Infidelity
16. Approach Yourself

Marsha's soul began to be disturbed by the condition of her family and also the result of her actions that had played fire in her household.

The only place he should go at this time is his prostration and his life guide, the Qur'an. He felt that his worship had not been done properly so he was easily lost in the entrapment of Satan.

Luckily, Marsha's internet-equipped apartment makes it easy to access YouTube content featuring famous ustadz delivering lectures that match Marsha's current needs.

The first thing he wants to do is to improve prayer and of course in the beginning with the appropriate manner of ablution taught by the Prophet.

Marsha followed one of the ustad lectures that parsed about fiqh. How does Rosulullah abudhu from reading the intention of ablution and then wash every limb in accordance with the pillars of ablution. Quoting from the words of ustad sourced from direct editors from Rosulullah taught.

"If starting from the right ablution, then when performing prayers there will be a correlation between us and God in communicating with God with complete calm when reading every surah and reading in every movement."

Ustadz said while exemplifying every prayer movement and reading.

Marsha notes and practices directly every time entering the prayer time, especially fardhu prayer.

While at different times, Marsha heard again a lecture one of ustadz about the impact of adultery for married couples.

And it is this talk that makes Marsha seem to be slapped hard where the words of ustadz about how Allah rebukes His servant who has exceeded the limits.

When a person commits adultery, God will deprive one by one of the pleasures of his life. Whether it is with his property, his family, and if he does not respond also with the reproof of God, then God will lock his heart to no longer know the fear in his heart. He no longer knows the truth except sin which makes it just."

Ustadz's speech made Marsha begin to reflect on her sins.

"The meaning of the catastrophe that occurred in my household is that I was the cause.

I should have kept my honor as a wife despite whatever pain I experienced in my relationship with my husband.

I couldn't keep myself from causing bankruptcy, leaving behind a lot of debt and my husband ended up falling ill. It's all my fault. I was less patient when tested with obedience. I should have refrained from getting caught up in Cal's seduction. But everything has happened, fate has become porridge, regret must come later. All I have to do now is get closer to God before death." Marsha.

Abhimanyu's wife began to make a schedule of worship, whether it was to improve themselves by establishing a good relationship with God and with others.

Although he always gave alms or did infak or follow every charity event, this time Marsha involved God in every good he did. He also always performs Dhuha prayers, tahajud and penitent sunnah prayers before entering dawn.

As a result, within three months of living his life in accordance with the commandments of God, Marsha and her son now live calmer.

As usual he sold his designs abroad and he also earned a large enough income to open up his once dim business again.

But the intention was not yet realized, a model agency came from France who wanted to offer their cooperation with Marsha.

"Hallo good night!"

Greeting someone from across there using French mixed with English makes Marsha a little confused to respond to his greeting.

"Good night, too, but it's still day, do you want to talk to me?" Ask Marsha in French.

"Oh sorry! I don't know the difference in our time in different places. My name is Elbarano, am I currently talking to Miss Marsha ?"

"That's right! Is there anything I can help you with?"

"If your design results are included in our event at a fashion auction, it is likely that we will cooperate and I hope you also have to attend the event." Said Mr. Elbarano.

Marsha smiled as she raised her face upward in thanksgiving to God who facilitated her fortune.

He was happy to make the design quickly and was willing to accept the invitation for the charity event, which will be held in one month.

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Not just making designs for orders for the agency, though, but he also designed his own clothes that give a little touch of batik patterns in the material to show Indonesia as its place of origin even though at the event is not a form of competition representing the country.

It's just that Marsha wants that Indonesia has a nation that can produce great work to conquer famous designers in a country that is famous for their best designers.

But unfortunately at the charity event he saw the agency did not mention the results of his work but he actually saw another designer who was none other than Miss Elbarano himself admitted that the dress was worn by the model it is his work.

Suddenly Marsha's face was so red that she was furious because of her work in sabotage by them and she could not claim the results of the design because they had paid the price of the results even though it was not worth what that was obtained by the agency.

Even so, there was something interesting that night when one of the French nobility mistress Barca was so interested in the dress worn by Marsha.

He approached Marsha who was standing alone while drinking non-alcoholic beverages prepared by the event committee because not all invitations that came were alcohol lovers.

"Good night, miss!"

Say hello to the mistress of Barca is so friendly to Marsha.

"Are you a designer?" Guess the Barca lady spontaneously.

Marsha blushed in shame with full humility he answered the question of the Barca mistress.

"I'm still an amateur and trying my luck in the designer world." Marsha.

"With a dress as beautiful as the one you're wearing right now, I think an amateur like you could be aligned with a great model in this country. I'm impressed with your dress with the pattern you add has a luxurious impression and looks glamorous."

Timpal mistress Barca by throwing a polite compliment to the appreciation of the dress designed by Marsha herself.

Seeing the unusual sight, Mr. Elbarano was so angry because the attention of a French empress was even more to Marsha than his wife.

"Good night, your majesty!"

greet Mr. Elbarano make the face of the Barca mistress not so like.

"Night! "

"Do you not want to see our models who have used the design of my wife the mistress of Barca?"

"Oh, you mean your wife who is duplicating the work of others into the results of her design?"

The mistress of Barca smiled wryly.