
" last night, you came home, sir?"
" gatau"
Answer the father briefly with a voice that seemed sniffy
" did you know that all your clothes are no longer in your room?"
He scrunched his forehead and immediately pulled out a sentence with a loud tone
" why are you so noisy in the morning? Why don't you let me live quietly first? It's already! You better go to school before you lock your dad in the bathroom"
My heart was broken to hear the answer from my father, notah what really happened until it changed the father more rude than before...
There is something I just realized why the father did not go to work this time, usually the father has left at the beginning of the morning around 5 am. What else happened to my father? Has he lost his job? I was afraid to ask him
I put up one by one my school shoes that were all black and of course with black and white socks that had been given a warning yesterday morning.
Kurogoh my pocket, make sure the money yesterday is still there. But I don't feel anything right now.
I went back into the house and immediately looked for the whole room who knew the money had fallen into the room.
" duh where ya ko gaada si"
" was yesterday the shirt I hung on?"
" if it falls, falls around here"
I continued to search carefully even though I still did not find it
" why haven't you left yet?"
The voice of the father from behind the door surprised me yany was looking for money
" a-anu sir the image money is missing"
" oh the money I have on me?"
" i- yes sir where do you know?"
I've been suspicious of you but there's no way I'm saying it.
" oh that money already made you a cigarette that you sucked this morning, after all it was just a frenzied five bucks? Gausa mascalain"
" but sir is not an image to be concerned, the image money is up. And the image has no money to buy an depleted image eraser"
" that's the money that bothers! What eraser eraser? Pake rubber!"
" ka-rubber?"
" yes rubber it can also be made eraser, but in the kitchen bring a lot! Throw away money to buy eraser. The old man made it the son of the boy now sok soan aja"
Not because of what the actual image sir also wants like the others, although only limited to erasers. But what my day, there is no way I fight the father with the condition of the house like this, the father will be angry with me.
" well, Mr. Citra, go first"
I did not fight and immediately took the rubber band in the kitchen, which I used to wrap rice. Breakfast for my dad or me.
I pedaled my bike slowly because the time of entry was still quite long, so I could take a little longer to look at crowded urban areas, partly to quell my boredom at home.
" wei cupu!"
I found a face that was familiar to me calling myself that, notah what else would happen if I became a joke.
He wasn't yesterday who was on my side when I was serving my sentence for coming late.
" i-What's wrong?"
" had healed your head, not yesterday until it fell down just because he was told to run around the field"
" that's called the boss cupu"
* the laughter of the student horde is approximately 7-9 people"
" i'm sure he's afraid of squirming the boss because"
So her name was because, but why did she want to deal with me, yesterday I was just afraid to answer her questions because there was a supervisor watching.
" hey salt you don't get sooan oppressed me huh! What name is tuh gara, salt means? Seasoning kitchen here I made a complement fried rice only"
While throwing one of my shoes at those who avoid the drifting shoes.
"Kriegg-kringgg-kringgg"
Duh what the hell I fantasize so much, if only I had a mountain of courage for their opponents, maybe I would no longer be a bully
They left me because the clock had already shown that study time was about to begin.
With weight I set my feet towards my class and when I got there, I only dared to lower my gaze from the entrance of the class to my seat.
The exam has begun I who have prepared this material from a few days ago grateful to be given fluency because it is easy to answer all the questions on the sheet of paper.
When the examination supervisor was off guard I looked at the back of their bodies, because my seat was in the back row and in the left corner of the room.
I found a lot of my classmates cheating, some people throwing paper, some people throwing, there are those who keep cheats under the exam paper and some even brightly open the textbook because the position is in a safe position and rarely reached by the view of the supervisor.
" if I did, would I be able to get top marks? But will I be proud of a value that to me is not entirely pure of my own labors"
Once my mind was in the daydream while checking back the answers I had answered on another sheet of paper.
" well it seems perfect I answered it and even though later the results are less satisfactory that is important I have used as well as possible"
Minutes by minutes have passed by using my brain hard until finally the exam time is over.
No matter what happens when I leave this class, even though I have no close friends at least I feel safe from those who have started to bother me.
"Gara and all his gang members"
How I got through my day at school, I don't want to get treated like this every day. But once again I thought that I was the image, the image of a child growing up with friendly wounds then why now would I give up if I was just going through a small wound.
I let out a long sigh and exhaled before leaving the room, I waited for all the class residents to leave the room completely until I was left alone inside
I was embarrassed to go out with them, because maybe my body odor could bother them.
" what do they mean is me? But why don't I smell it from my body"
I kissed my armpits again because every day in the hours after the break was over they would be squawking about someone's body odor. And maybe it was me.
" aghh smelly ketek who the hell is very lazy to enter the class if every entry here smells really stinging"
" yes the smell of the time yes he gabisa buy deodorant or perfume, nau really tau"
Sometimes I ventured to see those who were talking about it.
And it's true that I saw several pairs of eyes on me when they talked about it
" is my body that? Or am I just thinking too bad about them? It could have been me overreacting to their views"
But then again I will try to ignore whatever they say for the sake of me being able to survive in this school.
I fixed the sock that was actually loose and only relied on the strength of the rubber band
" if only I had my own money, I could buy new socks, new shoes, new uniforms and buy anything that made my body smell good and buy a facial treatment to reduce my acne"
I spoke to myself as if someone would listen to my request.
" i better find a job, so that I can meet my needs a little, and reduce the burden of the father"
I put my foot in the parking lot, I saw that there were already a lot of motorcycles missing. Of course they came home but some of them made me have a new desire.
" i want to have a bike too but it's okay I'll work hard to fulfill all my dreams that are still far from my grasp"
I got back on my bike and dribbled it, but that's why there's something different about my bike
" tyre deflated? Why could? I don't have any money now what should I do...."