IT'S MY DEVIAN
Contrition

On the morning of the funeral was over, but Devian was still at home staring at Papa Teo's tombstone. Secretary Juna also still faithfully accompanied Devian pensive, until the weather turned cloudy no sign of his boss moving.

" Mister, we'd better go home."

" Can Karin be contacted?"

" The man at the mansion said Miss Karin had gone home, but left when she found out that Papa Teo was buried." Devian let out a rough sigh. He should have found Karin at the restaurant last night. But the sadness and bustle of taking care of Papa Teo made him forget.

Around 3 a.m., Juna's secretary reminded, and Devian attempted to contact Karin using her Secretary's phone, even though only the operator connection was available.

" Go!" Not without reason Devian Kekeh was at the funeral in a long time.

Devian is waiting for Karin!

Unbeknownst to them, Karin stands behind a large tree with sunglasses and a mask.

" I want to hug you, but you don't want my existence" said Karin.

For a long time, Juna's secretary finally managed to convince Devian to go home. Right after they left Papa Teo's funeral, Karin came out of hiding.

" Father, you're a great daddy! Karin always prayed for happiness and serenity for papa." Karin's voice choked with a cry, "I'm sorry Karin decided to leave Devian papa. Karin doesn't want to force happiness!" Karin stared at the sky that was beginning to drift, forced to leave Papa Teo's funeral after putting a beautiful flower bucket there.

...ΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩ...

Arriving at the Devian mansion did not go straight to the room, he was in the living room waiting for Karin.

For a long time he waited, there was no sign of Karin coming. With lazy footsteps he tried to get to his room.

Kriet...

Devian looked around the room.

Lonely! That's how he feels.

Devian continued to enter the room until his steps stopped seeing a large brown envelope lying on his bed.

Devian's hands opened the envelope. I hope what's on his mind is wrong!

Devian opened it slowly until the tip of the head of the letter with the logo of a government agency was poking. Devian's heart was stomping strongly, his feelings getting more and more unreasonable.

Devian was sitting limp, the divorce papers he managed a few days ago now marked Karin's signature there. A piece of handwriting, a credit card, and a car key. Devian closed his eyes along with the fall of the clear feather while he saw the wedding ring that was also inside the envelope.

" Waterin!" devian's shout echoed while squeezing the divorce papers strongly.

Since when did Karin find out about the divorce papers?

He shouldn't be that stupid as putting down the origin of the divorce papers!

" I'm sorry Karin!"

" Waterin!"

Devian called Karin over and over again, hoping it wasn't real. Apologies continue to be said incessantly considering the woman he always wasted.

Devian thought he'd be happy for Karin to leave him. In fact, the man was haunted by regrets! There was a difficult feeling he could explain, but his tears could explain everything. If asked to be explained, it feels like Karin's departure is more painful than the loneliness she had wanted so far.

In the time Karin was present, only mockery, ridicule and indifference were shown! If Devian could turn back the clock, he wouldn't have made that ridiculous agreement!

He would not say for sure, he would not love Karin.

Their hopes and memories filled Devian's mind, causing a tightness that made him forget how to breathe.

Not to dissolve in the pit of regret. Devian ran out of the room while contacting Secretary Juna. Currently, the goal is CCTV rooms.

Devian traced some of the places Karin visited. Devian did not expect Karin to have prepared her departure from afar.

' Why is it that when I love Lo, the opportunity is over?'

' I need Lo!'

Devian banging his chest reduced the feeling of tightness, unfortunately instead of decreasing the herdiness increasing when he always compared Karin with his childhood girl.

' May I say Lo is a rainbow in my life?'

" Sir?" Secretary Juna walks into the cctv room.

" Karin goes Juna! My wife is gone! Quickly trace his whereabouts." Hysterical Devian.

Just this time secretary Juna saw his master showing the sadness of his heart. Even though at the death of Papa Teo or even his birth mother, Devian can still control emotions.

" I'm sorry, sir. Miss Karin's phone is off so I can't track you through the GPS you installed on Miss Karin's phone."

" Send the men to spread out if you need to hire a detective to find some places that Karin might live in!" there was a very strong anger mixed with anxiety heard from every word that Devian spoke.

Secretary Juna stepped away as he muttered 'Look lady, your feelings are reciprocated.I testified! I saw the master crying over his stupidity. Miss's struggle so far has not been in vain. Come back, lady, when the lady feels ready.'

Devian returned to the room with a shunt step after copying the CCTV footage as well as a flash drive containing Karin's footage.

It was almost evening, unwilling to waste time Devian took the car keys hoping to meet Karin around the road she was traveling.

Devian unknowingly stopped at the flower shop. Devian remembers Karin's love for roses, despite not knowing Karin's whereabouts. Devian kept buying a bouquet of roses.

Whereas when Karin existed, she was reluctant to give roses if not forced by Karin.

Devian continues to pierce the road until he stops on the street that used to be Karin's worst memory?

Right here! In this street! Devian leaves Karin alone without thinking about what risks Karin will face.

Devian shed his tears again. The two people who were always watching him could go at the same time.

Papa Teo who had always expected a warm greeting from her had already left for good.

Will the woman who always accompanies her go away for good too?

Devian shook his head dispelling bad thoughts.

Feeling homesick with Karin, Devian opens an iPad that has stored footage of Karin as well as CCTV events in the mansion.

The first video seen was painting in Karin's nursery. At the beginning Devian smiled at Karin's ignorance.

Karin with all the ignorance and attention managed to knock down the defense that was built as strong as possible by him.

The video continues until Devian sees Karin forcing her smile.

' What did he say?'

Devian once again condemned stupidity when he remembered heartlessly he praised Angel.

What a beautiful smile, huh?

He should have realized as beautiful as any smile of his childhood girl, in fact the smile of someone who was always by his side was more beautiful! Ah no! Karin's smile is so charming.

He mustn't hurt Karin's feelings if it's true she doesn't have feelings for Karin.

Devian also doesn't have to tear down very evil Karin's love feelings.

Devian was crying again, he had not even apologized for the slap when Karin at the cafe met the bastard woman.

Even after he slapped Karin instead trying to create a joint activity with her, which she insolently always refused without appreciating Karin's efforts.

Devian is so sorry for his ego!