If Love is not Angry
Chapter 53's

The quarrel between the two was inevitable, again of course Airin did not want to part with Saka.

"What did you say? I don't like the way you joke! Marriage isn't for fun, you want a divorce with me? Don't hope!" airin half shouted.

"There's no point in maintaining this household, we better split up. I'm sorry I just realized it now. My feelings for you weren't real, all this time I thought love was still there. I was so obsessed with you and inadmissive about you leaving me, but now I realize that I don't love you anymore, Airin. I beg you to understand, if we continue in this relationship, there will only be torturing ourselves, never finding happiness."

Saka's explanation is of course unacceptable to Airin, whatever it is!

For him there was only Saka in his life. Only Saka can make her happy while providing comfort for her and her family, where maybe she is that stupid, willing to let go of her gold mine.

"Forgot that wish! I will never let you go forever. Do you think I'm that stupid? You divorced me because you wanted to go back to that waitress? It's not that easy, Saka!" sambar Airin wiped away the trace of tears on his cheek and without saying anything else left the hospital feeling devastated and humiliated.

He never thought it would turn around like this. He used to despise Ze, look one eye and consider it only appropriate under the soles of his shoes, now his household was destroyed. The man she loved loved loved the woman she did not consider.

Saka returned to Oma's room. The woman was being fed by Wati. As soon as he entered, Oma stopped the bribe offered by Wati. Oma wanted to know what Saka discussed with Airin, they must have fought otherwise why the girl did not return with Saka to her room.

"Where's your wife? You guys fighting again?" asked Oma who had used to see them fighting. Sometimes Oma felt sorry for Saka for being tormented during the household with Airin. Never a day did he feel happiness. Airin is too demanding and very cunning.

"He's home, Oma," Saka replied in a soft voice. He was sitting limp on the side of the bed holding Oma's hand so tightly.

There was guilt in his heart, why not listen to the advice of the woman, clearly Oma had said her dislike and showed her that Airin was not the right woman to accompany her, but he guided his wish, still marrying Airin despite not getting the blessing of the woman.

Now as if he had received karma from his actions that did not listen to the advice of his parents, his household was destroyed.

One thing Saka regrets is why she was late to realize her feelings for Ze, when the girl had left her for good.

"Oma feels healthy. Oma wanted to go home today," said Oma, looking at Saka's sad face, the woman knew a lot of things she was thinking about right now.

"Tomorrow, Oma. I promise I'll bring Oma home. Now I want to find Ze, and bring him home," said Saka rubbing gently on the back of Oma's hand.

***

It seems that the search will be difficult because Saka does not know where to look for Ze. The girl never said where she lived or where the family lived, which she could be reached when looking for her.

Ze came into their lives suddenly and left suddenly too. Nothing remains just a binding memory.

Saka decides to ask for Revan's help, it's possible that the man has already gotten news of Ze's whereabouts because the two are indeed close.

At the beginning of Ze's departure, Saka asked Revan if they had been dating, and Revan knew where Ze was, but Revan's reply calmed him down a bit. Turns out, Ze left without saying goodbye to Revan.

"Have you heard from Ze?"

Revan shook his head in response to Saka's question. In reality, he was not contacted by Ze. He himself had tried to find the whereabouts of the girl, but to no avail. His only way of communicating with Ze through his phone number, was also fruitless. The girl had changed her phone number.

"I want to ask, how do you feel about Ze?" ask Saka to the point. He had to make sure that what he was going to say to Revan did not make their friendship completely over.

"Why are you asking me how I feel? You know for yourself that I really like that girl!"

"Have you ever expressed your feelings for her?" susul Saka was getting curious. If indeed the two already have a serious relationship, maybe it is better for Saka to step down, even though he feels heavy.

"Of course he did, but unfortunately he didn't accept me, the most important of all is Ze's happiness. Whoever he loves, if he can make Ze happy, I'll support him. Love doesn't have to be forever, does it? I could still choose to be by his side as a friend" said Revan took the glass in front of him, then finished the contents, past his throat that felt choked. Her feelings were still not willing in fact, but she did not want to force the girl to accept her love.

Revan is the most realistic man. She loves Ze, it's the truth, but if she doesn't reciprocate her feelings, then the girl can't be blamed. The right to accept or reject a person's feelings.

"It's good that you told me about your relationship with that girl, so I knew I had to behave. One thing you need to know, I love Ze and I'm determined to find the girl and bring her home, so I'll marry her soon."

Of course Saka's words interest Revan, he does not expect that his best friend will eventually admit about his feelings for Ze.

Revan had guessed a long time ago, only not daring to ask Saka. Every action of the man who was always angry every man who approached Ze, indicating that the man did like Ze, only inedible prestige.

If you want to be honest, Revan also knows that all this time Ze kept the taste to Saka. Not never did he find Ze who was crying or showing a gloomy and sad face when he caught Airin and Saka making out.

Highlight Ze's eyes explained enough about his feelings for the man and Revan was wise enough not to corner by asking Zee about it.

"Why are you silent? I want to hear your opinion!" pinta Saka firmly.

"I don't understand, you said you liked Ze, while you were married to Airin. If you manage to find Ze, then where will you make the position? You want to make him a mistress? Very funny!" yephat Revan glances here.

"Let's know Saka, we're friends but I won't let you torture Ze for any reason, even if you use the power you have!" revan's warning was serious. He would be the first to stand in the front row to protect Ze.

Saka laughed at Revan's words. He is happy to have a friend like Revan, who is willing to be straightforward even when Saka's decision is wrong. Revan bravely defies, not afraid of being fired or even losing important connections with Saka, very different from Bima who is too guarding Saka's feelings, not daring to say bad things to him just for the sake of maintaining his position in Saka's company.

"Why are you laughing? I'm serious, Saka! I beg you as a friend, please respect Ze, don't make the one who suffers just because of your wishes!"

"What are you talking about? Do you think Ze is a woman who can accept herself as a mistress? Then you don't know Ze. Even though she was a servant, but the girl had a stance as well as self-esteem. He would rather lose his love than be third. I'll divorce Airin first, before marrying Ze!"