Imagery
section 10

I immediately entered the room and locked it, with an irritated feeling that I had no reason to hold my right hand and throw it against the wall that understood what I was doing like a madman.

" aghhh bangs*t! What am I supposed to do, huh? Is this wrong it's wrong? Everyone can only tell me this is all they know I can be tired too! I also want to be considered there"

The body again hugged my legs, my eyes highlighted the image of myself in the mirror.

Slowly these eyes turned to observe the hands that had been flushed and had a little scratch, the breath that had been irregular finally also regained calm after venting it on inanimate objects.

After I feel calm then my mind will slightly slow down the noise of the extraordinary noise.

" good evening, I will remain on this land if I still believe that all will be beautiful in time, though I do not know when it will come"

Put this body on the mattress and turn on the fan which will reduce the pain in my wound that is still wet. Except for the wounds that are right in the heart.

Until these eyes are closed and now my soul will enter the dream world

The morning has returned, the sun today does not seem to be lost because of the rainy weather, so I can be calmer because I will not worry about the rain will fall. Yes it is because today I had to be forced to walk to school, I have not fixed my bicycle tire that seemed to leak.

The door of the father certainly makes himself feel claustrophobic because he has to rush to open the door for him

" long time open the door! Surely you had a good time to sleep?"

" where did you sleep last night? Why did you go home? I think it's made me a father"

" aghh has not asked a lot of questions you better follow the father, he said he wanted to work"

" loh but the image pack must be school now, after all the image is now there is a final semester exam"

I answered him to stop his invitation

" agh already permission first, it's a bother! Say sick or again there is a family interest, anyway no you exam at school gabakal stop really"

" yes sir but right.. "

" brukkk"

I haven't been able to answer father's statement that I think is wrong, clenched hands hit the living room table. How many more problems will befall me.

" you want to get out of this house or you'll work to pay for all the expenses I've spent raising you"

Today for the first time I took into account everything he had spent to finance me, but if that's what you've said what can a child living under a leaky roof with dirty sentences and also some words of humility because it can not make you proud.

" well, Mr. citra's coming"

I was going to go into my room to change my clothes

" uh wait wait for you to wear this shirt and wear an okay jacket, don't let anyone here see your shirt"

I received a black plastic bag, I picked up a piece of cloth that I thought was the shirt inside but it looked very dirty with some dirt stains like dirt and some tears on some sides

" sir why should his clothes be bad like this sir?"

" said you want to make money?"

" but the image will pick up the plastic bottle pack instead of scavenging, this shirt will look very sad for the image"

" uh uh uh dare same father? Quickly change clothes first and then I explained what you have to pick up from the streets"

I could only be silent astonished when I thought about what the purpose of the father was.

" you want to keep quiet?"

I've been daydreaming about what's going to happen after this

" hurry up, take a shower!"

Immediately I followed my father's words and immediately went out of the room to not make you angry because I waited too long for myself

We rode the only old motorcycle you had, the breeze was as cool as revealing my strung hair.

You stop right in front of an empty shophouse that looks empty and away from the crowd, my heart increasingly asked what would you do in this place?

" now quickly open your jacket and take this wet soil and then you rub it into your face and arms if you need your whole body to be full of these stains"

" what for, sir?

I dare to ask to answer the riddle that is in my mind.

" aghh you ask too many questions huh? All right, you'll explain, so you're going to disguise yourself as a poor kid but rather you're a poor kid who doesn't have a mother and even your poor looks will make everyone who sees you feel like a mess

" but the image pack is better to be a pack scavenger than the image must be a beggar, the image does not want to pack still strong image to find money for us"

" you already gausa sok soan can do mein that, if you start you will only get garbage but if you beg you will get more money for the father"

Why did it become like this my fate, I did not go to school and now I have to be a disgusting beggar to myself. I don't want to ask for this

" what? What else are you thinking? Now take this container and keep walking around looking for rich people okay! You'll be waiting for you at home, and remember when the money you collect is a lot you can contact your father with this"

I handed a old cell phone to him

" well, Mr. Citra will leave now "

" uh uh wait a minute, if anyone invites you to chat and ask about your family or education you have to answer it with a few dramatic answers. You gotit?"

" yes, I understand you"

With heavy footsteps to go through this phase of life I had to be forced to obey her will

I walked down a large highway and filled with passing vehicles, the instant I closed my eyes convinced myself that I should be able to live this

" cit you must throw away this shame of yours, and quickly find money so that you can go home quickly"

I chose to stay by the side of the road while waiting for the traffic light to turn red.

After what I was waiting for arrived I began to approach one by one the vehicles that stopped, without shame I tried to start putting up a face wash so that they feel more compassion for me

" ma'am please ma'am, I'm hungry.. I haven't eaten from yesterday please ma'am"

Seen his face began to feel sorry for me, he began to reach into the bag that was in his lap.

He began to put a piece of money 20 thousand into a dirty container that I brought

It's a little weird for me because for me this is an embarrassing act. Because I'm still strong enough to make money by slamming my bones, but me? I even tried to ask for mercy from people.

" this is you eat after this"

" thank you ma'am.."

I then moved on to another vehicle behind him, but not infrequently some people were reluctant to give me money.

Yes, not infrequently also someone glanced at my body highlighting me from the tip of the foot to the tip of the root of my hair

Until the red light turned green, I then rushed over and waited for the red light to arrive continuously until I finally felt dizzy..