Imagery

Imagery
section 16


" stttt"


Mother stopped my embrace and also stopped my voice that I had just let out.


" why are you crying?"


" gapapa ko bu citra just feel good"


Finally after losing my family I got a new family even though I knew this would all feel different and would be a little awkward


" you are late at night, you better go to your room. Danil take the image to his room"


Danil nodded and smiled at us


My footsteps and Daniel slowly walked up the stairs we had to go through.


I feel very awkward and embarrassed to be here especially when looking around which is certainly not the place I deserve to live.


" this is your room now"


" i'm going first"


Be firm and straightforward with me


" wait nile, I have something to ask you"


Danil turned to look at me who had stopped him


" what? What do you want to ask?"


" aaa.. No, no, so I'm going to sleep first"


" you have a good night, go to bed tomorrow, do not get up late because you are still up late"


" okay ready"


I was still standing in the doorway of this room to see Daniel's body disappear from my sight.


This body entered the room and immediately locked the door, my eyes stunned at the bed that was so impressive to me and the color of the room wall that reminded me of my small request


*flashback


" mister I want my room to have colors as well as Naifa's, it's very bright and definitely mosquito mosquitoes in her room were also amazed to see it"


My mom and dad laughed when they heard me


" what color do you want your room to be?"


" blue ma'am, but if pink's good too, isn't it mom?"


" of course, son, your father will buy whatever his favorite daughter wants."


Mother said to me, at that time we were in the living room together watching television which was currently sold because it had to cover the debt.


" hufftt at least there are still sweet memories left between me and my parents that are still attached"


I pulled the soft blanket that was right at the end of my foot


" i hope it's a good start for me and it ends well"


I began to close my eyelids until I finally entered the world of sleeping flowers.


*morning of the day


Sayup sayup the sound of activity outside the room makes my brain immediately aware to wake up, the house I left is no longer my parents' house so I have to work extra


I immediately rushed to the bathroom and flushed this body to clean up the dirt that had been stuck from yesterday


By wearing a towel that was already in the bathroom I just realized that I did not bring my school uniform or just a change of clothes


" what am I wearing? Did I wear clothes last night? It must have been a musty smell from the rain and dry just like that in my body"


In the middle I was pacing back and forth in the middle of the room the sound of knocking on the door shocked me


" what are you wearing?"


And finally my eyes were fixed on the expanse of blankets that last night made this body more slumbering


" cit open the door first, I want to do something"


It turned out that the voice came from my mother, and I opened the door immediately


" i'm sorry old lady opened the door"


Using only a blanket to cite this body, I only opened half of the door, usually wide open and hid behind the door


" why are you hiding so rich?"


" i'm sorry mom anu imagery is still not wearing the image clothes, because the new image just finished bathing"


Yes a little lie maybe it's okay maybe I said the truth if I was even confused to wear what now.


" oh, this is you I just want to give this to you"


As many as three paperbags mother handed to me


" this is what mom?"


" it's the same school uniform as two pairs of change clothes and a nightgown, so you can change now"


" ma-thank you ma'am"


" gausa always said thanks to dong, you have quickly prepared there and if you can go downstairs for breakfast and go to school with danil"


Mother said to me


" yes, the image will be ready soon and go down"


I closed the door again when my mother started to stay away from my room


" i was lucky to meet a woman as good as her, if only my mother could be like her mother and I would be the happiest girl in the world"


By glancing at the alrm clock on the table my heart is not too worried because it could be too late like that time.


Although it has been a few days the exam took place only a few maples that I took because there were too many obstacles.


After everything was done I headed downstairs and rushed to the dining table


For a moment I could only be speechless looking at this luxurious oval table. How can I sit in such a good place and what if my food falls and soils this expensive table


" let's get breakfast first"


Said danil to me, a plate containing rice and also roasted chicken with spicy chili makes itself like increasingly ignorant


Because I was afraid to dirty this table I decided to take my food plate to the floor to sit there


" where are you going to take cit?"


Mom asked me on the sidelines as she was still enjoying her food


" anu the image of eating under aja ya ma'am"


" why? You're eating gasuka at this table? If you want, you can sit in the guest room"


Hedeh what danil's mom thinks how can I eat there


" no, ma'am that's not it"


" keep what"


Danil who was also astonished to see my behavior finally also looked at me with questions in his eyes.


" the image of the fear of eating messy later even dirty the dining table mom"


" haduh you cit has never thought that later there must be a cleanup really"


Daniel calms me down


" well actually said Daniel already do not think about it, you better finish your breakfast so as not to be slow to go to school"


I sat right in front of Daniel and finished my morning meal


" let's go our cit "


" uh uh wait wait wait you will be delivered by the driver only, you danil don't dare to dare to ride your motorcycle again. You're a minor you can't be like that"


Danil who had run to the motorbike he had prepared finally returned to meet his mother.


" aghhh why mom always say that I'm good at riding a motorbike mom, you're not thinking too much danil rich like that"


" but and, it's it's for your own good, son, I'm just scared and worried"


danil clicked and went into the car that would take us.


" mama citra left first huh"


After crucifying danil's mother, I immediately went into the car


" you why nile?"


Danil didn't answer my question and just stayed in the car.


Before this car arrived at school Daniel asked the driver to stop this car


" why are we stopping here, nil?"


" you come down here, I want to go to school without shame"


" well if that's what you want"


I tried to open the car door but again because rarely or even almost never open the car door I became difficult to open it.


Danil tried to reach the door and help me open it.


" thank you nile"


" i'm sorry I don't want my friends to laugh at me if I go with you, so I ask for help when we meet at school just assume we don't know okay"


" good nile"


I immediately got down the car and walked down the road to school


" i know you didn't mean to drive me out, nil, and all this must be for my own good" too"