If Love is not Angry
Chapter 58's

The doctor was out of the room where Candra was being treated. Fortunately, they immediately fled Candra to the hospital until the man's life could be helped.

Ze unceasingly thanked the Power for saving his father's life.

"Have I met Papa, Doc?" ze asked, that's when Saka's eyes were round. He did not expect that his servant had been the daughter of the famous conglomerate in this city.

"Sorry, for a while the patient has not been found because it is still in the observation stage. The patient is not yet awake, either" replied the doctor. But the doctor promises that after Candra wakes up, Ze can see her father.

For the safety of Chandra Toni ordered two bodyguards to stand guard at the door of the VVIP room where Chandra was treated.

"Whatdidyou say? Papa's? Mr Regan your Papa?" tanya Saka still could not believe it. Finish him this time. If Candra finds out that during Ze's time working at her house, she often bullies the girl, she believes Candra will demand revenge and she could even kill Saka.

Ze swallowed his saliva heavily. What should he say to Saka? how should he begin to explain to the man.

"Ze, I'm asking you!"

"Don't yell at me. I'm not your servant anymore. Is he my papa why?" challenge Ze.

Saka immediately pulled the girl's hand away from Toni. They need space to be able to speak together more freely. As soon as he stepped up, Toni wanted to block Saka's intention of taking Ze away, but the girl raised her hand.

"Tell me, why are you lying? Why say you don't have a family and instead work as a waitress in my house? Don't you think that's your trick to get close to me?"

It felt like Ze was going to shake Saka's head. Why this cool, very handsome and authoritative man could have such foolish thoughts.

"Are you that handsome?" snapped Ze annoyed.

Saka just scratched his head which did not feel itchy at all. So what was the reason Ze disguised himself as a servant in his house.

"Well you tell me everything so I don't guess."

"For what? What's the business with you?" Ze again put on a pouting face. Did he think that since he wanted to be embraced and comforted by her, he had already forgiven her treatment? Don't hope!

"Lantas tell me not to wonder anymore. You know, Ze, I miss you so much" whispered Saka gently, staring at Ze's face still down. The girl's hand was still in his grasp.

"You missed me? Didn't you let me get kicked out by Airin? You clearly know that your wife is the one who hurt me!" snapped Ze. His anger rose again when he remembered the event.

"I'm sorry. I know I'm less strict. But just so you know that I had a big fight with Airin back then, and I told him right then that you should get a divorce!"

Ze's eyeballs are getting rounder. He did not know the matter, not hearing the commotion that night at all. Perhaps due to the fatigue of crying she finally fell asleep.

"I beg you not because of me you are so noisy, it is only natural that I leave the house for the peace of your household," said Ze who wanted to withdraw his hand. He realized it was not appropriate for him to hold hands like this with Saka who incidentally is the husband of people.

However, Saka did not let go of Ze's hand, he still tightly grasped the woman's hand. Even unexpectedly Ze, Saka brings to her lips for her to kiss.

"I was wrong. I am too late to realize how I feel about you. Ze, I really love you. I know it might be too late to tell you this. I'm sorry I just remembered what happened that night."

"So, you remember that night, but didn't tell me anything?" Ze's hatred. Back to remembering because of this, his father went to the hospital and received embarrassment.

"I just remembered after you left. I was drunk, but when I went into your room again, I remembered everything. I'm sorry I forgot that night. Had I remembered, I definitely would not have married Airin" said Saka stroking Ze's hair.

The girl could feel Saka's sincerity. He believes that if Saka may not remember because he was drunk that night, after all it was not Saka's own fault, Ze also did not refuse.

"We'd better forget that night. I will not demand anything either. You just build your household with Airin" said Ze. It hurts actually, it's just that he's trying to be strong. Giving up a man you like for another woman is not easy.

"The air is gone, Ze. The accident took his life a few days ago" Saka replied. Thinking of Airin her heart was broken, saddened by the woman's betrayal, but also feeling guilty because she was the one who encouraged Airin to commit the affair.

I don't know how many times Ze was surprised to hear the words of Saka. A lot of things happened after he left the house.

"I... I'm sorry, Saka," he said unconsciously holding the man's hand.

"Of course, maybe this is destiny. Airin turned out to be in love with another man behind me. I really didn't expect. But what to say. None of this has escaped my fault either. Airin felt that I did not love her, and sought pleasure with another man" Saka said, looking far ahead.

He himself did not expect the dynamics of his life. At first when he found Airin still alive, he thought he would be happy to live with the woman forever, in fact the love that used to exist is now lost.

"Don't blame yourself anymore."

"I was wrong. I'm guilty of you and Airin. If I were to quickly realize how I feel about you, realize that I love you, as I said before, I would not be able to marry Airin and make her life suffer."

"When did you realize you loved me?"

"I'm stupid. It was only after thinking about everything that I realized that I had long fallen in love with you. I'm jealous every time Revan takes you out, even when he finds the gardener's son talking to you by the pool, I feel anger and jealousy that I've never felt before. I'm so scared that you're leaving me" Saka answered looking into Ze's beautiful eyes. This deep shady eyeball he misses so much.

"Ze, will you accept my love? Forgive me all my faults? I beg you not to leave me again, dear," whispered Saka pulling Ze's hand to let the girl into his arms.

Ze's heart is warm. There were many winding roads that he had to go through in order to get to the arms of this man. However, why was his heart still not ready to say 'yes' to the man's request?

"Love me for a moment of thought. I can't give any answers right now, especially papa's condition isn't stable."

Saka understands. He understood the girl's intentions and simply nodded in agreement with Ze's request.

***

The next day, Candra kisses, Ze can finally hug her father, crying out for forgiveness.

"Alright, daughter. You don't cry. Remember your current condition. If you are sick, then the baby in your womb will also suffer" said Candra. He was still moving his mouth.

"Thank you, Papa for loving me so much. I'm sorry for upsetting Papa" he said gasping for tears.

"Based on a stupid girl, you're Papa's daughter, you should love you."