which made Ze wide again.

Many pieces of mystery took place in his house. Kala quarreled with Mira who intended to harm her, the woman said that the men who wanted to finish her off were her father's men, by reason of shame to have the child who could not be arranged and better take his life.

Ze was never close to his father. He was raised by Oma and Opanya. After her mother died, Candra insisted on taking back her daughter.

I see, Candra with her authoritarian attitude keeps Ze's life restrained. Even going abroad to continue his studies is not allowed.

Ze's life is further shattered when Candra marries Mira, bringing her two children, Al and Kinan into their lives.

"Then?" Ze is getting curious about Ze's story.

"I explained that all this time, we were dating remotely, I was studying in Singapore, and would apply for you after we graduated from college. That's when, Om believes it wasn't me who took you away. Now just begging to take you home."

A second later, Ze is made upset by Max's case. On one side he misses home, misses his father, one side he feels ashamed because he has run away from home.

"Ze, pity your papa. He's sick again. If you go home, Om will be happy" said Max, hoping that Ze's door would soften, and would go home with him.

"Let me think about it, Max. Come here in two days" Ze decided.