IT'S MY DEVIAN
Gestation

Karin squirms when she feels like urinating. With half of his life still accumulated, Karin began to feel his bed. And he found Devian's burly arm perched sweetly in the belly of his queen.

Seeing her dear husband, Karin's desire to urinate instantly disappeared. Karin silently looked at her husband. " I'm sorry..," murmured Karin quietly.

Karin doesn't know Devian hasn't slept, just shuts her eyes trying to rest her mind.

Slowly Devian's eyes opened, returning his wife's gaze. Satisfied looking at his woman's face, Devian was about to get out of bed.

" Don't go!" The two sweet and tender hands hugged Devian's body.

Secretly Devian gave a sweet smile, returning Karin's embrace while kissing the top of her head. " I'm sorry I was so emotional. I shouldn't underestimate your fear."

Almost half a day he circled the city, Devian realized that he was selfishly imposing his will. If it is true that he loves Karin, he should also respect her decision, even if Karin chooses not to have children.

Hearing Devian's apology, Karin felt guilty. He realized he was the guilty one here. That fear should not haunt him. Because he was her beloved husband slightly buried that greatest desire.

" I'm sorry too. Sorry for lying to you! I'm sorry I didn't give you a good reason!" The embrace of the two is getting tighter, giving each other warmth for loved ones.

Eventually the two couples forgave each other with faces that were getting closer and closer. In the early hours of that day, they made peace by exchanging sweat and also different thoughts. Karin, who, because of her guilt, tried no longer to take the pill, also tried to get rid of the fear. Devian along with great feelings of love began to bury his greatest desire for the happiness and comfort of his wife.

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3 MONTHS LATER

Karin holds a two-striped testpack as well as the results of the doctor's examination earlier. For a long time he pondered in the hospital garden, holding the results of his health examination.

Karin had guessed that she was going to get pregnant because since the apology she decided not to take the contraceptive pill. Devian knew Karin was still delaying pregnancy. And now, Karin is confused about having to be honest about her pregnancy and her illness or else one should be hidden.

Long enough to contemplate while stroking his queen's stomach, Karin decided that she would only give happy news to her understanding husband. A willing husband buries his greatest desire for Karin's comfort. Let this pain be only he who feels.

After returning from the hospital, Karin prepared 2 small surprise boxes for Devian. Just waiting for her husband to come home from work she will give this surprise.

" My sunshine!" Devian immediately hugged Karin who was waiting for her arrival.

" Is my husband tired?"

" No! Wh why? You want us to warm each other up?" reply Devian naughty.

" Not that! There's a surprise I want to give you."

" uh! Don't give me any surprises, baby! Use your money for yourself. I don't want my wife to be short of this."

" Shutts! I haven't shown you yet, but you've been nagging!" karin Pout.

" My sunshine, I just don't want to trouble you." stroked his wife's pouting lips. " uh! All righty! What are you giving me, baby? I want to see it."

" Really?" Devian cleared his throat while kissing his wife's entire face.

Karin leads Devian to the living room sofa. Giving the first box contains an expensive clock.

" good, right? I know you don't have this brand yet." explained Karin with a radiant face.

" yes. But I'm still on my feet! I don't want my wife to give me expensive things." she reiterated.

Karin turned back to her lips, suddenly annoyed by Devian's attitude." All righty! I won't mind you anymore!" He gave the second box to Devian's hand, after which he ran crying into the room.

Devian massaged his temple. He knew he was not appreciative, but he did not want Karin to spend money just for him.

The second box, I don't know what other prizes were given. In order to appreciate the gift of the wife, inevitably Devian had to open the second box.

His sharp brown eyes widened and fixated on seeing the contents of the second box. No longer an expensive clock, but two testpacks and a photo USG fetus.

The deg! Devian could not hide his shock, plus his heartbeat grew even faster.

Karin's pregnant?

Devian immediately took the box to the room. Karin's little talk could be heard behind the door of the slightly open room.

Devian cursed himself, especially his mouth. Slowly Devian opened the door of his room, sat down next to Karin and pulled his wife into a hug.

" I'm sorry! I'm sorry, my sunshine..."

Hearing Karin's cry becoming more and more, Devian led Karin into her lap." My sunshine, are you really pregnant?" tanyanya rasp.

" This a-pa really belongs to our son?" Karin nodded with tears making Devian also let out his tears.

" Can I hear your story?" Devian knows Karin is not ready to have children, and now a surprise for her Karin shows USG photos of the fetus.

" Well, at the time of the apology, I realized I was being too selfish. I put too much fear forward without thinking about my husband's wishes.So, I decided not to take the contraceptive pill anymore." Devian watched carefully Karin's playful look as she explained, plus his wife's eyes and cheeks were still in tears.

Devian kissed her forehead," Thank you baby! I will take care of you and take care of you with all my heart!" his lips smiled faintly as he kissed Karin's stomach." In the future we will be a happy family. Keep with me, my sunshine."

Karin chuckled at how enthusiastic Devian was." I can't promise but our son can! They will accompany his handsome father." said Karin, who was laughed at by Devian, thinking that his wife was joking.

" Dear, thank you for being my life partner. Huh! I'm really happy! I'll pay extra for my employees as well as your boutique employees!"

Seeing how bright Devian's face was, convinced Karin that her decision was correct. He knows the disease will be seen if the womb has entered the age of 20 weeks even in the USG alone will be seen.

Somehow Devian's reaction later, which is clear Karin does not want to be selfish anymore. He was sure all the sadness would pass. Like her parents who had experienced it at the time of pregnancy, then she will also be as strong and confident as her parents in dealing with this disease.

Karin loves Devian and vice versa. They love each other until they no longer think about their own happiness. They are busy thinking about each other's happiness.

To Devian, Karin is the sunshine.

And

For Karin, Devian was her happiness.