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section 11

" ma'am please ma'am, I'm hungry.. I haven't eaten from yesterday please ma'am"

Seen his face began to feel sorry for me, he began to reach into the bag that was in his lap

He began to put a piece of money 20 thousand into a dirty container that I brought

It's a little weird for me because for me this is an embarrassing act. Because I'm still strong enough to make money by slamming my bones, but me? I even tried to ask for mercy from people.

" this is you eat after this"

" thank you ma'am.."

I then moved on to another vehicle behind him, but not infrequently some people were reluctant to give me money.

Yes, not infrequently also someone glanced at my body highlighting me from the tip of the foot to the tip of the root of my hair

Until the red light turned green, I then rushed over and waited for the red light to arrive continuously until I finally felt dizzy..

My ears feel like they hear a buzzing sound, slowly my eyes blurred until finally this body almost staggered until some pedestrians began to sympathize with me and one of them took the time to buy a pack of rice and also a glass of iced tea

" thank you, my mom"

I said while implying a smile to the person who was still in front of my eyes.

" i was finally able to eat as well, after half a day I was trying to raise this money"

I've been living half a day as a beggar, but what this 47-thousand dollars will make enough sense in your satisfaction

Do I have to get picked up now, right? Even if the clouds look cloudy, it will soon rain

" i'd better call my father and ask him, because the sky is already very dark"

*connected call

" can you go home now? The sky is dark sir it looks like it's going to rain"

I asked my father with mounting worries

" that's so much you! It was just dark to go home! How much did you get? Much?"

" yes sir, thank you, the image has already reached 47 thousand sir"

" huh what? Just that much? You did it anyway! You must have taken some of the money"

" no sir was just an image of eating because there is an image of food sir"

" aghh, it's enough to close the phone now before anyone suspects you"

* disconnected call

The roar of the sky's whip is increasingly jarring to scare the inhabitants of the earth, the, my eyes that were now beginning to look for shade around the place I was walking now seemed to have to swallow the fact that I could only shelter under a big tree.

" at least I wouldn't get too wet if I were under this tree"

All the text notifications made me reach back into the pocket of pants that are also tattered camping

" don't go home if you don't have much money! And another sousa sok rest shady when it rains, people in the car will definitely feel increasingly crowded if they see the ugly and poor little girl shivering because of the cold caused by the rain"

I read the message very carefully for fear that this phone is exposed to rain, even my own heart is increasingly exposed to the rain of pressure.

" i'm wrong if one day I'll give up because I'm tired of facing my father's attitude that is getting more and more willing to treat me like this"

Again I started to fight with my own brain, until when I would stay like this I don't know

With a cold feeling that hugged my body tightly, I forced myself to make money even though the rain had soaked all over this body, until finally the sun had slowly fallen which would soon be replaced by the darkness of the night

This soaked body no longer wants to be in the outside world, I am tired of finally deciding to go home. It seems that the money that has been collected I think is enough.

Kusukuri the streets of the city without feeling any mood, only if it was in my brain.

" if only I had parents who could love me with all their heart and could respect every decision and support whatever I would really do"

I went back to the empty house to get my jacket there while I called my father's number to pick me up.

But why he did not answer it, even though the clock has shown at 19.05

" i'll walk"

The rain has subsided but my pain is still not easing, it's okay today very well.

Samar faintly I heard the sound of a motor that was blaring from the opposite direction, my eyes glare made until these eyes did not catch any holes between the smooth asphalt road

" aghhh, this knee hurts! Huh whoever he is he knows if his motor light hits my eyes, you rich man"

For a moment I stared at the motor that hurt my eyes and stopped. It was as if his eyes were highlighting this body that was still on the ground, patting the jeans I was wearing because it was hit by wet soil due to rain water

***come home

" why the door is closed, usually if the father is at home this door will not be closed, hah noah you go where again this time. Hopefully you will not go home drunk, I do not want father why napa in a condition that can not stand alcoholic drinks"

I immediately stepped foot to the door

" the gohkikunci? Is your dad inside?"

After that door I opened what I found because I saw two heads in one bed.

" father? How dare you be with this itchy widow? Have you forgotten your mother? Huh huh? Do you no longer love your mother? And how dare he be in mom's bed!"

" basic son gatau lucky! What are you doing here? Why don't you knock on the door first, huh? You think this is your house?"

" yes this father is not my home and I should have left yesterday or even I have gone and begged from before"

" yes yes yes you are fit to be a beggar"

I hate it so much, why else do I see with my own two eyes, my parents go and throw me out because of their respective infidelity. It should have been after I knew that my mother and father had reserves that day that I would no longer have to be in this miserable place.

" yeah you're right father should I be a material beggar rather than begging for affection from you two!"

My anger exploded into uncontrollable emotions, that day I saw my mother sitting at a table with her, and the father of every work home must always stop at this widow's house aka her ex-boyfriend first. What more charade will the world give me.

I went from my house in anger down the street in the rain that was again soaking the earth

" aghhhhhh"

I screamed and cried in the rain no one would notice my voice, for my cries and cries were swept away by the rain.

" i brought nothing from home except the money raised from the begging"

I sat alone in the middle of the city park without even thinking about being in the shade. No one was in the same place as me, so I dared to strain my crying voice to further relieve my heart and mind.

" how I'm going to sleep tonight, which I know I don't have a home anymore"

I hugged these two legs tightly to reduce this coldness, but in the middle of my face down felt the chair that I was sitting on move a little as if someone was also sitting next to me

" do you like the rain?"